Since The Night Of 3-12-21
On the night of March 12th 2021 at 9:35 p.m. I was at that time located at InTown suites on culebra road I had walked across the street to Valero circle k store and is walking back when at that point this man whom I did not realize at the time I had not known who he was just happened to bump into me ….again.
I say again because on the night of November 24th 9/9:30 p.m. I was sitting outside dunkin’ donuts right next door to InTown suites homeless trying to act like everything was cool. But I have been left homeless and hungry and the girls working at dunkin’ donuts feed me that night what they could they still work there. It was free Wi-Fi and I was doing my best out in the cold to try to busy myself enough to not be so cold. At about 9:00 9:30 this black man, the same one acts like he’s just f****** past my table just nonchalantly and strikes up this conversation with me about oh well you know that computer is over I need I need a job a logo up and on my run my business and need somebody to make my website for me this whole big thing, gives me his number. I did not give him mine I was scared at that point I have been scared for quite some time actually. That night at 1:35 a.m. on the 25th of November I happen to take pictures of deer that was across the street showing my time date my location and everything of the night that I was completely homeless outside. When my hands got too cold I put everything up and I curled up in between the two concrete colors outside so I can block the wind from hitting me.
This man also had been on my last sweater whom I did not realize and also had just so happened to one day add me to his kik but never say nothing to me. So he has repeatedly made his appearance.
Getting back to the night of March 12th this year, as I’m walking back from the store like I said he happens to just run into me and say oh I’m just have I got to go get a lighter and then opens a little can and says yeah what’s your number I’ll be up all night you know I’m on some Adderall and with some extra nice just to hand me an Adderall I took it but I was going to take it in front of me either but I did take the pill with me.
I was about the only third time I’ve been able to wash clothes in the washing machine though it did not have the money to dry them in the dryer I had things to do so I did not contact him until about 2 hours later. So we get to talk and he’s in room 201 which just so happens to be right above the office right where he can perfectly see me walking back and forth every night when I go to the store.
I go to his room cuz I’m in room 219. so he pitches this big old pitch about lunch away and he needs models and.. on the whole glamorous nine yards. And he happens to be a lot extra nice and hands me to more adderalls for no reason I’m going to get some tomorrow he tells me. So he knows who the hell I am so he wants to know that the specialist is about and says well can I get can I can I have if I’m not what you’re about I gave you those pills. So if I find myself nonchalanly being cornered. like I’ve been put into a position where I have to say yeah let’s go whatever okay.
Let me describe to you his room. Upon walking into his room I noticed 4 clocks of the four time zones above this huge monitor that looks like a TV. When you walk in it’s very nice it’s one of the refinished rooms business papers all over the place you know stacked up. He is dressed very professionally. All business like matter of fact I’m going to make a point to state it wasn’t till later that I realized it did look like a setup.
When this man went and took off his pants he had to let me know about his anklet. Now this man had specifically told me when I asked him what his name was again that his name was Marcus. ice we were talking and I’m a standing leaning on his bed I never sat down anywhere. he proceeds to explain to me that he had been writing a code for some program and there was this person that was in jail for hacking Banks that so happened he had asked to do something had a problem with Code ask this person to help him with. The guy that he was talking about this dude that was in jail already for hacking things had used his computer to show him just how easy it was to hack into a bank. The guy that was already in jail which doesn’t make sense to me, you know what I’m saying… Gets jail time for this and because he allowed the person to use his computer and it was traced back to his device he happened to get 2 years probation for it and is wearing an anklet.
Now I want to make sure that I tell you as I was speaking with this person leaning against his bed his monitor showed the name of Philip Walker even though he told me he was Marcus.
After I’m done he makes this comment oh I feel like I’ve had my soul sucked out of me. Directly referring to my Valentine’s Day at February 19th 2019. This isn’t the first time around that this has happened and that directly afterwards commenting I feel like I’ve had my soul sucked out of me one other time before. Directly referring to when I started being cooked, microwaved more commonly known as EMF’s. ( if all of you remember the night that I felt like that I had been experiencing hell on Earth I was being cooked by EMF that night in front of God and everybody on Twitter being made a fool of WHILE I WAS BEING COOKED INSIDE OUT)
March 12th was a Friday night. Prior to this I hadn’t noticed by trying to make an attachment to an email to someone I saw this weird looking app on in my my files. I had no idea how what it was and how it got there I did not place it there. It was a little blue cat and all it said was profiles and I could not seem to get into it. And some other strange things was happening because I haven’t alctal tablet and I was using the Wi-Fi there and I kept noticing my tablet showed as a flip phone with the same brand name. A lot of strange things that I have not been able to explain computer wise husband hunting for more and it’s been happening really bad since May June of last year but this is really been going on for years now.
