Prelude: This was on Veterans Day 2019, still unaware of the Targeting at the time and was what I considered to be one of my “small victories” on Twitter where this ” war” seemed to have started in the first place. The words just seemed to start flowing from me and it just kinda went from there.
I want every last one of you to think about this.
I stay humble for a reason.
I am humble because I know the way that I’ve been treated I wouldn’t want anyone else to be treated like that.
So therefore I remember to stay humble.
I’ve turned the other cheek. I’ve turned the other cheek back and I’ve let you beat my cheeks up and yet I still stayed humble I laughed, I joked, I played and I had a good time all the while you repeatedly beat my cheeks up.
And yet I still stayed humble.
I’ve led by good example. I’ve showed you an honorable woman. I’ve showed you, you could trust in me. I showed and I proved it to you my worth.
I gave you my all, every last one of you. I gave my living all to down to 3,000 a month in debt.
I gave you my home. I gave you my heart. I gave you a freak that none of you never wanted to find out about.
I really want y’all to think on this because. I gave you everything that you could possibly ask for, that you did ask for it and I stayed humble. I stayed true to myself and I stayed honorable. Not one of you is getting bareback like talking about. Not like that. See you wanted to test me, you wanted to try me, you wanted to push me, you wanted to see if I was real.
I told you who I was and what I was about.
And I proved myself time and time and time again.
And I stayed humble and I led by example. I showed my word is honor.
I proved it. I stood here and I watched you take everything from me that I gave you already. All you had to do was show respect and kindness. That was it. That’s all I ever asked for, that was it.
You took my kindness as weakness and you doubted my word.
But here’s the funny thing you took away when I was trying to give you and you didn’t get it the way I was going to give it to you. You fucked up your own surprises and I kept telling you that.
Now you took everything from me and there’s nothing left to give to you anymore.
You took my fun, thinking you were fucking me. When actually you only fucked yourselves. Because you took my choice and you took from me what I was trying to give you. So I just don’t see the logic there.
I don’t see the logic in taking someone’s life just because you can. Don’t you think it would be better if you allowed somebody to give you what you wanted don’t you think you would have gotten a whole lot more from me had you not taken from me
you know I just can’t tell everyone in the world if I have 30 minutes or a few minutes extra time that I would enjoy spending that time with you now could I???
Why what I want to do that???
you would just automatically take it from me then.
But there has been many of you.
That I have spent 30 minutes an extra hour just chilling with you just because I was having a good time. I couldn’t tell y’all that you had to earn it.
See I told you I was a different kind of person you wanted to take me the same as you take everybody else you did a big no-no In my book.
the only thing is about it
Is that my book came with all of your surprises that you took from me to give to you
You ruined your own surprises.
I hope you’ve learned some lessons here today
Treat others as you want to be treated
Lead by example
Keep humble
Talk by doing the walk
Keep your honor and your standards
Don’t lower yourself just because you’re being tested
Stay true to yourself
Show kindness and consideration
Be respectful
Walk away just walk Away
Don’t fight just walk away thats what i did when i turned my cheek back and forth
Be very observant
Know your surroundings
Do not ever trust a motherfucking soul
EVER
Do not depend on nobody else but yourself
Don’t lie don’t even lie by omission
Be honest that means be honest with yourself also
Accept
Love yourselves because it’s going to be the only person that loves you in the end
Do not judge you do not have that privilege. Only God does. That’s too big of a job anyways. I wouldn’t want that job.
Do not be fake, put on a mask or a facade just to show the world something
The only person you need to show is yourself
Don’t worry about the Joneses
Don’t follow society standards, you will fall right with them
Stand and have a backbone. Dont cower down and don’t be a coward
Always be mindful of your intent. It might just bite you back in the ass
In the end
That end game is much sweeter than the now game
Don’t ever try to lie to an empath, uou won’t get away with it. An empath knows
The biggest lie you told was only to yourself
Playing fuck fuck only meant that you only fucked yourselves from Get-go
If you don’t like the mirror image
Change the image
Don’t steal just to hang yourselves in the end with your own rope that you stole
Be smarter than that rope that you hung yourself with
There is a thing called Street Smarts
There’s also a thing called Code in the Streets
Rats are a dying breed
But that does NOT mean to allow bully’s to walk all over you and take your life either
Ignorance IS bliss, depending on what side your on
Knowledge is ALWAYS power
Can’t see till you can see
By that time it’s hindsight is always 20/20
Don’t ask for a handout, ask for a hand UP
EARN YOUR KEEP
BE YOUR WORTH
KNOW YOUR WORTH
Be an asset or you’ll be liability
Never tell all your secrets
Never ket your left hand know what your right hand is doing
Never give all cuz it will be taken
Takers have no boundaries at all
Make them boundaries for yourself
Being nosey will only get your nose bit off
Sometimes it’s not just the quiet ones you have to worry about
Confusion will only leave you dizzy in the end
There’s ALWAYS MORE THAN WHAT MEETS THE EYE!! ALWAYS
THERE’S ALWAYS A METHOD TO THE MADNESS
its only madness because it’s NOT YOUR METHODS
what’s normal and why does it have to be normal
Normal is boring, stop being boring
Be yourselves, be unique
Do not change just because i want you to change
When you try to change a person to fit yourself, you’ll get that very mirror image of what you portray out to others
Know how to play the game when the game is dealt to you
Always give the choice that is rightly theirs yo choose
But always leave the ball in their courts they will bounce it their way
If you didn’t like what was fed to you then feed yourselves
Always hold the key
Be responsible and master yourself
You can not master anyone else until then
Thinking i did not have a full deck i showed you you didn’t have 3/4 of your deck of your deck of cards
Have knowledge it is powerful
Be wise and know exactly when to use it.
That is the weapon to use
All of you that hide behind your keyboards with all this knowledge under your finger tips,
But yet are still stupid in your smartness
Never think ALWAYS KNOW
Thinking is stinky thinking
Your mind is a very dark place, stay out of it
Your heart is pure it will lead you where you need to go
Never question your gut, your gut is your soul
Stay within the light, you’ll never go blind
Darkness leads you astray
Listen instead of telling, you will never be heard
Be mindful never hateful
Always quality NEVER quantity
Listen to your elders they have much to say
Listen to the Wind it will give you the direction
Be grounded as the trees stand tall and firm
Fire is to cleanse purify and bring a new
When controlled
Let it go a mok
And it will find you in the end
Do not use my own weapon against me because then id become that much stronger
You got stupid, too stupid to know
Stupid is as stupid does stupid never learns cause stupid always thinks he knows when he doesn’t
Now I hope that i have shown you and taught you a lesson do not ever put my own weapon in my hands and think you’re using it against me, again i will show you who are to nr in the end
