Saturday, November 7, 2020
9:26 PM
Let’s Break This Down A Little Farther
Okay so let’s go even further let’s break this down to where there’s an understanding of what method was used the technique and the reasoning behind it.
• 1. First off we have the person that I came here with abandoned me. So this is the beginning of abandonment.
• 2. Everything of mine that I came here with being stolen. That would cause desperation loss of sense of control and I mean completely loss of life right off the bat. And then also vulnerability
• 3. The armed robbery trying to push me into doing things illegal while I’m left vulnerable with not many choices how did that desperation trying to gain what I’ve lost.
• 4. Letting me know that they were cartel supposedly. This is the beginning of instilling fear into me, panic stricken Fear.
• 5. Then they were cartel leaving the vulnerable with no identification no none of my personal items and none of my
• 6. with spending money leaving you out of resources that you need to be gaining at this point
… And A Little Farther
• 1. Came down to there was no choice but to trust anybody at this point• 2. My vulnerabilities
• 3. Here is where we are going into my ignorance of it all
• 4. Again we are dealing with overloaded stress, overloading mentally physically and emotionally
• 5. And then we have blac,kmail, which again instills fear.
• 6. And this also leads me to believe it is my son which of course is to drive a wedge between family.
• 7. Which is an isolation tactic,
• 8. along with the fear into family members causing distrust
So he put me up for a month and with spring sweets that’s when he introduced me to Moco and that’s when I got blackmail by my so-called son. During which time I kept getting bombed I didn’t know what that was. I miss you seeing my personal emails my personal kik and my phone number I didn’t know any better I was left to do whatever on my own and I am just trying to wing it the whole way. So basically on his left again abandonment to a point I mean he was married I got it but then he also instilled the Dom role took upon that and my servitude toward him.
He had invited me to go to the Astros game with him. I have been pretty excited when he came to pick me up, once I got into the car he apparently was in a very bad mood for whatever was going on and it was more than an intense time driving to Houston.
Needless to say that it was not what I had planned or what I bought was going to happen he was in very bad mood and I cuddled up to the door to the car. So at the game we tried to wait we had an okay time and it’s okay but it’s still I was still on kind of freaked out. And during when we got back to the room it was more bad mood kind of stuff. So I’m regarded back to the things that I do with myself and try to find comfort when I’m about alone or when I’m in this situation soi reverted back to writing and some music.
Before we left the next day, we went walking and stuff and he showed me some things he talked to me about some things he was pretty good better than the night before but I was still my own edge about him. kind of frightened me.
So to break this down
1. I felt alone
2. One more time scared
3. Placed in a another unknown town unknown situation and not knowing how to get out of it I’m having to deal with it and make the best of whatever so I had to appease the situation Said that it wouldn’t flare up anymore. Being that I did not know what to do or how to handle it in a way in case some it would make it flare up anymore. I did the best I could do with appeasing the situation instead
After a month we got back together we talked about it figured out what we’re going but I was doing so it’s best I’ll probably just get out of this whatever. So okay we go on our merry way I go to floresville. During which time, somebody acting like Larry Garner contact me this big old deal he wants to do he wants me to work on the whole nine yards and then come down to the fact of it all once I send him my disability check in order for me to do this job or whatever. A total scam of course. I contact Larry Garner himself cuz we’re friends and of course that’s when I get confirmation it wasn’t him.
So here we already have people on my Facebook I’m not aware of don’t realize what’s going on who is already speaking to me getting personal information out of me trying to you know enable trust and talking and just confiding in them and leaving myself one more time vulnerable.
And To Break This Down
1. More getting involved into my personal relationships to drive a wedge in between my friends and I
2. My vulnerabilities
,3. And then obviously if it’s a scam too take more money from me.
Targeted: The New Modern Day Slavery 