Friday
First of all I would like to make note anybody talks about me being chubby… I want to make sure that you are aware… THIS IS ME BEING HUNGRY! THIS IS MY BELLY SWELLING LIKE ETHIOPIANS FROM YOU KEEPING ME HUNGRY. This is what it looks like when your body goes through when you are being denied nutrition and food from the no touch torture techniques. Three days hungry. It gets to the point to where you’re begging to eat but you know once you do eat that you’re going to pay for it since it’s been 3 days that immediately after you eat you’re going to end up getting sick from eating because you haven’t ate and you’re going to end up with diarrhea and throwing it up anyways. And you going to end up weak and sick and now it’s in the heat in the summer in Texas and this is definitely torture by no touch. I just took that picture it’s 702 p.m. June 11th. Just now
There should not be a certificate that states remote desktop before I saw the certificate it said that I had an insecure connection. This is being spied on all the time this is an invasion of my privacy taking the right of privacy away from me. This is electronic harassment and wrong. I cannot ever be sure that I have a safe secure nor a secret way to call out for help
Knowing whatever he does from now on is going to upset the living hell out of me knowing his apology is worthless knowing he is putting me in an uproar all day long to be upset coming from yesterday
Friday: contacted both human trafficking hotline and gang stalking hotline
When are y’all going to quit apparently none of y’all are going to quit apparently in order to gain my life back in order for y’all to quit hurting me in order for me to live a regular life like I have the right to live I have to go to these extremes because all of you apparently are innocent but all of you are hurting the fuck out of me and none of you want to take accountability and all of you shove your accountability upon me. I’M THE ONE YOU’RE HURTING I’M NOT ACCOUNTABLE FOR YOUR ABUSE THIS ALL OF THIS IS PATTERNS AND EVERYTHING SHOWING AS A WHOLE A WHOLE LOT OF DAMN DAMAGE EITHER TAKE ACCOUNTABILITY NOW OR YOU WILL WHEN WE GO TO COURT. I CAN’T GET Y’ALL TO STOP I’VE BEEN BEGGING FOR FOUR AND A HALF YEARS ALONG WITH EVERYTHING ELSE PLEADING SCREAMING CRYING THE WHOLE NINE YARDS MY FORGIVENESS IS NOT A GREEN LIGHT FOR YOU TO CONTINUE TO HURT ME
Thursday
It only took him for Thursday. He’s the one that hurt me the most, he’s the one that’s done the most damage, he’s the one that ends up being that powerful punch that last punch to put me in the fucking grave every time I turn around he’s the one that smeared his dick in my face in July. It’s a freaking pattern he comes in at the end and does the big punch to put me in the grave and that’s what happened yesterday and today along with the not eating, no nutrition being weak and sick from a week from today Friday dealing with people hurting me
I need to also mention that last year on the same day my son’s birthday on June 10th me and Tristan went round and round and round all day long about narcissistic behavior and I cried all day long that’s when he changed his name to brother Boaz. Of course he had to say that it was Masonic which yes that’s part of the Illuminati. He said he was going out of town that day which was an excuse because he’s pulled up before. And that day last year June 10th my Pinterest like all of a sudden could not log into my Pinterest anymore because that’s where I was getting all the narcissistic on memes from.
I also would like to mention that this is about the time that all of this confusion with all of you were going on and he caused a lot of confusion with his name and I could never get a straight answer as well as June 6th 2020 was when I found my shower head upside down in a noose directly indicating a death threat on 6/6/20 which equals up to 666 with the zeros as a wild number.
This picture was on my OneDrive what happened a year ago. Which I’m constantly getting horrifying reminders of through my Facebook my OneDrive and my Google memories from all of you.
Wednesday
On Wednesday I have this one psychologically torturing me telling me about his cousin dying in Houston which I know Houston is a big main place for gang stalkers that that’s where the main guys are in for Texas from what I read on targeted Justice.com. and he tells me that the guy she was saying the night she died was cartel and human trafficking related this is psychologically getting into my mind. Not to mention the fact that he said the word disappear back to Louisiana good choice of words when that is some it that’s in the summary of the no touch torture techniques from a project soulcatcher.com real good choice of words for from him not to mention on top of that
I haven’t been on my Twitter my rights for sex workers website Twitter and a couple of weeks I get on Twitter Wednesday night this is what I see. First of all you need to know that jet Escobar, Escobar being cartel right okay Jamie Escobar. In January on my birthday he’s around okay there’s two months pattern here and he wants he knows that I’m trying to do these writings put everything together he makes the statement of
“to bring all these people down”
NOOOOOO…. YOU GOT IT TWISTED ONE MORE TIME!!! IT’S ALL OF YOU WHO CONTINUALLY BRING ME DOWN I’M TRYING TO FREAKING CONTINUALLY GET Y’ALL OFF OF ME SMOTHERING ME AND TORTURING ME AND JEOPARDIZING AND SABOTAGING MY LIFE SO I CAN BRING MYSELF UP EXCUSE THE HELL OUT OF ME.