Since the night that this person just so happened to run into me again I yet again kept having problems with my Microsoft home being logged out and my account on my computer saying login again there’s problems to fix when I go to try to fix it in my accounts shows it’s already fixed no problems. So I checked my Microsoft account my home version. And this also has been happening for quite some time. I go to the look at my sign-in activity, IP address was showing sign in one time below it the same time same IP address but sign in anywhere from three to six times. I look at my locations on my sign-ins and there was a lot that was questionable that I had no clue on these locations that were showing I was there. so I decided for a change to go download my data for the first time from Microsoft. Apparently so I look at my locations which is a when I open the file about had a heart attack and fell on the floor.
THERE WERE 214 LOCATION LOOK UPS ON ME FROM THE DATES OF NOVEMBER 14TH TO DECEMBER 3RD ALL SHOWING ONE DEVICE ID NUMBER AND USING SOME APP I’VE NEVER HEARD OF BLISS.COM.
I ARRIVED AT NATCHEZ MISSISSIPPI ON THE DAY OF DECEMBER 2ND AT 2:14 P.M.. WHERE AND I WANT AND A HALF BEFORE THAT I HAD PLACED MY BAGS AND TRANSFERRING FROM BATON ROUGE TO NATCHEZ WHERE ALL THE SUDDEN WHEN I GET TO NATCHEZ MY MAIN BAG WITH ALL MY PASSWORDS AND EVERYTHING MY CLOTHES ALL OF IT DISAPPEAR WITH A BAG THAT LOOKS LIKE MINE AND PLACE SPECIFICALLY BOTH OF MY BAGS UNDERNEATH THE BUS.
YES IT ALMOST HAD A HEART ATTACK SCARED, COMPLETELY FLIP THE FUCK OUT!
Since the night that I ran into this person I had been able to identify by the way his room was all it done in his clothing his pictures his face and his prior to these points involving himself quietly in my life not making a sound but making sure you know. ..I KNEW he was there. Believe me I’m more aware of my environments than what I let on.
Since that night I have underground massive massive amounts of electronic harassment JUST MASSIVE. I ended up realizing and figuring out without dragging the story on longer because I need when you don’t know you don’t know you’re freaking out.
I ended up finding a botnet system on my fucking mobile hotspot, of course my mind is blown at this time and continues to be blown more and more the more I find out and figure out. By using a UPnP with a Bonjour ? browser I was showing numerous numerous Xbox PlayStations spot buys Amazon’s on MY mobile hotspot from my phone.
Now remember that little cat that I found in my file system, let me explain this one to you. That little cat was called The clash app this app you can take and wreck havoc into somebody’s fucking life. This number is quiet cat can clone all your devices, issue fake certificates, fake IP’s, redirect you to another tunnel instead of the tunnel of your VPN but all showing what you should be showing or what you think you should be showing on your side. This little bit quiet cat can and does go into your root system and attach itself to all your root files. Your OneDrive on your Microsoft all your Google on your virus programs and believe me I’ve got five virus programs on my devices right now and I have paid for every one of them sophos Norton McAfee Avis all of them over time. Paying premium cost and never being able to find this. The reason being it touches itself to all the major main root files. This also makes a captive portal login this also makes a system showing carrier default app and by using the asterisk or the question mark gets in and changes all of your settings the the asterisk and the question mark being wild card and giving ability to change all of yours internal root files. And by doing this this gives Wolf Lodge opening to back door exploiting every permission there is to be able to exploit. Your Wi-Fi direct your Bluetooth your find my lost phone all of them there’s many you cannot turn off by Google.
Looking into my phone and device system files it’s also made files and folders name “rro_overlay” which is “Runtime Resource Overlay” looking this up it says:
“this framework dramatically reduces the effort needed to create custom themes for your phone. With RRO, you can quickly create things that change the look and feel up almost every app that’s installed on an Android device”
Right here I want to make it a point to let everyone know that over the course of 4 years now I have been finding questionable videos and audios in my Google cloud that were not on my devices. Secret recordings of me of me using my phone where you can hear me speaking to maintenance about my shower head needing to be fixed one in particular was four and a half hours long 6 minutes into it you can hear my vibrator go off and of course I got sick one more time at my stomach.
This answers every thing this answers how everything was known planned plotted baited, being preyed upon. How each individual that has been involved in one way or the other has been at one time or the other in my desperate most vulnerable situations to the points of freaking out having to pack being homeless on using my content as a way to buy content to get me out of the house knowing I was going to go across the street by cigarette food to allow them the time to break an inner into my home and plant different things or move items around more commonly known as gaslighting me continually over these last four years.
