Thursday, December 31, 2020
10:52 AM
How do I feel that I still don’t know come to think about it have you thoughts more like let’s see just just trying to make it second by second instead of day by day right now I guess I want to be happy I guess I don’t know exactly how to feel on what Michelle wants to feel because I’ve been told about what I should feel everything about my life so much that I’m not quite sure on that one yet.
I remember Patty in California telling me and I am at this point I’m not quite sure on anything but I’m very sure on what is it that I feel that I may want or whatever but I know what I don’t want I’m very sure about that one I know exactly what I don’t want and then some I don’t want to be hurting no more I don’t want all of what’s been going on anymore it’s been happening for almost 4 years it’s just progressed until what it got this year and I don’t want none of that at all I want to be able to just work well I do know something I want there we go hey that’s great I want to be able to have a job to where I can just work and just like everybody else just do my job and go on with my life and my personal life I want this separation I’ve been wanting that one but yeah and then on top of that and I think this is what’s going to help me a whole lot too because when I found that law and the recommendation about from the attorneys on that site stating that you should do no more than two types of sex work that did everything for me
