Using words and or phrases to manipulate is one of the main techniques they have used to brainwash me by. Most of the times words were used to where they could easily explain themselves or say that they meant one thing when it was actually something else. The placement of the words of phrases is important when using this technique to brainwash. As often times words manipulated as way too blame shift to give the feeling of helplessness and despair. For example you need to change it or you need to fix telling me to fix the abuse I have nothing to do with the abuse itself that would be on the abuser to change. Laying accountability on the victim.
To say the least it’s just a play on words but when done repetitively it starts to form triggers as well as you go into the subconscious level of the mind. Brainwashing is an extreme form of manipulation that is used in programming. Other names used mind control,
The Use of Double Meaning Words
Programmers will use words with double meaning (homograph) during programming to reinforce programming in day to day living. This use of double meaning insures programming remains intact with day to day interactions. The individual speaking to the subject will be unaware they are reinforcing programming.
The use of double meanings during programming will also lead to confusion within the system as some parts will respond to one meaning and others to the second meaning.
Homophones may also be used in programming, but are more difficult to layer in.
Double Meaning Word List
- Aught: All, or nothing
- Bill: A payment, or an invoice for payment
- Bolt: To secure, or to flee
- Bound: Heading to a destination, or restrained from movement
- Buckle: To connect, or to break or collapse
- Bank – money storage and river bank
- Ball– round object and dance
- Bat – flying animal and used in bat
- Bear- to carry and a furry animal
- Box- container and fist fight
- Bright- smart and giving off light
- Cleave: To adhere, or to separate
- Clip: To fasten, or detach
- Consult: To offer advice, or to obtain it
- Continue: To keep doing an action, or to suspend an action
- Coat- layer of paint or heavy jacket
- Custom: A common practice, or a special treatment
- Dike: A wall to prevent flooding, or a ditch
- Discursive: Moving in an orderly fashion among topics, or proceeding aimlessly in a discussion
- Dollop: A large amount (British English), or a small amount
- Dust: To add fine particles, or to remove them
- Deck- a pack of cards and the ship’s deck
- Duck- quacking animal and to move down
- Enjoin: To impose, or to prohibit
- Fast: Quick, or stuck or made stable
- Fine: Excellent, or acceptable or good enough
- Finished: Completed, or ended or destroyed
- First degree: Most severe in the case of a murder charge, or least severe in reference to a burn
- Fix: To repair, or to castrate
- Flog: To promote persistently, or to criticize or beat
- Fly- type of insect and to move through air
- Foot – body part and measuring device
- Garnish: To furnish, as with food preparation, or to take away, as with wages
- Give out: To provide, or to stop because of a lack of supply
- Go: To proceed or succeed, or to weaken or fail
- Grade: A degree of slope, or a horizontal line or position
- Handicap: An advantage provided to ensure equality, or a disadvantage that prevents equal achievement
- Head- boss and body part
- Help: To assist, or to prevent or (in negative constructions) restrain
- Hold up: To support, or to impede
- Lease: To offer property for rent, or to hold such property
- Left: Remained, or departed
- Let: Allowed, or hindered
- Liege: A feudal lord or a vassal
- Literally: Actually, or virtually
- Light- something shining and something not heavy
- Mean: Average or stingy or excellent
- Model: An exemplar, or a copy
- Mean- average, to imply, and be unkind
- Might– power or stating a possibility
- Note- short letter and musical note
- Off: Deactivated, or activated, as an alarm
- Out: Visible, as with stars showing in the sky, or invisible, in reference to lights
- Out of: Outside, or inside, as in working out of a specific office
- Overlook: To supervise, or to neglect
- Oversight: Monitoring, or failing to oversee
- Peer: A person of the nobility, or an equal
- Presently: Now, or soon
- Put out: Extinguish, or generate
- Puzzle: A problem, or to solve one
- Pound- unit of currency, a weight, a lost dog’s home, and to hit with force
- Punch– fruit flavoured drink or to hit with fist
- Quantum: Significantly large, or a minuscule part
- Quite: Rather (as a qualifying modifier), or completely
- Race- group of people and a competition
- Ravel: To entangle, or to disentangle
- Refrain: To desist from doing something, or to repeat
- Rent: To purchase use of something, or to sell use
- Ring- circular object and a bell
- Rock: An immobile mass of stone or sway back and forth.
- Sanction: To approve, or to boycott
- Sanguine: Confidently cheerful, or bloodthirsty
- Scan: To peruse, or to glance
- Screen: To present, or to conceal
- Seed: To sow seeds, or to shed or remove them.
