The No Touch Torture Policies

The No Touch Torture Policies
Tuesday, March 9, 2021
1:46 PM
To describe it to the world, for those that could never be able to grasp nor conceive any part of this. And believe me, neither can I, I promise.

The worst part is staying in fear, never knowing who is who, then you find yourself accusing everyone, that’s part of the breakdown process. That’s how they get you to jeopardize your own self. You start to lose your family, your friends, your loved ones. That’s how they get you into isolation.

It’s rape on a whole different level one can never possibly grasp. Rape of the mind, raping you if your memories that you hold dear to you. Rape of ever feeling safe again. In your own, in your loved ones arms, your friends… ABSOLUTELY NO WHERE AND NO ONE WILL EVER HELP YOU TO GRAB THE FEELING OF BEING SAFE EVER AGAIN.

Raping you of your happiness and joy and laughter. Raping your peace… peace of mind. Your comfort,

On the outside they strip you of your dignity, your pride, your grace, your worth, your confidence. They degrade you, humiliate you, “dirty” you. They strip you, EVERY PART OF YOU LITTLE BY LITTLE, PIECE BY PIECE, BRICK BY BRICK…INSIDE AND OUT, MATERIAL, NON-MATERIAL….

EVERY AREA, NO STONE IS LEFT UNTOUCHED… EVERYTHING SACRED TO YOU, THAT YOU HOLD CLOSE…..ITS ALL DESCARTED, DIRTIED, FILTHIED, and TURNS INTO THE MOST HORRIFIC OF NIGHTMARES THAT CAN’T GO TO SLEEP TO EVEN WAKE UP TO. BECAUSE YOU ARE ALWAYS AWAKE LIVING THOSE MOST HORRIFIC NIGHTMARES.

they are so bad, they are so scarry, you find yourself not even being able to speak…you can’t get it out, you can’t even force your lips and your jaw to move to talk. You find the most you can get is mere utter of a sound…if that much. You stutter when you try to talk. It’s so horrific YOU CAN’T SPEAK; YOU DO NOTHING BUT SHIVER…THE CONSTANT SHIVERING…WITH THE TEARS THAT FLOW DOWN YOUR CHEEKS.

I don’t want anyone that doesn’t know… that’s never lived this, to understand this. I would never want anyone that hasn’t lived this to be able to grasp it…to conceive any part of this… because if you do, that means you also are in this most horrific hell of hell’s. Damming you to a hell on earth.

Trapped in your mind, even you don’t even that, because it’s stolen from you. You don’t even have a box to sit it…it’s like a state of dark NOTHINGNESS that you find yourself confined into.

There’s no way I can get across to any one person THE TRUE FEELING EMOTIONS…THE TRUE CONSTANT STATE OF FEAR… NEVER KNOWING ALL OF YOUR ATTACKERS AND NEVER KNOWING WHEN THE NEXT ATTACK WILL HIT YOU…BLIND SIDING YOU OUT OF BLUE… YOUR BODY STAYS TENSED UP JUST TO STAY PREPARED FOR THE NEXT BLOW THAT YOU KNOW IS ANY SECOND…JUST WHEN YOU TRY TO TELAX…

10:TO 15 OR MORE HITS IN THE GUT… COMING FROM EVERY DIRECTION KNOWN …AND THEN SOME…. THERE’S NEVER…JUET RELAX AND GET OVER IT ..

NEVER. there’s never any sleep. If you are not having horrific nightmares, you find yourself waking up choking, not being able to breath. Like someone has your throat so tight…and pushing on your chest…as much as you fight to get air…the more you fight. You more you feel squeezed.

There’s no way I can ever explain to where anyone that hasn’t gone through this can grasp nor conceive. THERE’S NO WORDS TO DESCRIBE… ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU CAN NOT FIGURE THE FUCK OUT WHAT THE LIVING FUCK IS HAPPENING TO YOU…BUT MY GOD, YOU KNOW THAT IT IS…

Because YOU KNOW THAT ITS MADE YOU DROP TO KNEES…LIKE A THUD SO HARD YOU SHAKING YOUR WHOLE HOUSE…. SCREAMING BLOODY MURDER….GOD PLEASE GOD PLEASE GOD PLEASE GOD PLEASE

YOU KNOW YOU’VE BEGGED GOD TO COME TO HELP YOU…TO TAKE THIS EVIL FOR WHATEVER IS HAPPENING…YOU DON’T KNOW

WHAT YOU DO KNOW…YOU DROPPING TO YOUR KNEES SCREAMING OUT GODS NAME…THATS THE ONLY THING YOU KNOW… nothing else.

It’s the most slowest most horrific death and way to know that you are going to die… dying by breaking down your body…

The perfect murder…no fucking proof. They do not touch you…. PHYSICALLY…but they will steal and rape and violate and take everything of you BY NEVER LAYING ONE TOUCH ON YOU!

These ppl that play any part of this…THEY HAVE BEEN CONNED OR BELIEVE AND HAVE EASILY SOLD THEIR SOULS…ON BEAUTIFUL PROMISES OF THE EVIL ONE.

Because there is absolutely no other explanation that any mind can conceive for the mind to register these horrible acts done to any one life. Life is so precious. I don’t care…who what color what race what job they hold…NONE OF THAT MATTERS WHEN YOU ARE TAKING SOMEONE’S LIFE RIPPING EVERY PART OF IT INSIDE OUT… OUTSIDE IN AND ECERY WHICH WAY….AND LOOSE… TIGHT AND LOOSE AGAIN…

THAT IS NOTHING BUT PURE EVIL!

2:32 pm MARCH 9, 2021