I’m compelled to dictate to write as hard as it is and as much as it hurts I’m still compelled I have to put this down.
Story after story after story it’s all the same. One after the other after the other after the other trafficking stalking the electronic harassment the videos the cameras the tapings see everybody’s been in everybody’s phone, hacking everybody’s phone in everybody’s privacy. there is no privacy.
As much as it hurts when I open up about being trafficked I’m hearing, people begging begging to tell me their truth. I got people pleading with me to listen to their story about their wife their girlfriend their kids.
How one girl got picked up in a van drugged and kept for 2 weeks and how she escaped. How one husband is looking for his wife hoe his wife got beat raped by the cops no less No doubt.
I know I’m not supposed to speak this I know that if I do by contract they can kick me out but you know what I don’t care this needs to get out and be known. This fucking shit is shady as fuck making money profiting off homeless profiting off of trafficked victims profiting off of our hurt and our pain profiting off of our trauma, not just mine every one of these people that I’m in this shelter with.
Haven for Hope when you walk in there you got all these hopes up of getting your dreams back of getting your life back but you know what they do? what they call Life blocking you. Yes you’ve heard me right it ain’t cock blocking this shit is LIFE BLOCKING,! You quickly learn this shit is Haven for death. Not Haven for hope. Old people young people, all alike volunteering ourselves to a prison like hotel California when you check in you can leave but you can’t ever check out. They put you in that system and they got you by the balls they make money off of you. Everybody and I mean everybody first week …second week no more all your shit stolen, gone. Programming you and don’t even realize dehumanizing you not even realizing desensitizing you not even realizing. This shit ain’t even three hots in a fucking cot this is three hots and a fucking piece of concrete on a hot Summer’s Day. Controlling… programming. .. controlling your intake of water our basic human need, WATER!
One person two person three, to keep counting you’ll be there forever and a day. same story one after the other. No ID, no birth certificate no social security card no phone. Why you ask or how???? Well they got this sign on these walls that say if you leave your shit they will take it from you. to keep your stuff on you at all times but you know when you carrying around three and four bags of heavy stuff especially an old person you don’t go just take this shit that a person has tried to gain and throw it away. Just to keep somebody down you know it’s bad enough you got thieves around you and you sleeping in a thieves den. But you know it’s another thing with the staff has an excuse keep holding you down. I mean you know technically it’s not stealing because of their quote unquote tons of use hanging up on the walls with this sign but still like it is steaming stealing your your clothes your life stealing it’s stealing, its thieves in a thieves den.
Water fountains all taped up shut down get water with your meals oh and at 3:00 maybe. Hey you might get a treat like yesterday Chick-fil-A. Thank you Chick-fil-A for that meal you sent us. It was a great break in the monotony in the system at that meal we all appreciate it and wanted to say thank you. Especially because the day before I felt like I was in dirt which concrete actually I felt like I was becoming a part of that concrete and then at lunch they served culach or would be called slop, ground up taco shells and some fucking I don’t know what you would call it. it made me sick because it’s triggering me.
Let’s talk mind warping and triggering while we’re at it. Been on the concrete from 5:00 a.m. to 8:00 p.m. everyday. We only get two sheets one for the bed and one from top of us we can’t even get a blanket because why it’s summertime. Dude I met in there that I started dating he’s got a twin brother that died all he had left was his memories. You know playing batman and Superman and you know all that good stuff the kids do when their kids playing with sheets. He told me yesterday they’re gone now all he has left in memory is sheets and concrete.
Told you I didn’t care whether I got kicked out of that program or not. good go right ahead kick me out of the system I want you to please do cuz I don’t want to be stuck in this fucking chainless slave programming shit you done put me in. I speak the truth! truth needs to be known and I don’t care what I have to do to get it out there. I got videos and I got pictures and I got plenty of stories i just never have enough time.
See I get paid on the 30th this month there is no excuse no reason why I should not have a roof over my head or an apartment a home I don’t care what just not a motel. I am not in this program for any other reason for the home and out of trafficking. But I feel like I done traded one trafficking for the other.
My empath self hurts so fucking bad. As I hear one by one two by two three by three story after story
Hey man did you know they’re putting cameras in light bulbs in the lamps in the hotels now with chips. Yeah don’t forget to look at those coat hangers that’s hanging up in the motels too. That kind of surprised me when I heard that today but anyway it didn’t but yeah they’re getting craftier. We already know about the two-way mirrors and the TVs and you know need to check yourself and make sure check any and everywhere you fucking go because it’s all around, Big brother. Got to watch that one fucking fake eye on you.
You know this gang stalking it ain’t just dance citizen my fellow fucking people who have the same human rights I’m supposed to or that we all are supposed to a privacy right you know, because it goes so much further up or actually down I think I want to say cuz shit goes downhill in politics that’s all this shit is, is politics. Politics sold us to fuck out no doubt they starting this fucking homeless program about you can’t be outside in the tent and shit like that no motherfucker you are forcing this fucking programming while lying to the saying you going to help us numb motherfuckers nah you got the wrong bitch man you got the one bitch. It aint nuttin but Got damn fucking programming that’s all you doing.
You know right now I don’t know if I’m spitting as far as fucking freestyling or spitting as far as dictating to write but I’m going to tell you what it’s fucking real. This shit ain’t no joking it ain’t just about me open your eyes wide motherfuckers look around and see.
Another example for you somebody in this fucking shelter it’s got a Brian’s Berry or a blackberry some military grade hacking shit. I mean what the fuck are you going to do there’s nothing to stop the fools. Not a goddamn thing that me or you can do leave your fucking guns and your ammo at home there ain’t no reason to carry dead weight that’s false fucking sense of security when it’s at the air and the airwaves.
Truth is ugly truth hurts truth is raw there’s no Mask no cover up, that’s not me I’m not about it.
I think I’m going to be about it about it though, cuz I’m about the people I’m about me I’m about you im about real. From the very get-go i made it known
You follow society you fall with society
Open Your Eyes WIDE, put toothpicks in your motherfucking eyelids and keep them motherfucking bitches open because you need to. Because of big brother there’s not a one mother fucking person I can go to to help the situation not at all not one of us not up to the president man family got the mayor I mean it’s just like the fuck you go to we stuck we caged this world during covid became a dungeon one huge ball of a dungeon concrete and dirt ground and getting fed with slop. If you still middle class you won’t be long you’ll be down here with the rest of us it’s only a matter of time prepare yourself that’s why I’m speaking this truth. To bring you awareness to bring you some kind of time for you to get your shit ready because it’s coming for you it’s like it came for the rest of us.
I got so much more to say, but yet again when am I going to say that I haven’t already said….
One by one two by two even three by three I hear story after story it’s all the same each person has a little tweak in their story to make it their story but it’s all the same government is doing the trafficking the government is fucking doing this fucking bullshit ass programming and dehumanizing and desensitizing and fucking heads to God damn government man is fucking sickening.
Its like Disturbed down with The sickness yeah buddy that’s all I’m going to say hell that’s all I can say yeah buddy down with the sickness that ain’t no lie too. Lol smh daymn it man
With all the love of my heart try your best to take care of you and your loved ones even your neighbors and stop hating stop fucking judging stop this bullshit because you know what we’re going to have to turn to each other and we’re going to have to fucking put ourselves together to win this to fight this to fucking trying to survive this stop your fucking hating and stop talking can’t judge when we all the way down on the ground on concrete bitches. And that’s fucking real talk there.
Peace out
MsRogueSA
5:46 p.m. July 21st
