Clairty: Its such a wonderful thing
Sunday, January 24, 2021
5:26 PM
I will admit healing is so freaking exhausting. Especially when you have as much as I do to heal from.
About an hour or so ago something hit me so hard it instantly dropped me to my knees and made me throw up. That kind of shock that hits you when you realize something so much your body just can’t it just it overcomes your whole body and you just drop instantly sick you feel all your hair standing up on your whole body cold images throw up you just get sick from it. I don’t think I’ll ever get used to this kind of shock this is no happened more than a few times now.
When it hit me, my knees buckled and hit the floor, then it went up to my stomach, making me sick