In my Microsoft business account I kept getting activity events of different IPS that were not mine along with IPS that were showing mine that I did not go in in do anything with I know I didn’t open these certain files I was nowhere near my computer at the time that this is showing. I have continually gotten in touch with Microsoft business never being able to show anything of a hack, now I know why.
I have notifications set for everything I have got all admin recently there was a login attempt to wordpress whom was a lifetime member by rileythebrowncat.kh@gmail.com who had attempted to log in using this email to the website trying to hack in or at least showing it was him. Putting two and two together the other day, the married man I have been seeing before he used to tag all his Twitter post with #lifeofriley. Just saying.
Also, I have been seeing IPs from Microsoft coming quite often to the website. At one point in time there was a Microsoft IP that was trying to hack into the login and the XL mrr files to the core WordPress, of PHP. that yes the firewall did stop which being able to block that IP but over time this has continually been showing up.
Recently when I went to another analytic company instead of just using simple companies I went to a company that does fraud for credit card fraud when you take payments on your website that tracks the proxies that let you know everything that let you know the actual machine ID to the person no matter how many different IP addresses that are used and it shows you every IP address that is used. This one Microsoft IP kept coming up quite often recently when I put the website back up into public view, I was able to gain a lot of information looking up this one person home shows works for Microsoft. Funny thing is is somebody filled out a screening form that I was able to match his IP address up to this one machine ID. Home has bartered with me and just conveniently been there every time just like all the rest of them when I’m in the situation. When I’m started enforcing the picture IDs people were not following directions in one way or the other this person gave me his social security card and a picture of this ID but not his face. Whom I decided just to ignore since I was being ignored. Last year he had offered to bring me what I thought was going to be a device or something to help me with not getting hacked or something but what he brought me was an actual jammer that he told me he uses in the classroom as he’s told me he was a teacher. I of course did not know what it was I had no idea. when I started looking at the information on this I flipped the fuxk out because it’s illegal to have one. Setting me up…. Or at least I felt very set up. Recently when I saw him login or so it only showed that he had visited one time but many, a couple hundred page views. I happen to block him that time. The next day is when he contacts me “I miss you.” he says. Of course conveniently enough I’m in a situation, how would he know this I wonder. He says that he has still has the $90 that he had for me to give me well of course I was in a desperate situation I needed it just to keep a roof over my head for the day, one day. He comes by I’m flipping out of course I’m upset I’m quite upset because this is what I realized…..
I have been watched under 24/7 surveillance for years now and I literally had been put into a corner knowing now I know I cannot call out for help. I’m scared to death. of course he conveniently makes the statement of well I wouldn’t have been doing this you know I’ve helped you no here’s what has been going on.
if any of you remember a couple years ago when I realized something I stated on Twitter every time I’ve run I’m run right back into what I have been running away from. To this very day it holds true. I have not been able to get out of this web every time I run I find myself some white back into the same place I was running from THAT is fucking scary. I literally been afraid for my life for a long time now. By this kind of program everybody has been strategically placed at the right correct moments either by email by bringing me money or whatever that literally has directly been involved I have not been able to find a way to get out of this web. So when I bring up about this is why I blocked you last night he proceeds to let me know I was just joking off to your pictures. NO YOU WEREN’T! and I’d like to ask what’s the fucking excuse about bringing me something illegal I had no idea about.
Right now I am dictating all of this knowing that my microphone can be turned on at any time, all my cameras are taped up and I am using an offline notepad to dictate from btw.
on the day this one person brings me $90 which when it opened the wide I didn’t even bother to look because I was all frantic and of course that’s when you catch someone at their most vulnerable time I go to pay rent and I noticed it’s all fives and I start to freeze because I know there are plenty of hives going around here that is s*** out of me again it went through and I was like holding my breath hoping that these pills were not coming fit because I’ve been baited and planted quite often, so once again fear struck me.
So after paying the rent and get to my room and upon trying to get on Switter, the box puts pulled up unsecure connection…. Everywhere I go to I’m getting unsecure connection…. EXCEPT FOR ONE WEBSITE!!!! FACEBOOK!!!
In the month of February I have added this one person to my Facebook was felt comfortable enough to add this person to my Facebook we started talking more and more on a personal level. To give you the history One night in February of course I was homeless at home suites in office all day and all night long, which had seemed to be at the time the only time I could get some peace to think things through about what was going on with me. so I was excited and I hit him up and we had been talking about spending some personal time together whatever well hehe hauled around and after some time I had a situation where I could get me a room so I grabbed the situation. After numbing this person person time few years he becomes out of sort with me… Start acting weird
And he starts aggressively going “I want to be enlightened, I want to be enlightened, I want to be enlightened I want you into enlighten me enlighten me.” just pushing himself aggressively to where it made me very uncomfortable. So uncomfortable I happen to block this person off of Facebook Messenger.
