Journal Entry Monday December 14th, 2020: In Retrospect: Through A Whore’s Eyes

In Retrospect: Through A Whore’s Eyes

Monday, December 14, 2020
2:39 PM

For any woman who is going through tough times,

With being in covid-19 times now

Having the thoughts of “il do it for a little while”

DON’T DO IT

You learn quick a man’s transformation. Its instantaneous, the change in eyes…not even known to them.

In the World, The Stigma Once A Whore sticks…
Programs like Swop fight for a whores rights but here’s what i have learned

To be a whore, you can’t call to any Christian Spiritually, i personally had been mocked as Mary Magdalene…Jesus’ whore wife, being crowned like Jesus as King of Nazareth. The crowned of the best and legendary. Just like Jesus i was made an example out oc in front of God and all.

Looking back the significance of the events ive gone through. The mocking the ridicule acter years of trying to fight it i can tell the hard headedness of tge hard of the hardness i have been…you can thsg fight like i have

THIS I WILL TELL YOU ARE FORCED TO SUCCUMB TO THE PITA OF TGE HELL YOU WALKED INTO

Tbe transformation in a man, its unknown change. The primal in the male species. Their eyes change, the pupils get smaller as their eyes narrow down.

For a woman we instantly learn to value and worth in our bodies. Your whole life changes, even afterwards.

The man transforms from respect of a woman to instant hatred.

In a man’s eye, paying with money…he thens owns you. He becomes rough and fucks you so hard that leaves you doubled over in pain. The feelings of disgrace and the humiliation behind the acts taken place.

A woman learns quick to value her body and to keep her worth. Its turns into being the most sacred of everything witb all being stripped away. The only thing your left is grasping tight and fighting for your self worth. And you’ll fight to the death to keep your self worth.

Thinking your gonna get out, think again. By the instant change in male species, theyll kerp in the hell, stealing from you, not paying you, keeping you down …just to call you a whore… keeping you a whore to call you a whore.


Having an exit strategy. If you can…but that to…it seems non existent.

Whatever that is gained while in this life, cause you out, you end up letting a go just to get out. .

If you find you come to being a whore with onky the clothes, youll leave with less!

The support from friends and/or family who supported you through out…youll find that they tol without ever realizing the chamge that happ6 within you inside ..nor do they realize nor can comphrend the transformation that happened upon hearing you become a whore

You may walk into this world as a proud slut you will leave as a disgrace worthless whore

Believe me when i say you can fught the hardest fight to grasp everything you find yourself losing. You wi be stripped of everything …. DESENSITIZED AND DEHUMIZED.


The changes you don’t realize whats going on why its happening why such vile mannerisms you face.

Your pride, your grace you had before, respect, your memories of life before becoming a whore…no longer exist, your stripped of all identity of ever having any life before before being a whore.

All every aspect of mind body and soul emotions memories you try to hold on to, slip away suddenly feeling as if you have an early set dementia

Your whole self is stripped and taken away from you and your life.

And even tbe last tbing you to hold to uf your is your iwn self worth and value…anf choosing the lesser of a the viles..

That to is stripped from you…stuck wearing that scalet letter of “W” the rest of your life.

So any woman who tbinks like i did, just a fww mths yo get on my feet…four years at that whippo6 pole later…out of a the rsgrets in my life…this message i have for a women

If you want any and all that is sacred to you and chouce this world i warn you, i wish i had known now.

This world tbe most respectable of men you may Know…once the foot is entered into this world…they change they dont even know tge change thst took place and you csbt ecer explsin it will never be understood or grasped.

Out of all my hardest lessons.in my life ..its too lste for me i now wear the scalet letter the choice left is forcibg myself to pretend to be a proud whore for the rest of my life.


I was the innocent of innocence coming into this i was i had ax experienced whore to write these words i write now to make sure you aware of you are making before you make it.


Written by …i dont knoe ..i dont hsve an identity…i dont want to claim my whore anymore…and my identity been stolen ro much…so i dint even know to sign thjs as

Ps maybe im just the example made out of itAnd it mught not be so bad fof you
But know this im know this

I wasnt the first and i wint be the last