- Shop: To patronize a business in order to purchase something, or to sell something
- Skin: To cover, or to remove
- Skinned: Covered with skin, or with the skin removed
- Splice: To join, or to separate
- Staff– employee and walking stick
- State- an area and to say clearly
- Stakeholder: One who has a stake in an enterprise, or a bystander who holds the stake for those placing a bet
- Strike: To hit, or to miss in an attempt to hit
- Shade- area with no sun, tint/ colour
- Sink- no float and where you wash hands
- Stick- part of tree or to cling on
- Table: To propose (in British English), or to set aside
- Temper: To soften, or to strengthen
- Throw out: To dispose of, or to present for consideration
- Transparent: Invisible, or obvious
- Trim: To decorate, or to remove excess from
- Trip: A journey, or a stumble
- Tick- a parasite and the noise of a clock
- Trunk- of a tree and a suitcase
- Trip- vacation / stumble and fall
- Unbending: Rigid, or relaxing
- Variety: A particular type, or many types
- Wear: To endure, or to deteriorate
- Weather: To withstand, or to wear away
- Wind up: To end, or to start up
- With: Alongside, or against
- Yard- a measurement or back garden
Words & Phrases Used To Brainwash Me
With the EXTREME amount of brainwashing that I have endured by so many men and the numerous different forms and techniques that were used without me ever suspecting any hint of this. Once I started researching and learning how this kind of programming in mind control is done, it’s become easy for me to be able to reconginze .
“Hard Pass”
There is a Kik group that’s named “eat ass pussy pass” So both of these people saying “hard pass” is a direct correlation to the group.
On July 2, 2020 Tristen and I were just talking. I was talking about having sex on the beach, when he threw in the words “hard pass” This being the first time hearing this phrase. And it wasn’t until later studying all the kik groups that I realized what he actually did.
On November 8, 2020 I had had an appointment that one more time ended up as a cancellation. I went on Twitter to make a post stating I had an open slot due to a cancellation. At which point was an opportunity to shame me in public with using specific key words that Pertained to the KIK group “eat ass, pussy pass” This being the second time “hard pass” was used. By this time, I knew EXACTLY what was going on and called him directly out on it.
Q4Race Is the same MO that Philip Walker uses as raceready. And he’s also on Kik as well.
“1170”
After 2 days of going through hell with this guy going back and forth, He dropped some bombshell on me of course he doesn’t even talk about his life at all so I wouldn’t know that his plans were to leave the state and move To change careers. So hey family drop the bomb on me that he’s moving. It was just like instinct and shock that I said You’re a liar.
Now For anybody else they would have said you’ve called me a liar for the umpteenth time or for the thousandth time BUT NOT FOR THE 1170TH TIME!!! It was like 3:00 in the morning when this hit me of this keyword and it really pissed me off pretty badly because he again is playing with my mind because THIS IS A DIRECT CORRELATION TO HIS NAME hereiam1170@textnow.me.
And Just for reference I noticed that when he’s had enough of me going off on him about his mind fucking me is when he’ll throw out keywords like this.
“Subliminal”
September last year I went under massive amounts of electronic harassment when I did not know what it was. My phones were constantly overheating to 107 and higher. It was also during this time that an alias Anthony Dunham had sent a screening form with satanic codes When I had read the screening form I had got sick.
“Rise & Grind”
after all this satanic ritual abuse that I had been going through when he spoke the words “rise and grind” it gave me a horrifying feeling. The picture I had gotten from those words was skid rows slave to the grind album cover.
this was a definite play on words being that the normal phrase that would be used would be “rise and shine.”
I’ll let it go the first time said it even though I couldn’t stand the feeling that I had. But the second time he said it to greet me I said oh hell no and I didn’t want to talk to him anymore after that.
“Succ Nugga”
I wish that I still had my protonmail account But I don’t. At one point I had received an email from succnigga@yahoo .com thinking that it was a potential customer. It wasn’t until I started looking into the Kik groups And found this group that I realized that I had received an email with this same name. So in other words this was a false email leading me to hope that I would have business and purposely Make me spend money and waste money on screenings and so forth that I didn’t have money for just to jeopardize my business more.
“Hypnotize”
I was talking to Tristan about How Mike Brown came over and was telling me about his phones and stuff and stolen and how is this guy named Isaac but it was spelled “izac” I’ll get to that later but anyways while Mike was visiting I had told him about finding my shower head upside down into a noose and like how I didn’t know I couldn’t figure out how that happened. So Mike started telling me about this story how he was hypnotized one time in front of people and he started dancing like a dancer and went up to all these tables and was acting like a dancer and he didn’t know he was hypnotized. He was definitely playing on my mind is exactly what he was doing
“Stagefright”
During the year last year I had installed ESET. One of the many virus/malware programs that I bought used tried the whole nine yards to try to figure out about my devices with the electronic harassment thinking it was a virus or something. I had also installed stagefright from ESET at that point as well.
When I was with Mike Brown in October of last year In his truck I noticed that his internet had been named stagefright, which had really kind of freaked me out. But I didn’t say a word. When I got into his truck the morning that he brought me to the Greyhound station to come back to San Antonio it came up as stagefright one more time and I had asked him about it. Asking if that was his internet. He said yes. This again is playing on my mind when there are so much freaking weird unexplainable stuff going on it. It will definitely lead a person to be scared.