And of course the only site that I’m able to securely supposedly get on this Facebook… And so I’m left with not being able to call out for help any other way so what do I do. I contact the person I blocked a couple weeks before being that he called My Messenger three times knowing that was a boundary. Giving off the same characteristics as the gang stalking that I have been continually going through. He comes by I’m frantically upset going up about what I’ve been going through we get into his vehicle and this did not hit me until today… He straight up asked me am I independent I didn’t catch on. I didn’t know what he was talking about. The question was put to me several times was I independent and he was very strongly in his question. I kept looking at him stupid going what are you talking about besides the fact why would you ask me something like that you’ve been knowing me for quite a while now is in my thought process. We’ll come back to that later.
So I end up on the west side of San Antonio. All Mexicans. I’m a little bitty white lady. I know I stick out like a sore thumb and I’m wanting to hide. So I go outside later on that night at his place to smoke a cigarette and upstairs they begin doing what’s called straight theater on me. This is conversations that is directed at you to you to enforce fear and to let you know that they are still following you no matter where you go. So I was taking a couple of drugs off my cigarette and they started talking about how this guy got really loud really really loud I mean like awfully loud…how he saw on TV the other night about some new program or something that you can digitally track anybody with. now after what I have found and all this that I have been going through obviously this was directed towards me as intimidation. So I run back inside right.
Over the course of the six days I stayed with this dude I woke up to my cash app being tampered with. But not enough for me to be able to press charges on. dated March 26th 2:15 a.m. they charge of $1.27 at Target that I never shop at was charged but canceled so it never went through. And at 312 a.m. charge for Google Google storage yes twice with the amount of 26.73 was charged but of course I didn’t have enough cash so did not go through.and one more time at 3:12 a.m. another charge for Google on mountain view California for the amount of 26. 73 was charged but not enough cash so it did not go through. I wake up too and cannot really do anything about.
He himself seem to four nights in a row start doing things that actually woke up I don’t know it felt weird I felt electrified is the only way I can explain this. Like it made me feel weird funny and gross and my skin crawl all at the same time this person would do things too agitate or make me feel like I was crazy in other words, gaslighting me. he began mouthing words knowing I’m blind with my old glasses on because I had been needing glasses for the last year and a half now can’t get them I can’t get my medical needs worked so I can see but he started nothing words and not speaking like he does all want to be quiet neighbors listening or whatever that would actually take me and he kept asking how you feeling how you feeling how you feeling how you feeling which over the course of time my mental stability has always been in question and this is a tactic that has been used on me quite often.
And by the way come look it up and research it yourself but by repetitively going over and over and over again this will cause someone to be hypnotized without realizing which is very easy to do and most do not know about this. We’ll also get to that part later as much as I want to elaborate on that for the point of safety concern.
On the night of March 28th Sunday, he comes in and I’ve been fine all day long no problems I’ve been feeling good everything’s been fine.. he comes in continually asking me how I’m feeling it’s becomes very unnerving needless to say. Then he does the melting with no sound coming out again unnerving needless to say. Then he starts banging something on his coffee table I am acting like I’m not paying attention. Banging so hard he could have broke what he was banging. Then when that didn’t look like it worked he didn’t went to the kitchen opened a can of chicken noodle soup he had bought previously the day before when we went to the grocery store sat down hit it up I guess in a pan cuz I wasn’t paying attention at all I didn’t care,I was not going to let him bother me. Heat processed to sit down and slurp so freaking loud you could have heard it four doors away I kind of figured that’s why he bought the soup in the first place at the grocery store when I looked at him doing it pulling the soup into the basket. yes I knew what was going to happen by the way. And of course when I did not let on that this was bothering me at all he then slammed got up slammed soup in the pot in the sink and turned on the garbage disposal making loud noises and threw everything and rushed off to his room.
You know I’m going to stay here when you have gone through so much freaking mental abuse throughout your life and especially these last few years you know what these tactics are every one of them.
and then you’re going to turn around and proceed to tell me
“I’m just trying to help you.”….
Or the one that I love the best…
“I’m not like those others.”
NO YOUR RIGHT, YOUR FUCKING NOT…. YOU ARE WORSE.
DO YOUR FUCKING ASSES A FAVOR….AND JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP!
