She will rise with a spine of steel and a roar of thunder.
She will rise from the fire and BECOME the fire!!!
Even before moving to Texas the stage was being set…
Shanea from here in San Antonio, whom I had called friend, the daughter I never had said her ex was stalking her she needed help. Two weeks after moving in she took over my home, CPS had my son, was made to think that my son was trying to kill me and that he had packed to leave, was robbed twice in one night, with him opening my door for me when he came back a third time that same night. Without my son, left with nothing and isolated, soon the hallucniations of Complex PTSD from all the trauma had set in and sent me into the hospital.
Having to learn how to speak all over again, Going through intense therapy sessions 3 times a week for a year, experienceing of what was thought to be a small heart attack but in reality was the first of the radiation poisoning that I would later endure for two years straight, finally winning my Disability case due to 2 bulging disk in L5 and S1, nerve damage from hips down, arthitis and deterioration of the spine and fibromyalgia that can leave me temporairly paralyzed if I overdo myself until I can get the swelling of the buldges down and away from pressing against the damaged nerves.
No family support, no child, on Disability, and with a breakdown under my belt the stage was set. It had already started, I was getting bombed mon Facebook messenger from all kinds of people from Texas I didn’t know…Shanea calls me and says “Mom I wanna go home” Thinking I was moving to San Antonio to start a fresh life….
… Little did I know what the plan was….
…. One can NOT fathom NOR imagine of the amount of evil in their dirty deeds they have done. As I was crowned the best and put out on public display in front of God…and everyone, on Twitter…for THE WHOLE WORLD TO WATCH AND WITNESS WHAT WAS BEING DONE TO ME…. Made to beg and grovel just food and shelter, being publicly shamed and humiliated, mocked exactly how Jesus Christ had been done. Just as Jesus was crowned the King of Nazareth, I was crowned as The Oral Specialist, stripped of my true identity as Michelle, and became Mary Magdalene. To them, I was nothing more than a joke, something to pass the time and be laughed at…THIS BEING THEIR ONLY GAIN!!!!
For more than 3 years, that seems to me is way more than an eternity I cried, I begged, I pleaded, and I screamed for help and to stop hurting me. Over 2500 blogs written, ALL OF THEM TRYING TO FIGURE OUT the who, what and WHY I HAD BEEN FORCED IN THIS HELL. … All the crying, begging, pleading and screaming in the world “I am being hurt, please help me”…. “Please stop hurting me”…ALL were ignored as if I never muttered a sound… Being told to change…as if I could stop them from hurting me.
It just kept getting worse and worse, cyberbullying, the surveillance, the cyberstalking, phone bombing, email bombing, social media platform bombing, making appointments and cancelling, …. Problems with my eyesight, … seeing a blinding white light that was painful I’d stumble to get a wet warm washcloth to put on my eyes and THEN….LOSING MY EYESIGHT, ALTOGETHER unexplained red marks on my body, dry patches on my eyelids that were so dry it pulled my eyelids every time I blinked. a heart attack. Attacks of an unbearable amount of heat that would start at my trunk slowly rising to the top of the head, my ears were turned burning red, hearing an unbearable very loud high-pitched ring. It would all come on so quick that I would get light-headed and dizzy and weak and lose my footing, finding myself reaching out to grab anything so that I wouldn’t fall.
SAM Ministries had asked me to tell my story for their documentary for their gala. What I hadn’t realized at the time is my story made both the director and the videographer cry while listening. In a way, that kind of stunned me, I guess because I didn’t realize the impact of my story being that I’ve been doing nothing but fighting in survival mode for years now. So, that had great impact on me knowing that this is their reaction while listening. I didn’t mean for that to happen, either. Yes, they misspelled my last name wrong and no, I was not kidnapped I’m not sure exactly why they stated that. I kind of was not happy about that part. But for whatever reason they had did that, in this website is my full story.
The Stages an Unknown Trafficking Victim is Put Through
These are the different stages that an unsuspected trafficked victim will be put through. Going by what I was told in the Third Party story on July 4th weekend and what I have gone through myself and the amount of time that I have been enduring it all.
“It’s not a lot of people that owns a person. One family owns one personand kept for seven years. At the end of that seven years they are asked if they want to stay or if they want to leave.”
She was a “friend” online for 10 years
She needed help, was being stalked by her ex-husband
She moves in
2 weeks later, I lose my son
She suggests going in mental hospital, the start of discrediting
Then home gets robbed, robbing you everything, beginning the break-down period.
I was brought to San Antonio and literally dropped off…hand-delivered into the hands of the aryan brotherhood, the cartel
2 weeks later I lose all belongings, anything and everything that identified me, birth certificate, social security card, dentures.