Secondly two month pattern, in March someone that is using an Microsoft CDN and IP is going excessively too much to the website I was able to match Jamie up with that IP and machine device ID number. The person that I looked up when I found the IP it was going excessively before I figured out it was Jamie I looked up the longitude and latitude got the address when I found was the person which is not Jamie but the person at that address has Microsoft certifications everywhere. Now when Jamie did his screening he instead of following directions with this ID close to his face he gives me his ID and his social security card instead this is a PERP behavior.
In March when I was running for my life yet again he automatically appears the day that I’m homeless are becoming homeless after he didn’t scream correctly which I never answered him because he didn’t screen correctly he did not acknowledge me therefore invalidating my screening so I never answered him so he happens to call or contact rather on the day that I’m losing my place and have memory mind warping going on. And is the day that somebody showed me on remote desktop that they were on my desktop.
Now when he came by with the $90 to pay for my rent for the day I confronted him about his IP. He says he was jerking off I said that’s a tad bit too much that’s over excessive stalking visiting the website and I blocked his IP of course I blocked another one as well from him. And all of a sudden find him under a different name than what his handle is which is gamer dude. Up on my Twitter that you know what just because anybody sees or knows that I have all these platforms does not give you the right to barge in and cross my boundaries cuz that’s what you do constantly all of you.
I also need to mention that a few months ago there was somebody using a Microsoft IP under the proxy of going thru Germany that spent over 2 weeks regularly trying to log in to my msrogueofsa.net admin account for WordPress. Looks very suspect to me.
Oh yeah I also need to mention that one of my lifetime members that used to me and lifetime member I caught him trying to log into my WordPress admin account to the other website. SEEMS LIKE QUITE A NUMBER OF YOU ARE SUSPECT TO BRING IN MY WEBSITE DOWN CONTINUALLY INJECTING IT ON PURPOSE WITH MALWARE
Then we have this Bobby boucher dude which I got his face because that I’ve got his other eyelashes elsewhere he yes he is also on Kik and I’ll have to go through all the stuff to match with his face and everything but I do have that from last year from when he was on my other Twitter stalking me last year as well but the name Bobby boucher
Which is Bobby butcher…
Some more psychological torture going on huh
Wednesday: emailed the Mayor of San Antonio
Tuesday
Tuesday was June 7th and this is Robert he contacted me at 7:00 7:15 a.m. and for more than 2 hours I dealt with this
First of all, thank you for the talking because this is human trafficking. That’s not what I get paid for you have it wrong. $50 deposit is to pay for your screening and the time it takes me to do your screen since everybody likes flying. You pay for your screenings now. THIS IS NON REFUNDABLE. Just like when you go and apply for an apartment and you have to pay for your application fee this is exactly what this is. When I State it’s a part of the donation. That means this is not an an upsale but I can make an upsell, considering. Oh and besides the fact, who says I cared about what anybody thinks about what I post??? Because I sure don’t care what anyone thinks. Matter of fact to all you entitled ones, yes this is about you… BUT IT IS NOT FOR YOU!!!
I’m not a whore I’m not a prostitute and I’m damn sure not a slave I’m not to be sold I’m not to be bought you got it twisted!!! This is not what I get paid for. Because I’m in such forced isolation this is the only way I really can date and be reimbursed for the all that’s expected of me in my time. I OFFER A DATE NOT SEX. I NEVER AGREE TO HAVING ANY SEX WITH ANYONE!
THIS IS A 22-YEAR-OLD THAT HAS THE ENTITLEMENT AND THOUGHT PROCESS OF A TRAFFICKER AND THAT’S ABUSIVE
Not to mention the fact you mentioned waterboarding. A psychological warfare tactic and technique. The second screenshot he’s tormenting me and letting me know that Tuesday Wednesday and yesterday that I dealt with my identity being on the dark web all day all these notifications that I got and that there was a 404 test page malware injected into my other website that brought it down you’re directly indicating that you would be what???? SUSPECT MAYBE??!!!!