Now after he would go to bed after just waking something up in me that oh my God would make me and made my head tingle and it made my head hot my forehead and it felt like my actual brain I can feel it and I have felt this before numerous times but it also made my body like shocking it hurt it it actually when he did it would actually literally physically f****** hurt me it hurts bad but I can’t I don’t know what it is I have no idea but it hurt. Of course right on time on point every night upstairs would then start their noise disturbance campaign s on point every time every night four nights in a row. the live music the banging doors the banging on the stomping on the floor the continual you know it when you go through it anyway I want to and here’s where I’m starting to get upset.
On the date of March 20th at 12:25 p.m. I took this particular picture. Suspiciously this gorge can was placed outside the neighbor’s front door. now let me explain. Yes said first Lance it’s no big deal but just listen to what I have to tell you cuz I know exactly what’s going on now. On this day I had left the room open the door and this is what I see, this is not a cart as in a housekeeping Court this is not something you see this is garbage can only when I pass the garbage can I hear what voices I don’t know I don’t know why they’re coming from but I’ve already gone through this before last February of 2020. On Valentine’s Day weekend I went through the same thing before. So I pass it up and I don’t make anything of it when I get all the way down to the stairs of course yet again upon brush you it would be nothing to question but yes I have one more time gone through this before in September of 2020. There’s a dude at the bottom of the steps totally dressed in ’80s Billy idol blonde hair black garb chains rings in his face the whole ’80s punk rock you know having hair metal days back in my time. this dude was not near old enough to know about this. this is valley girl time days where like you know things. . “like…like gagged me with a spoon man.” were being said cuz I was a valley girl that like 10 years old. Now I’m going to go pay rent, and coming back I didn’t hear any of those little voices up until I got to the garbage can and I knew what that was that was a recorder underneath the bag that was placed to try to drive me crazy wasn’t working this time I knew it was up.
Okay to jump forward to to a couple of days later on Tuesday March 23rd when this dude pick me up. Nonchalantly, he had 80s music on and a big deal. THIS ACTUALLY WAS POSSIBLE FOR A POINT OF TIME.
So he says I like 80s music.. okay it’s possible but I’m watching this mother fucker, because I’m already suspicious of him and in the first place and I have been pushed into a direction where I have no choice but to call on him so I’m already AWARE… Well I don’t sleep in a man’s bed because well I woke up to being violated by a man in my own bed with a man jerking off in my own bed violating my body I refuse to sleep with a man again as in sleep so I sleep on the couch no matter where I’m at.
When I would wake up I would notice like he was in his room and he’d have other music on… But the second he went to open that door to his bedroom 80s music came on. Or when I would get into his vehicle he went from the radio in the truck too putting his phone in the middle of us on the console with 80s music so loud. Ok… Still somewhat passable but starting to be very questionable.
Here’s when I knew what was going on .. you remember I’m in a Mexican neighborhood on the west side I sneak out like a sore thumb right… When I go out the front door every fucking time, the building right across directly from where I’m standing is blaring Mexican music….But it seems like every damn time I go and walk out the door all of a sudden I get stared down at the dude picks up his phone I can see his hand moving like he’s you know texting and then all of a sudden you begin to hear country music like Tammy wynette. Stuff my dad used to listen to. So of course I start singing right the dude I’m staying with cuz you know that music.
BAM! BUSTED BITCH!
This is exactly what I’m going to tell all of you this repetitive behavior is psychologically working on my childhood memories. I already suffer from memory loss from what I had gone through thus far. This is subliminal messaging not not to mention hypnotizing and psychologically in that right now I’m being I’m having of my stutter come back…. This is psychologically wiping my childhood memories away from me anytime that I talk about my memories I start getting upset shaky Shipley stuttering the whole minorities it’s very upsetting now to talk about my memories what I have left of my memory. Funny how I seem to remember all the trauma right on point that I have all I have gone through life in any point in time in my life but I don’t remember are the good times. That I can just snap at you all the dates times and everything of all of my trauma I have ever endured in my lifetime and that’s quite a lot.
is it going back on the that Sunday night the 4th night that this dude I was staying with started pulling the s*** I straight up told you to I’m f****** leaving. On the 30th I left.
I want to also point out to you he spent $1,300 at least in a 6 day period. Where he works I’ve been in restaurants and fast food and cashiering and customer service and stuff like that all of my life he does not make that much and he had mentioned that he had already gotten a stimulus the day it came out.
I would like to also point out that when my cash app was messed with that led this dude to leading on to helping me with my my cards right…. YES…SEE MY STUTTER NOW… Just let him to find out that my main source of ink My only source of income it is my SSI card which by the way yesterday April 2nd I go to try to log into my account for my SSI card and I’m I no longer can. I can no longer put my answer to my security question in because now all I see is nothing but a question mark That’s it no question.
