Saturday, December 12, 2020
9:48 AM
To note, within my testimony, my story these key factors you can plainly see
• The beginning of breaking down the life
• Breaking down the pysche and it’s affects its had.
• You will see me fight… fight back…. fight for my life, then you can notice when ive compiled.
• Isolation
• The feeling of abandonment
• The lonliness setting in
• Each time i was brought to suicide levels and how each time it was done differently
• The beginning of questioning my mental stability and the start of being discredited
• Social harassment
• Electronic harassment
• Social media harassment
• The death threats
• Tbe electronic death threats
• The microwaving and within time its affects
I can continue forever and a day with the list. For now though, i will say this. You will know just how they infiltrate every area of your life. Even areas you NEVER dreamed of realizing you had in your life.
Within this testimony you will see and know first hand from the beginning to thr end that within three years time how these people can and WILL and Do take someone’s life right awY from them
The tactics used, the affects its had and the affter effects and trying to learn how to deal with living in constant fear and shame and what its like to be trapped with in your own mind in silence as the tears constantly stream down the face of a targeted Individual….THIS TARGETED INDIVIDUAL!!
THIS IS MY STORY,A SEX WORKERS STORY, NOT JUST A SEX WORKER, BUT A MOTHER, A PERSON….A HUMAN BEING….AS IVE SAID BEFORE…
….IF YOU DON’T LIKE MY STORY, CHANGE MY STORY, CHANGE HOW YOU TREAT ME, THEN MY STORY WILL CHANGE!!!!!
It is within my story my testimony that i hope to bring awareness to others, it is my hope tgat within my words that i can help others through my pain and with all these words that ive typed and continue to type that one day ill be able to find a sense of peace again rven through freaking noise and torture snd torment. Its is through my pain of going through the all of this and trying to …MORE IMPORTANTLY
TRYING TO MAKE SENSE OF WHAT HAS NO SENSE, NO REASON…JUST BECAUSE…
Disclaimer: im a regular person with faults, my story this is NOT PRETTIED UP, MASKED
ITS NOT TYPED CORRECTLY AND THAT JAZZ
IM SHOWING THE TRUE REAL HARSH EMOTIONS ETC OF MY LIFE AS A TARGETED INDIVIDUAL
ITS NOT SUPPOSED TO BE PRETTY AND IM NOT SUGAR COATING A DAMN THING! THE TRUTH NEEDS TO BE OUT THERE! SO HERE IT IS. .. LIVE…REAL AND VERY VIVID COLOR!!!
Take notice how many times i screamed out tbe SAME THING
ALL OF MY WRITINGS WILL BE PUT OUT IVE WRITTEN OVER 800 DIFFERENT WRITING/BLOGS IN ONLY TWO YEARS TIME!!!!!
Targeted: The New Modern Day Slavery 