Saturday October 9th, 2021
Experiences Described
When a targeted individual talks about being electronically harassed they are not just talking about getting hacked, identity theft or even cyber bullied/stalked. Although that is a good portion of what we go through. I honestly wish it was just ” that” kind of harassment. What we go through is much worse than what can be imagined.
For example, earlier this morning I felt my body start tensing up inside, for no particular reason. Feeling anxious, stressed…even though EVERYTHING is going great and am really happy. I shouldn’t be having this “tenseness” inside me like this. Throughout the day, it’s almost like someone was sitting there with a dial controller in their hands and little by little kept turning it up
i begin to feel the jolts quickly going through my body, my head, my eyes, my arms, legs. I can feel the agitatetion grow throughout my body. I try so hard to control my reactions, as my body is experiencing all these jolts and pin pricks, as well as the agitatetion inside. This is when people start to think im “mad”. “IF ONLY THAT WERE THE CASE,” I scream out in my head.
It gets to the point to where sounds hurts, LITERALLY HURTS, Each pot that drops, people talking to me all at once, tv’s going all at once, each time a beat to a song, even cars passing by sends massive jolts throughout my whole body that you see my body jolt. TOTAL SENSORY OVERLOAD TO WHERE I START TO ACT LIKE IM FREAKING OUT!!! My mouth starts shivering and I’m clanking my jaws, sweat starts to pour out of skin to where I’m dripping, clammy. My heart gets to beating to hard and LOUD, Each rushed heartbeat is like loud drums in my ears, that I jolt with beat of heart. IT HURTS SO BAD, I get to the point I start to cry, I can’t help it. I guess it would look like I’m having a total meltdown. It’s so torturess that I begin to start screaming, “JUST STOP PLEASE STOP, I CANT TAKE NO MORE.”
I can’t explain, I can’t even talk at this point. It forces my adrenaline to go through the roof. I feel myself shivering and shaking so so much that it feels like I’m literally vibrating myself off of the gound. ,
My vision begins to start to blur, i get discombobulated and disoriented
For example the other night anout a week ago I went to walk to the store, the ground kept shifting from my feet, I fell a few times, I got dizzy and so blurred it felt like I was going blind, I didn’t know my direction, to where I remember I kept asking each person I passed where this store was. I couldn’t find it, what’s weird is I go to this store all the time. I was sweating profusely. I had passed two different cops, I can tell you I know I was thinking in my head that the signs I was exerting they would had IMMEDIATELY thought me to be so high on drugs they would have not blinked an eye, and could’ve/would’ve thrown my butt in jail without a blink of an eye….. TOTALLY STRAIGHT!!!!
I was so tired feeling, back was killing me and I just kept walking…or more like “wondering” and I guess it was THAT noticable even though I tried to me keep my composure. That someone in a wheelchair across the street asked me if I was ok. When I finally made it back and described my experience to my roommates, they had said it sounded like symptoms of a small heart attack.
Different lights even bother me now. Gives me like a sensory overload as well. It’s like I almost have to have no sound, no light…just literally NO LIFE MOVEMENT around me anymore. It’s very bothersome to say the least. I’ve been living on my own for 5 years, living with ALL of the lights on, EVERY LIGHTBULB ON, 24/7 BEING IN TOTAL COMPLETE FEAR, that’s even how I slept…WHEN MY BODY FINALLY PASSES OUT FROM SHEAR EXHAUSTION. Wherever I’m at, at that time. Even found myself passed out waking up to my face in my last bowl of ice cream one time. With many many times passed out standing on my feet. With the tv on but very very low.. watching me instead of me watching it. Just enough noise to so that it helps me with being alone. And staying in one spot doing computer work all the time. THAT’S ALL I KNOW.
Now that I’m living with others, having roommates it’s a trial and error kind of thing of all these “new” things that are happening to me that I don’t understand. And I try to so hard to control these things, to “Adapt and Overcome” them. It’s totally not easy…ESPECIALLY FOR THOSE THAT AROUND ME. I don’t even want to imagine or know what I may look like to others.
Let’s talk the crickets I hear in my left ear, that at times sounds like a squeaking wheel that needs LOTS of WD-40 to it, LIKE THE WHOLE CAN. Lol and other times sounds like a low hum, like static that I’ve been dealing with since 2019. That became so bothersome ESPECIALLY on the night in April of 2019 when I THOUGHT I was experiencing “hell on earth” while being harassed on Twitter. It seems like I was experiencing this before that night, but this night was when it became to be ALL THE TIME, NEVER STOPPING.
Electronic Harassment “described” would be The “Car Alarms” that go off all of a sudden for 3, 5, 10, 15 and 20 second intervals. At first, it seems like its just a car alarm, but if you begin to document these so called timings, you begin to notice a pattern to the times that they go off and the patterns in the times that they last. This is not ONLY HARASSMENT but also PROGRAMMING your subconscious mind.
The first time I started experiencing the “car alarm noise disturbance/programming campaign/harassment” was in April of this year. When I was also experiencing ” mind warping of my childhood memories” with “hypnotism through mind altering music” which I will get to describing later.
The “car alarm harassment” started AGAIN October 5th, just recently and now that there is a dog here. Apparently when the alarm goes off, there must be a high frequency pitch because he starts to go nuts and starts growling and barking. And the ONLY time he barks is when someone is at the door.
Here’s an example of how the car alarm patterns look like. What I have documented since the 5th.
I’ll be going farther into details about the rest of the harassment, but for now I just wanted to express what it’s FEELS LIKE considering the words FINALLY came to me.
This is NOT a complete list but I thought I’d just list what was off the top of my head really quickly.
List of Symptoms Experienced; What To Look Out For
- Hair falling out
- V2Skull
- Synthetic Telepathy
- Memory Loss
- Jittery
- Jumpy
- Sensitive to light
- Sensitive to sound
- Fatigue/Exhaustion all of a sudden
- Out of nowhere EXCESSIVE horniness that can’t seem to be controlled, but not able to orgasm
- Nightmares/night terrors
- Out of nowhere suddenly just balling, crying uncontrollably
- Agatation
- Tingling on the top of your head
- Spots on skin that look like dry patches that may pull due to dryness but any eczema creams or anything condition creams that you may get doesn’t have to relieve it. Vaseline was the only thing that helped for me.
- Irritation
- Frustrations for no reason
- Ringing in the ears particularly thd left ear.
- Heart rates go up, showing possible heart attack symptoms
- Discombobulated/ disoriented/ clumsiness
- Blurred vision, may experience temporary blindness
- Fits of anger for no reason
- Out of nowhere the body overheating/ for women especially my age (49) would act like Menapauseal symptoms.
- Dry mouth, “parched” mouth when get overheated
- Followed by cold clammy feeling,
- Stuttering
- Hand shakes/ leg shakes
- “restless leg syndrome”
- Feeling like your being burned bfrom the inside out
- Unexplained burns on face and body
- “electric shocks” throughout body
- “pin pricks” throughout body
- Experiencing blackouts
- Eyes sunken in
- “Haggard” Look
- Metallic taste in the mouth
Targeted: The New Modern Day Slavery 
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