I’d also found through clean talk program spam program for the website I have come to see that there were three comments that shows from the contact form giving the address of my admin and showing the core of my PHP in my website.
Now back to the independent question this is where I get very very fucking serious…
I stepped onto Texas soil for the first time on January 29th 2017. I came down here with the girl that’s from here but had moved to Pennsylvania up North with me she was married to a bandido. She also knew Cartel, supposedly… I’m getting to a point here by the way.
Right after she got up north I ended up losing my son home I went and fell off the walker about after which I got my SSI being that I was so distraught that three times in one year I tried to commit suicide over losing my my child who yes I have problems with starting puberty but was my best friend, he is my miracle child. So even though we were having problems we were still very close and tight at that time. So yes I was very distraught when I lost him for I don’t know what you know I still can’t figure all that out today.
Upon coming down and landing my feet in Texas Antonio I was then dropped off in spring Branch with a girl that was supposed to have ties into hotel who at that point I had did not know who I was living with two weeks later all of my belongings up and disappeared including my top teeth to my my dentures to my mouth. I would send extorted for $900 but received $700 for some gun that I did not have a clue about everything was such a mess I don’t know what I have no idea about this gun and whatever okay has threatened my life and since then because the environment led me to feeling like I’ve had no choice but to be in this life.
Now I want to point out to you this was never my plan this was never in my vision this was never an none ever thought about in my thought process about starting over and moving to a new town and trying to begin a new life. Overtime it has been repeatedly done to me my belongings continually being stolen me being pushed out of work uncomfortably living at my ID put my ID my birth certificate my social security cards stolen so much that the social security office has told me not to show back up. By the way you can only get 10 cards per lifetime total I only have two left. THAT I CAN GET THROUGH LIFETIME I WON’T EVEN TRY TO GET MY BIRTH CERTIFICATE MY SOCIAL SECURITY CARD RIGHT NOW.
IT SEEMS THAT EVERY YEAR SEPTEMBER 2019 AND SEPTEMBER 2020 I WAS PUSHED OUT OF MY HOME.
September 2020 I found objects placed under my bed that would indicate black magic my phone both of my phones were very distorted my string all f****** up brand new phone I had been hacked my phones were going up to the degrees of $160-180° with the battery. I had to pay $35 for 5 gigs that was going within less than 20 minutes.
I had been upon me walking out one more time to pay rent then to September, there was some dude right in front of my door acting like he was on the phone underneath the staircase that had followed me to the office of Budget suites. Talking on the phone and stayed the whole time you can tell I was being followed while another man walks behind me walks in and stands behind me so close I can feel his breath on my neck. The day I got my eviction notice and that’s what they were watching for. On that same day I walk to the dumpster outside I could see there was a car that was parked or waiting behind at the dumpster who then proceeded to start driving his car very slow once he saw me come around the corner and stopped me when I was coming back from the doctor and saying bro when are you going to let me see you and I’m going who the f*** are you. SCARED!
Of course at which time on October 1st I had to leave on that day,I called left so that I can move across the street cuz I have nowhere to go that was my home I actually want it back. I see three maintenance guys standing outside on the by the building across from me as I’m pulling bags from the apartment to the left van one of those guys comes up who I have been able to identify as Cappy from the Kik groups later of course because I do remember faces better than I do names. Who passes by me and in a fake accent makes direct queue statement of “oh you going to do your laundry huh?” Giving direct queue of when I was continually finding used fabric softener sheets all over my apartment under my bed behind my vacuum when I was in the shower when I came out of the shower that’s what I found is a used fabric softener sheet behind my vacuum cleaner right by the front door that wasn’t there 15 minutes beforehand when I got into the shower.
So I go and leave out of state for 2 weeks with Mike. who from the very beginning I ran into I ran to to get help leaving spring Branch. Over the course of time I went through a lot till July of 2018 I went to Houston to see the Astros play and also to corner him about the website I was paying him to make for me. On the way in from Houston that night because he can’t really give me an answer about the website he starts going erratic trying to put the car off the interstate me freaking out then he comes off the side of the road the interstate friends put me into the trunk of the car of course I’m fighting like crazy and then throughout the whole scene I end up in the backseat somehow and he’s acting like he’s talking to a cop which I he’s got the trunk of open to where I cannot see through the bridge windshield I can’t see through the side of the door to the door window but I happen to be able to peek out somehow and see him pacing back and forth acting like he was talking to a police officer then all of a sudden he seems to revert to like he was in war now the whole time that I’m in total care of him looked out and I’m having to answer the way he wants me to answer in order to get back home to my apartment on bandera or at InTown suites where I was halfway safely. Which of course getting to the parking lot he wants to walk in my door and I knew better I knew I would not be able to get him out if he did. I had not talked to that man since that night that morning.