Right after I turned him down and he cuss me out because I turned him down because I had a gut my gut started tying and not really tight and I know that’s a sign for a bad deal. That’s that gift I have from being an empath. I get another screening form which is odd let’s say with the same last name but with the name audacious which is a cartel person when I looked up the name. So he’s already mentioned waterboarding someone else comes up with the cartel name and with the handle of lead true legend killer or something like this. It might be two different people but it’s definitely adding up to psychological torture
So everybody wants to know why I can’t get anything freaking done correct??? Well let’s see, this is twice in 2 months still going on that 2 months schedule again and that pattern of injecting a 404 test page mall with malware into my site directly targeting my site on purpose. Therefore pulling the site down cause I need to go in circles again causing all kinds of other crap in the background for me to do not to mention on top of this that started Tuesday morning about 4:00 I started getting notifications about my identity at the same time as well.
Oh yes so all day Tuesday and Wednesday I had three different companies that I pay for now last pass ID strong and Experian I’ll send to me notifications all day long that I was found on the dark web. all of a sudden mind you. Of course this is costing me time costing me out my wallet costing me in every which direction and loose.
Monday
Monday the guy I’ve been seeing for 4 years he can’t get it but it adds up after yet again I split it off with him on Monday telling him I’m tired of him not acknowledging me and denying me everything about him that there is nothing you know sex once a week is a ritual it gets scary after all I’ve been through this is what I have been through with him
Monday: emailed the Mayor of San Antonio
Sunday morning 5 am NOT Respecting Boundaries At All!!?
This one here contacts on my protonmail everybody knows not to contact me on my protonmail he has contact me on my regular email for the website before this was to find out if I still have and I can still afford my protonmail account considering I’ve lost it before. Not to mention this one’s a goody goody two shoes and doesn’t want to rescreen again because he has seen me a year and a half ago. No actually the reason why he contacted was two reasons to find out about my protonmail and the second link to find out where I live which is none of his freaking business considering he’s not going to be screen again, so he had no business contacted me in the first place this was to find out where I live as a whole through the PERP community. So they can start terrorizing me where I live now again. Since you know Tuesday it was a minute that you men talk. So Sunday morning bright, and early I’m in another uproar, getting me upset.
So this is why I get upset on Monday about this because I don’t hear from him all weekend Sunday I asked if it what kind of operating system he had because well I had to go fix my computer because it’s every weekend I have to fix my computer or try to anyway which number gets done. He tells me he’s got a Mac.
Here’s the rest of that story that I didn’t tell him.
Last weekend in my Google admin I found a Lenox browser that was approved in my Google admin. Not to mention that I also found skip the games was also approved in my Google admin so someone was logging in to skip the games through my admin Google admin and that’s how they set up the sign in for skip the games. So in other words no matter how many times I changed all of my passwords and everything last weekend before this past weekend this is what I’m finding Lennox
Let’s not forget to mention the fact that I’ve been finding a lot of Mac stuff that I’m having to look up in my computer that these little bitty files that’s Mac files that’s been in my computer
Not to mention the other fact that I’ve been finding oh someone purposely put a video in my content folder that was a screen record of whoever’s phone which was an AT&T phone that had porn on it and had my first website Msroguesa.com.
I would like to also make sure to mention that both Jamie and Tristan have AT&T u-verse
So Sunday all day long I was dealing with having to do a recovery drive because I found out Saturday I don’t have a master boot to my laptop that brings me to Saturday.
Saturday June 5th
Friday June 5th
Friday it was raining Tristan came over right after he left the guy from next door comes over and knocks on the door just gorgeous in like I don’t know when he’s barging in for I took it that he locked himself out of his room and he was tired of a sitting in his car or something so he tells me where is the condoms you owe me condoms and I’m like what do you think I used a mother fucker and he says I owe him which upset me then he turns around and catches me from behind while he’s asking he grabs my breast and then tells me I did ask.
No the fuck you didn’t. That was bullshit you’re supposed to ask and you’re supposed to wait for a fucking answer not grab while you’re asking I am so sick of people coming into my home and violating me and degrading me in doing the things y’all do in my own home this is my home. So Friday I spent my day scrubbing in the shower one more time trying to scrub the violation off which I never freaking can when I went to go find clothes I’m so I don’t want to show any part of my body anymore I went to go look for a long sleeve freaking shirt that was up to me neck and while I was looking in my bag I just fell in the corner of the closet and I just started crying so that’s what the picture is.
