“Be still and know that I am God” Psalm 46:10
Psalm 46:10, is a popular verse for comforting ourselves and others—many people tend to think this verse means to rest or relax in who God is. This verse does encourage believers to reflect on who God is, but there is more to this psalm than one verse—and verse 10 is actually more of a wake-up call to be in awe than a gentle call to rest. Taking time out of our day to meditate on Scripture and be silent with listening ears toward God is mentioned in ß,⁰ⁿ mind. Resource: https://crosswalk.com
Knowing that you are a chosen one, you come across many things at the right time. You come across many words spoken by others. Words that confirmed what you already know. We ARE gathering, we ARE crossing paths and we know without question what we are there for, in that moment as fleeting as it is. Tonight was one of those nights.
Here lately I’ve been having this uncontrollable urge of making sure my feet and my hands have been I want to say splashed with water. This is not the coronavirus wash your hands sanitize your hands take away all the good bacteria ritual that is an occult ritual. I’m talking about the days of Jesus. Basically just taking bottled water and splashing my feet and my hands tonight I had to splash my face as well. It’s more to cleanse and purify.
So it’s 2:32 a.m. on July 18th 2021, I’m sitting at a park in black darkness next to Haven for Hope shelter for the homeless. I’ve had two wonderful days with someone I’ve met in the shelter that I quickly grown to love. I’ve been writing so many different blogs there’s so much to tell and I did not ever have the time. I never had about 70 blogs in drafts between this site and my main site. There’s such urgency in the information, but yet it’s not time. So as I’m called to each one of those drafts, little by little I’m finishing them.
So to explain the screenshots. Two nights I rented a room. I find myself having to try to get a room at least once a week to try to keep myself grounded and not conditioned. The homeless shelter you get up at 5:00 a.m. and from 5:00 a.m. to 8:00 p.m. you’re on the concrete in the heat outside. So I invited this person to come with me and we had two wonderful great days together even though on the second day we were tested and tried with the bus system and taking all over the place to waste time so that things didn’t get done like me going to the storage building and getting all that taken care of. We would find ourselves on the middle of the interstate somewhere trying to get 2 days available and not in the right direction and in the heat. Even throughout frustrations it was okay because we still got there I still went to the storage and did but I needed to do and lives out of there by the time 10:30 came the past curfew time in the shelter. City from this little spot in the middle of everywhere but quiet and peaceful in between some trees, and it is all of them great peaceful loving fun adventurous and exciting. We go to the shelter today and it’s like everybody’s going edge and you know after all the walking and stuff I’ve done with carrying so many bags and I just been tested with my back these last few days I know it’s going to happen, my back went out. And I mean it just seems like everybody’s working against us. I go to ask for ice to put on my bag to come the swelling so that I don’t get any worse the workers tell me we don’t have ice and then tell me to go to the doctor everything could have been prevented and I would have been fine within 15 to 30 minutes had I simply just had ice… frozen water… THAT’S IT JUST FROZEN WATER. But here at the shelter water is controlled. The water fountains are all taped up and blocked off. We are served water at breakfast lunch and supper and also about 3:00 in the afternoon or we may get Gatorade at that time. During Texas Summer heat.
This leaves hold on with and I to become stressed let’s just say I gave him the heads up even though my suffering and my pain in my back you cannot just give a heads up and it be easy to swallow when you see me in pain. It’s not easy to watch me go through what I go through. So it’s not going to be something that you get a heads up and you can handle it it’s not anything near what can be possibly imagined I guess from massive amounts of pain and suffering in my lower back I don’t take medicine and I manage it very well. His conditions have been living in are not at all the right conditions for my disabilities. And then when someone is not listening that’s supposed to be helping a homeless person that is also disabled even though I’m not in a wheelchair as of yet. That worker should listen and not just passed off what that person is saying. So anyways I come out the gate I can’t handle no more I feel like I’m being smothered I finally before I walked out I finally get a ziplock bag of ice it is enough for me to be able to wobble out with my bags. And he put it in my records that if I asked for ice to please give it to me so I can help my back in the swelling to go down. That was blessing number one.
So I can’t handle the negativity I can’t handle the smothering can’t breathe in there it’s that bad I know the full moon is coming up and it has to do something with it and I know it I just knew it. So as I’m sitting outside of girls and stuff that’s in the shelter with me she tells her story it matches what I have put together by listening to many others. In this man just slightly just quietly marked up on the side of us like he sat down very confidently between us to girls and he decided to tell his story.
You’ll find us chosen ones mostly homeless and wondering , most likely trying to get to a place wherever we belong, gypsies. I find more and more we are having to go underground. And Anne Frank has come to mind for many years now, her book…her story. This is coming to pass it is now.
“For where two or three are gather together in MY name, there am I with them” Matthew 18:20
There were three together tonight, three chosen ones. I’m making sure to make this known, as it seems to be really important to remind all. So in the other words it will be small groups of church from now on. It will be small it will be quick it will be quiet. People will just sit by you. You’re always on guard because you never know, friend or foe. But you will know in your heart. And small gestures like the one I’m about to describe is how you will know.
Remember: KINDNESS IS FREE! And the world of so much confusion, so much hate, so much distrust ALWAYS BE KIND. AS EVERYONE IS DISGUISED NOW. This man that set upon us tonight, the physical marks of his spiritual warfare, another form of torture from the evil one. As he lifted his shirt, he had shown us two girls how he was being deskinned. So then he picked up the Bible and he read a verse he had started scratching his stomach and his back. All through out his trunk his skin was peeling off of him. I looked at him kindly, and asked if zinc oxide would help. So much my bag and I got the tube and I got the roll of toilet paper for him. And as he went back to reading the verse that he opened this Bible up to. I just happened to make the comment that I was in need of a Bible. As quickly as he came is as quickly as he left. Before I knew it I was watching him going down the sidewalk, disappearing into the night. I looked down at my bags. It was there that he had placed the Bible he had onto of my bags. I turned to look where he had been laying kind of getting trying to get some shut eye for 2 seconds or less. There he had left a half eaten Apple a bag of apples and a pair of shoes he had taking off his feet. I hollered out thank you for the Bible and the blessing. I know whether he heard or not, that he knew I was thankful for the gift he bless with.
Is seemed important to tell of this story. Because there’s some things that all need to know. Believe me when I say and I quote
Our Father, Who art in heaven,
Hallowed be Thy Name.
Thy Kingdom come.
Thy Will be done,
on earth as it is in Heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread.
And forgive us our trespasses,
as we forgive those who trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from evil. Amen.
Heed this when I say, the trespassers are doing very dirty deeds and are trespassing. We must forgive our trespassers as God forgives our own trespasses. Even in the shelter, these deeds are very dirty and wrong. Housing is given to select few, and it be made to look like those that are The Chosen Ones have “messed up” being out in the streets, even though the real stories are of identity theft, trafficking, stalking and so forth. Anytime The Chosen Ones would be making a break for our relief. We are fighting blocks, gate, walls…are being stopped at every turn. For whatever reason it is and however it can be done, IT IS BLOCKED AND STOPPED AT ALL COST. And yes, I am choosing my words very wisely.
So you will never know if you come across somebody that’s hungry you might be coming across one of us Chosen Ones that are fighting very exhausting never-ending spiritual wars. If he/she ask with humility for a bite to eat, it most probably is simply for strength to continue to fight this spiritual warfare we are having to fight. I hope this has enlightened those that have read this. As the ONLY way to survive these times is by having blind Faith in God above.
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