It was September August September last year when I was about to lose my apartment Budget suites but not did not realize it that he came back around looking for me. He wanted to apologize and to give me the money back that I had paid him because I was the only one that had done him right before. Over the course of time I allowed him to visit and talk I would not sleep with him I did not feel comfortable too I would not get in a vehicle with him no I did not feel comfortable too.
During the course of the time he kept wanting me to go on a trip with him and his trailer so yet again on October I’m forced into a situation that I would never have placed myself in had I been able to choose otherwise.
I went out of state with this man in a truck and I’m scared to death first thing he tells me is get off the truck go figure what was I going to do? Now I get to Missouri he tells me I brought too much stuff he’s got too much weight in the trailer and we’re going to have to either find a storage and leave it there out of state or what enough me the choice it is very manipulative the way he said it all and I could tell it and I picked up on it quickly so then he sends me on a bus ticket back with this much as I could f****** pack and care knowing that I would lose the rest of it.
NEEDLESS TO SAY I DID
I knew and it scared me and I know it when he did not call to check up on me to see if I made it I know it was all a toy and sure enough the couple that was with him that I had no idea about upon picking me up he said that he had brought somebody for security no these are two bums gypsies whatever you want to call them, that he was hanging out with… With allowing them to stay in his camper with him whatever that’s his business. what ended up making it my business was his excuse that he got busted they set him up and myself was gone this includes the original mask for my logo. Also the girl had in the of course one more time frantic of things had me at her to my Facebook who then mysteriously ended up being a mutual friend of the only family on my Facebook and that’s my cousin. Yet again away to involve their selves into my life stalking me.
Now I’ve had quite a number of realizations here lately. Another one is I went back on my Facebook Messenger couple of nights ago and then about 2015-2016 was about the time the girl was up there with me in Pennsylvania I all the sudden kept starting to have weird other blue people hit me up on my messenger and have since ever since then. not to mention the fact that a lot of people will seem to have been on my Yahoo messenger that I quit using a long time ago. I went back the other night a lot of these people I recognize their names from recently being in the state and they even stayed there from Texas before I even thought about moving to Texas this sort of happening.
I have also had agent this person that seems to come up named agent that is known for stalking come up and try to scam me off my act like he was blurry corners agent scare me from my social security money.
I have now been able to identify the person in my contacts list that had acted like my son who was supposedly blackmailing me.
I can for a fact show that over and over and over again my life has been placed pushed forced into directions I would have never thought once to place my own life in.
This leads me to state specifically… I WOULD HAVE NEVER BEEN A SEX WORKER HAD MY BELONGINGS NOT DISAPPEAR OUT OF THE BLUE LEAVING ME WITH FORCING ME INTO FEELING LIKE I HAD TO WORK LIKE THIS.
This specifically called human trafficking.
On Patrick’s Day it hit me, I fell in the tub one more time to my knees.
I ended up being prepped, my environment was forced into a way of making me feel like this was my only way to be able to start over again. And with each time I would try to start over again I ended up losing everything again. And again and again and again and again. But all of it has been very articulated very well covered and disguise as me never knowing it me never realizing it and me thinking it’s on me this was independent women all actuality none of it where’s my choice my decision or anything that I may have wanted to do my choices have been purposely redirected in one way or the other all this has been made to look like me whether it is a bad guy or whether it was my choice none of it would have been any part of my choice I don’t even know how to make a choice anymore by the way I don’t even know what I like anymore because I’ve been stripped of all of my identity my humanity my everything I’ve been dehumanized and desensitized so much I don’t feel nothing anymore. Sex anything that I had liked before had been struck away from me by psychologically doing so and this is how I knew the ’80s music was trying to rip my memory of my childhood away from me like everything else has been done. It’s pretty f***** up to force my environment to force me into this without me even realizing it and then turn around and force me f****** out of it leaving me no way to turn no one to turn to no way to call out for help and afraid of everything and everybody suspicious of everything and everybody the rest of my life has completely been taken instructed away from me and then my childhood memories are now being played upon to strip away from me also. Sex used as tool to manipulate to control my life to control my family to control my hope to control my medical control my environments my eating habits everything using sex and dick as a tool as a weapon taking sex the enjoyment of sharing those intimate moments with a person completely away from me for the rest of my life. That’s only has I’ve been right as in sexually but the invasive ways of violations continually over and over and over again raping not only my body but raping my mind breaking in my memory raping me of friends and family raping me of every f****** thing you can ever imagine raping violating invasive mutilating every part of my life inside psychologically outside physically and every other way possible is what I had been doing with over and over and over f****** again. Taking everything away from me and then telling me I’m the b**** at fault.