It is obvious that one time my phone was being watched. I was being spied on. Though I was not really aware of it at that point.
“Dr. Pepper”
One time might Brown have came over With this came forward to let me see his camper and we spent 4 hours together in his camper. It was during that time but I noticed that the ringing in my left ear stopped completely. During our visit together he had offered me Dr pepper the drink. He said that’s all he had to offer.
I don’t know it is a few days to a week later that Tristan had offered to bring me some mountain dew. He brought a 12 pack over which I appreciate it. But when he was walking out of the door
he said “enjoy your Dr pepper, I mean your mountain dew”
That sent a chill down my spine. Again obviously I was being spied on and was not aware of it at this time.
“Stockholm Syndrome”
The use of The key words “Stockholm Syndrome” Have been used throughout my situation by several different people. By consistently using these words it’s ritualistic, therefore brainwashing me into think that my situation is considered to be a Stockholm Syndrome.
One key thing I would like to point out about Stockholm Syndrome is trauma bonding. Where the victim bonds to the attacker or to the abuser and starts to see the abuser as not an abuser and makes excuses for their abuser. My situation in particular has been My involvement with Tristan over the past 4 years. I have been trauma bonded with him without realizing it until here recently.
“Waterboarding”
The keyword waterboarding has been used to throw out my situation as well. This is a form of torture and there are various forms. One form of waterboarding that has been used on me started when I moved into Budget Suites in September of 2019 was when I was taking showers I would not have hot water. Every time I turn on the shower it would be like the hot water that was in the pipes would come out and then it would turn cold on me. I’ve been have to turn the The shower off turn the faucet off while I was standing there freezing turn the faucet on and let the hot water go through the faucet and then turn the shower on and then I would only get What is in the pipes already. Discontinued through every place that I went to through June of this year. This is my reasonings for buying a shower head on my own because at that point when I put my own shower head in to whatever motel I was staying at I was actually being able to get hot water and hot showers.
THIS of course is another form of no touch torture
and to admit to the truth What awarding was first introduced to me in the form of sex by Tristan. Where he would put his foot on my head while fucking me from behind. And then from then on other people started using this word as a key word
Reading through this emails from Robert you will see that first of all he’s very abusive as a client secondly he is telling me that Im expected to do but I’m paid for and also I found his Instagram name as magician. Going back to September of 2020 where I found this items under my bed therefore indicating black sex magic had been used on me He had contacted right after I found those items under my bed pushing for me to see him right then there which is odd for him at that point and it gave me chills that he contacted like just a few minutes after I found those items under my bed it made me think that he was part of this whole mess. And this throughout the rest of the time of my communications with this person it more and more made me think that he was a part of it the way he treated me and the way he acted giving off sure signs that had involvement into this.
“Dublin Ireland”
I didn’t know what this meant until here recently but whoever has been stalking me using a Microsoft IPs and going through my Microsoft Office business accounts One of the areas that these IPs have been coming from is Dublin Ireland actually is the main one that has been coming from. Other areas of the IPs that have been showing through Microsoft used to stalk my other website is San Antonio, Washington, Iowa, Illinois and Arizona
I’d like to point out that this person says he lives in Dublin Ireland but is from Austin Texas
Funny how Dublin, Ireland was a keyword considering I have Microsoft Investigating 2 internal entities that should NOT be in my account right now that’s been attacking the site from Dublin Ireland
“You should write an autobiography”
“I feel like I’ve had my soul sucked out of me”
This title/statement has been used on three different occasions as a key statement by three different individuals knowing who I was but not allowing me to know that they knew me after they got their blowjobs.
One person was Philip Walker aka racerready, aka Mr Enterprise aka shawn Walker and many other names who had first nonchalantly came across me in November my first night ever being outside for the whole night homeless at Dunkin donuts on culebra road and struck up a conversation about building websites. Whom I then come across again at the same InTown Suites on culebra road this March when I went up to his room, Which was actually a room that was set up It was the complete setup with the complete business look with all four clocks showing all four time zones I’ve gone over this before in one of my blogs. He had an anklet because of being charged with hacking first of all. Getting to the point here is after he got his blowjob for free or whatever he comes up with the statement Man I felt like I’ve had my soul sucked out of me. Which made my heart just dropped because that was a keep statement telling me that he knew me even though he acted like we were just meeting.
Another time in February actually at Home Suites during this time of snow this year I was put into a room which I did not know that the desk had put me in was more than what I paid for for the first night so when I went to go pay the second day of rent I was told it was going to be more than what it had been the night before and I did not have enough money so all of a sudden this guy comes in and comes up with the amount of money that I was short. To make that long story short he came to my room we chilled out for a minute he got a blowjob and of course afterwards he said I feel like I’ve had my soul sucked out of me. Letting me know that he knew who I was.
I also noticed that they were using. Throughout the sentences to also brainwash as well as sending a message. Here are those examples.
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