Needing clothes and things to survive, wants me to pull armed robbery, then to be a lot lizard. But nothing is ever straight up with you.
Friend of tens years then extorts you for $900 for stealing a gun that you didn’t steal.
Then met another person, take you out. Offers drugs at low point in life. Your guard is let down, and say yea sure why not. That’s all it takes
You realize you could disappear easily, you run
The only person you know is the one that you went out with and offered you drugs.
They put you up in a motel, to figure it out.
Introduces you to a website, Moco Space, the lowest of low, and says, watch them then do what they do.
From this point on, you are kept tightly within the network, under 24/7 surveillance and supervision by many different methods. The people you meet and think you are friends with, boyfriends you meet, everything that you entrust in each of them is used to manipulate your whole life to keep you within the Network.
You are then groomed, little by little.
Without realizing it, you have already lost all of your rights, both human and civil. Lost your identity, all accounts any and everything about you is gone.
All accounts are closely watched
Even though you LOOK FREE…YOU ARE ALREADY IMPRISONED AND DON’T REALIZE IT UNTIL YOU WANT TO LEAVE. LIKE HOTEL CALIFORNIA, you can check out but YOU CAN’T EVER LEAVE
You’re monitored so closely. Everyone around you is monitoring you. Your heart rate, your dreams, nightmares, everything is being monitored. Your responses your reactions, your likes dislikes, when you go to the bathroom, what you come to realize or not .just what pressure, and you’re asked your feelings…the whole nine yards. You’re experimented on, especially when it comes to the torture
You don’t know it but your whole life, even things you had no idea about when it comes to your life is being controlled…manipulated, pushed in one direction or the other. In the direction that THEY want you to be in.
Money is never an object. People are paid off
They begin to break down phase
First is with your identity in anything that identifies you. Then everything that you gained thereafter is taken from you, one way or the other.
They whoever they are communicates with you by codes, by false websites that you can tell some things are directly towards you. For example, that was this one website that’s no longer up, that said that I would be kept inside forever. And quite literally, they have done just that.
You also start going through the dehumanizing phase. Where your spirit is broke down, your worth is broke down, everything stripped from you including clothes off your back which strips your worth from you. Your accounts, Your identity, is stolen.
Anytime you try to work on something on your computer, it’s sabotaged in one way or the other. They will be watching your screen and while you’re typing, they’ll delete what you’re typing, making you have to start all over. In 2020 alone, The only thing that I accomplished that year was moving files from my computer to one drive to drop box to my external hard drive back to the computer back to one drive back to drop box and back to the so hard drive again over and over and over again the whole year.
You are forced to work non-stop for free. For Thanksgiving 2019 I was up for 14 days non-stop, and then told I needed to find a real job WHEN IM DISABLED AND ON DISABILITY.
You also start going to the desensitizing phase. Where you’re put through so much shock, shell shock, this is when they start terrorizing you and taunting you.
They put you through spiritual abuse to break down your belief systems. Going through Satanic Ritual Abuse
This is when they start breaking into your homes and start gas lighting you, moving your belongings around or desecrating them in one way or the other.
You’re put through so much shock and so much terrorism and so much taunting and putting you through so much fear over and over again, one kicked in the gut after the other three kicks in the gut at one time, that you become desensitized due to the continual victimization.
Let me point out here the in order to accomplish their goals of breaking you down successfully it has to be very well organized working together as a group. Better known as organized stalking. So within the trafficking ring you’ve also had the organized stalking ring as well as the identity theft ring. And from what I found, it spanned over 43 different states.
Also, part of the dehumanizing phase you are publicly humiliated you are made to publicly disgrace yourself by begging and groveling for food and shelter and your basic needs.
You’re also pushed off of every social platform, advertising platform, By bombing you on each platform, so much so that you just end up deleting it yourself just to get some peace. This is how they begin to isolate you, taking all your resources away from you.
They begin to wreak havoc to your life, with so much drama and “noise” that you can’t focus you can’t finish anything, and you can’t think. You are made accountable for all issues.
Your IPS and devices are all cloned so that IT LOOKS LIKE YOU ARE ATTACKING YOUR OWN WEBSITE. IT LOOKS LIKE YOU ARE THE ONE STEALING YOUR OWN IDENTITY.
Any screams to stop being hurt are ignored as if you never said or screamed a peep. You are told you are too mouthy, you are then punished. By taking your hot water away from you, or your food supply, or any other numerous ways to punish you that they may decide to come up with.
And I always wondered, I mean for 5 years, I mean I’ve been screaming at the top of my lungs for help to get me out of this. And the cops, they even just say things like take the blue pill and plug back into the matrix
Or San Antonio is not equipped for that kind of case.
Or you are just totally dismissed all together, cops…everyone gets paid off.
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Targeted: The New Modern Day Slavery 
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