Something was brought to my attention last night and explained to me in a way that made total sense to me. See I’m expect on the Northeast side of town and I keep being placed on this side of town. And I’ve been trying to figure out why, Now I know why.
At the Starbucks that I was left at the woods on the side of me and all the place across the street from me you just used to satanic practices. Understand why the guy that I live with just ditched me where Im still at. But when this is explained to me last night it makes a lot of sense.
First of all he wasn’t as strong in his spiritual convictions and apparently whatever he felt here scared the heck out of him. As it should. So whatever he felt here it scared him and he didn’t think about nothing and nobody else but himself and he ran, as again he should. And I don’t blame him for that. Because anybody would and should.
I started noticing and I like the first couple of days that I was here people were coming through all the time but now they completely go around this whole area between where I sit at Starbucks and down there where I lay and go to sleep.
Apparently my spiritual presence is definitely felt. I noticed people will go around the Starbucks to go to the circle k or around the Starbucks to go to the woods next door. They will refuse to come through here anymore at all. Lol And I can swear to you it’s almost watching this like it’s parted the Red Sea and I’m not joking when I say this.
Now I just found out about this Titanic practices here two nights ago. And when I found out about it I went down where I’ve been sleeping and I prayed really really hard and I went to sleep praying. As I did again last night.
Now I had not found these feelings because well you know they stay away from me I guess. Lol but here it is like with me being stalked and everything. It had to take that person last night telling me this for me too see why I’ve been stalked. Now these people that have stalked me they will get so close in my face to frustrate me and irritate me and everything they I’m going to feel like gnats to me to be honest with you. Just something that is like a fly or a gnat just won’t leave you alone and you just keeps swatting them away. But they will not touch me they will do everything in their power but they will never touch me and they never have.
And they have done everything that they could do to me materialistically speaking. But they never outright hurt me physically they’ve hurt me psychologically emotionally they hurt me in my heart but they never ever want to hurt me physically so to speak they’ve done everything that they can do around about to hurt me physically you know keeping me hungry me ya know things of this nature. But they themselves have not touched me to harm me and they’ll come by me and not ever mean knowing it I stay true to myself I stay true to my spiritual conviction so stay true to my honor and I stay kind to everyone to wear it I never know who it is that I’m speaking with and a lot of times it’s the same people that’s coming out to hurt me but from afar. And it’s only later that I figure out or find out or that they speak a certain word or a key word or something to let me know that they know who I am.
The more they’ve taken away from me materialistically the more i become free. And it’s because well first of all I’m not a materialistic kind of person And secondly I stand convicted in my beliefs in Jesus. And they test me constantly I’m constantly approached with situations that for example I’ve been approached several times about making money. Making money in ways that I just got out of. And I refuse to I would rather go back to my little piece on my concrete over here in the heat outside and sleep outside on this concrete then I would selling my body ain’t going to bad things the wrong way that’s first of all instant gratification and that is part of the devil. And I know this.
Since I’ve gotten to San Antonio Texas to be accepted arriving here my whole life was stolen and again and again and again this keeps happening every time that I try to gain something materialistically in my life it’s taken away from me by others.
And see here it’s the truth of the matter, I’m not going through anything in my life at all that would be suffice to say that would bring me to these levels in my life. I come through worse things and never have lost my homes never have lost my material the way I lived in my life. NEVER NOT ONCE.
I mean I’ve gone through divorces I’ve gone through my ex-husband molested my oldest son I’ve gone through my youngest son having so much anger that he wanted to hurt me I’ve gone through so much and you know let’s say for example losing a job going through divorce and having to pay child support and you find yourself homeless that is a reason that you’re homeless and acceptable reason at that. But here it is I’m not doing drugs, I don’t do drugs, I’m not going through any divorce I’m not going I mean I’m on disability My SSI I have not in my life there is none reason in my life that I should be in this situation at all besides the fact that I’ve gone through worse and never been in this situation at all.
It is obvious especially those that have known me all in my life and I’m only for at least the last 25 years like say for example my best friend. These people know that I’ve come through all these things and know that I’m a very OCD person a very much a perfectionist that my life has been in order even though the chaos has been around me through a divorce or whatever that I keep my life in very much order and in check.
So it’s obvious that it’s the electronic harassment and those that are feeling my strong spiritual presence that it irks their demons so bad that they want to try to harm me in ways and see me be down And even though they come near me and they come up behind me and make theirselves known but they will not touch they cannot touch me.
That’s because I am protected in the blood of Jesus. And I never question my faith and i never will. And like say for example my mother who wanted me to get an exorcism done on me, When 6 months after that I performed an exorcism something I would not suggest to anybody by the way. But I’ve been so strong in my faith that I’ve been able to do these things and it shows me a lot.
And seriously speaking when I look at these people walking around this Starbucks it is quite literally like parting Red Sea as Jesus did.
I’m a very spiritually strong person I’ve always been that way and I will always continue to be this way. And this is why I have a hard time keeping people around me because I’m that spiritually strong. And that does tend to scare people off. One day the right person with the amount of strength and Jesus that I have in Jesus my own self we’ll come around and I will know it until that time comes, I don’t need anybody I’ve been alone this whole time I’ve walked my own road in my own journey in my own size three kids shoes lol I may want somebody in my life that I sure don’t need them.
Thats how convicted i am in my beliefs that I don’t mind being on this concrete in this heat outside homeless because I am still free no matter what!
Targeted: The New Modern Day Slavery 