Prelude
Wednesday, January 13, 2021
8:19 AM
I’m going to start all of this off by explaining why I’m doing this being that there are many reasons that I am. At the end of everything you will find my ending statements.
First off it has clearly became obvious to me that there are people that are wanting to bring 2020 I’m on with the previous years to 2021 and it seems like they’re not going to stop until I stand up to these bullies once and for all.
This is definitely not called being a rat this is definitely called standing up to straight up bullies and that’s it! it’s got to stop at some point and I’m going to put it all out there in order to do so.
Exactly what this is called is taking my control and my power back!
I have spent over a year and over $1,000 of my own money doing this investigation I have tried my best to make sure that I was checking things and making sure that I had things right. I will say this if there’s anybody that does get accidentally called out that shouldn’t be bluntly all this confusion all this crap is why you shouldn’t play this kind of games I’m sorry to those if there’s anybody but you know this is what happens when you do this shit, plain and simple.
For those that have been a part of what has happened to me whether participating alone or within the group none of that matters what matters is is that it affected me it affected my life and it caused some kind of trauma within my life. And the trauma is definitely extensive.
Also within all of these pages that I’m putting out it, my story plainly shows why and the reasons behind why we need decriminalization and not criminalization. These people knew and worked on my fear from being a sex worker they planned on me being scared of that and not being able to go to the correct authorities without being arrested myself but I have to tell you the crimes that have been committed have been very extensive. And playing something these people they continually get away with this under this protective umbrella that sex workers will not step up because of there’s no decriminalization there’s no protection of for us to stand up against those who hurt us.
Also I had learned quite a lot of knowledge throughout my experiences since I’ve been in Texas. That can also be applied within the world today. along with what I have experienced throughout my life putting everything together everything that I know from experience itself, all of the knowledge that I have should be put out there for others to know so that you could be aware so you can if coming into an experience of such that you can be more prepared than I was.
Throughout this past year I felt like that I was doing my own investigation bluntly speaking in case I was found dead. Being that nobody would really pay attention to the fact that I have really been scared for my life and that’s been no joke no one took it seriously and I couldn’t sit back and do nothing I had to do something I had to figure it out on my own I guess that’s what I was left with doing.
And honestly speaking, I knew that I had to figure out what was going on so that I can try to stop it or try to recognize what was going on so I can do my part ignoring it or whatever it had to be that I come to find out.
Also for anyone to really grasp exactly what I’ve been through I had to put the story out there. Because by just me saying “oh I’ve lost everything” that’s just passed off as material or whatever no I’m talking more of my material dignity all of it I mean the things that has happened to me you cannot possibly imagine so I had to put it in detail so that others can understand why I am like I am why I’m skittish why you know I don’t know how to communicate with people anymore just everything why you have to you have to really read the story you have to really get into the details and know exactly what I’ve gone through before you can actually go “HOLY FUCK ALMIGHTY!”you know what I’m saying. There’s a HUGE difference
I have one of the thing to say in the beginning of all this those that have been a part of this at any degree I don’t guess you calculated that once you took everything I no longer cared. there was nothing to care for. Let’s rephrase that. I shifted my priority in caring. I have put everybody else first for more than 4 years actually all of my life but the past 3 and 1/2 years here at the end of January this month it’ll be 4 years that I’ve been in San Antonio and this year and it’s time for me to care for myself finally. And really that’s what everything boils down to is finally caring for myself putting myself first instead of others because I have sacrificed my whole self for this job and for everybody out there and I guess when it’s not earned because I gave everything in the rest it was taken time and time and time again getting appreciate but I gave to you so it’s time for me and care for myself and this is the first step in doing so and this is the most biggest step in doing so that’s what it all comes down to.
So with all that being said it’s one hell of a fucked up story I tell you.
Please remember to you at the story, it’s actually what I’ve lived and been through and still going through so it’s not fiction this is real.
Oh a couple other things I had gone through the editor in word document if you see any repeated words it’s because I have a stutter now because the trauma and I decided to leave that in there matter of fact some of them I take out some of them I haven’t but I did not notice how bad the stutter was until I started going through the proofreading and editing of all these writings.
If you are so petty that you cannot see past the typos just shut the fuck up okay that’s where I’m at because that’s Petty compared to what’s actually being said but I have tried my best it’s not going to be perfect I can assure you
Michelle
Targeted: The New Modern Day Slavery 