Now let me go even further. I wanted to cut my breast off with the knife. And I wanted to cut my tongue out and sew my mouth shut which is self-mutilation which is the only thing they have not gotten me to do yet is mutilation or in the summary of no touch torture techniques by project soulcatcher.com that’s the only thing they have not gotten me to do or done yet.
But I sure come close to it and I sure visualized it.
In the meantime….
I’ve spent my weekend making videos going back to February of last year which matter of fact I found other more secret videos made that I was not aware of. I’ve spent my week dealing with everybody’s bullshit they’ve been dropping in my lap that I’m $300 in the hole with rent which hey man at least I got a roof over my head that hey man I’m in debt because of all of this I’ve been up for since last Friday which is 8 days today. I’ve come hungry I’m weak I’m sick I’m tired I’m flustered I’m frustrated I’m aggravated and I’m just really gotten to the point
I HATE ALL MEN,
Let me make sure to clarify this, I’m in the angry stage of my healing process. I hate the way men have continually hurt me and not one of you take accountability for your actions or your behaviors or the consequences that I have to endure and pay for because of the way you abuse me. YOU DAMN RIGHT I’M FREAKING ANGRY. I’M ANGRY AND IT BRINGS HATE OUT AS FAR AS HATING WHAT YOU’VE DONE TO ME BECAUSE YOU HAVE MADE ME KEEP SILENT ABOUT YOUR ABUSE FOR SO LONG IT’S COMING OUT JUST WITH A FORCE THAT I CANNOT STOP ANYMORE I CAN’T CONTINUING TO SWALLOW THIS ANYMORE AND BE SILENT ABOUT IT. I HAVE TO LET ALL OF YOUR ABUSE OUT SO THAT I CAN HEAL. YOU CANNOT EXPECT ME TO HEAL AND STILL KEEP THIS IN AT THE SAME TIME IT’S NOT GOING TO WORK IT’S NOT POSSIBLE I’VE GOT TO GET IT OUT AND I’M GOING TO GOD DANG GET IT OUT. I AM NOT ENABLING YOU ANYMORE I’M NOT HIDING YOU ANYMORE I AM ADMITTING TO WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH AND WHAT I HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH AND PERSONALLY SPEAKING I DON’T CARE IF YOU DON’T LIKE IT ESPECIALLY WHEN A LOT OF YOU HAVE TOLD ME MAKE MYSELF LIKE IT.
PERSONALLY SPEAKING I’VE HATED THE ABUSE THAT EVERY ONE OF YOU HAVE DONE TO ME FROM DAY ONE NO ONE HAS AN EXCUSE YOU NEVER HAD AN EXCUSE FOR ABUSE.
Don’t say a word, because I wonder why. I AM LITERALLY FRIGHTENED OF EVERY MAN ON THIS EARTH. THE ONLY THING MEN ARE GOOD FOR IN MY LIFE IS TEARING MY LIFE TO BITS AND PIECES AND FORCING ME INTO ISOLATION AND IMPRISONMENT BECAUSE WHEN I CAN’T PAY MY RENT I’M IN PRISON I CAN’T WALK OUT MY DOOR. I’M AFRAID OF EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU BECAUSE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU HURT ME BUT YET
But yet you fuckers are always so innocent right.
Well yeah individually but collectively all of you were suspect so the suspects for the week are:
- Neighbor next door, I’ll remember his name in a minute. I do know it
- Tristan
- Robert
- Legend killer
- Bobby which I’ve got his other aliases I got to go and look up and find
- Jet/jamie Escobar/ gamer dude which you can see the jet and Jamie they’re close together tied with their names just saying and pointing it out.
- Mike r
- Chico
OH YES EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU ARE INNOCENT AREN’T YOU… COLLECTIVELY Y’ALL ARE TEARING MY LIFE COMPLETELY APART AND WON’T LET ME HAVE MY FREAKING LIFE BACK AT ALL. AND YOU THINK I OWE YOU SOMETHING YOU’RE PUTTING ME IN SLAVERY AND IN HUMAN TRAFFICKING THIS WAY…
Because this is a direct all of it is patterns every bit of it
AND THERE YOU HAVE THE PURP REPORT FOR THE WEEK.
Targeted: The New Modern Day Slavery 