FUCK ALL OF YOU!
I have continually been terrorized tormented taunted threatened in very subtle threats, as in finding my shower head turned upside down into a noose and a Groupon account made in Mary Magdalene but in my email with a gun being the last few out of 643 items that was the last thing then I did not make. My identity continually being stolen over and over and over again my all of my information being put out on the dark web. As I’ve stated a few times before, my identities been storing so that I can’t make a secret question now guess what I can’t even change the secret question. I continually try to change my number the phone companies the phones none of it works. I lost all accounts at one point or time or another. I’ve been discredited but then the community I have been discredited with them the city. So much so that I’ve been calling out ringing at the top of my lungs that I’ve been in fear for my life since before last June so bad that no one actually listens to me now.
since March of last year white when the quarantine happen and there was that guy that physically made his appearance to physically real life stalking me, finding my panties stolen out the laundry and then of course every time later finding things that I would have in my apartment like the gloves in my wash… Since this is going on 13 months now a real life torment being terrorized content electronic harassment like you’ve been never believe fearing for my life screaming out that I was in fear for my life every time running for my life finding out that I’m running right back into but I was turning them away from.
Now it’s so bad that I literally cannot securely and safely call to any authorities and make any reports. Without fear of one of the authorities being a part of this. And what I feared last June that it would get so bad that no one would believe me when I actually really didn’t need somebody to help me I am now looking right at that time.
Last night I was trying to call out for help on Facebook I sent out screenshots things that I was looking up of how to try to get help legally from getting stalking in an indirect way of screaming for Hope because I know I cannot say it because I know I’m always videotaped audio taped and I mean my whole computer was taken over and showing me that remotely they can do anything they want to do with my laptop right in front of my face make sure to show me this.
I am 49 years old I am on SSI this is my only income. I am disabled with five different bad things wrong with my back I have been discredited alienated so bad I cannot get on any social platform anymore I can’t go out I can’t go out to dinner I can’t can’t do nothing not only that I have been humiliated disgraced publicly stalt made fun of mocked my grace and by smearing and dick in my face I have been struck about humanity my rights food shelter clothing and I have now been on the run October 1st of last year.
And since I’m cannot get on anything on my phone I cannot give to any f****** app I cannot get on my website I cannot go to the bank and do my banking I cannot I mean all electronical devices everything is worthless to me because no matter what I identity I try to on tape I’m found and all of a sudden and flooded with followers letting me know that they know where I’m at AT ALL TIME’S.
Yesterday when I try to get into my bank account online and found out that I couldn’t change my secret question to see a secret question to change it to get my password changed to get into the account all I could do was just turn the phones off turn the TV off and cry.
For years now I have been baited my ignorance exploited my whole life exploited and used as weapon against me. I was just told by the person that I see on a personal basis that this has consumed me yes when your whole life has been lost it does consume. And he too yet has alienated me doesn’t talk to me much anymore.
People have come into my life purposely acting like they were my friends telling me that I could confide in them only to find out that they breached my Microsoft business account when I gave sent the link to what they bought. Over and over and over and over and over again people have just so happened to cross into my mind I’m going to give me cues letting me know that they actually know who I was and from GetGo. I have had trucks following me horns beeping with signals known signals of gangstalkers that use to talk to each other. Over and over and over again.
I have problems now that I will have for the rest of my life because of these situations happening over time for one breaking into my home while I’m in the shower moving things around while I’m in my own home took safety away from me for the rest of my life I will never feel safe no matter where I go no matter who I’m with no matter what.
FOR THE REST OF MY ENTIRE F****** LIFE
I will never trust another person again. Semi trust in anything and anybody has been broken for the rest of my life going under up to 15 different English is all just to throw me off and make me feel like the whole city was to get me.
That continuing to get my hopes up and then cancel I don’t get excited over nothing anymore.
People I have turned down for the reasons of safety coming into my home just respecting me disrespecting my home and disgracing me in my home.
These people were turned down because they were blacklisted rapist stalkers…you name it.
Because I’m in so much fear of my life because I realized that the more I realize the more close to death I become. And I can’t seem to get anybody to really take me seriously now. I’m so alienated so isolated so much in prison and so much inferior of my life and so alone that and I’m so f****** cornered and I do not trust anybody and I do not trust the authorities and I cannot trust anything to where it has pushed me into the corner of doing it this way.
I have literally for the last two and a half now been investigating what I have called as well as done well felt to be my own homicide eventually. And yes in January on my birthday the 18th of January I didn’t need that day thank God I was it was actually someone who still believes in me gave me $60 for me to have a roof over my head on my birthday I spent my birthday turning 49 by myself this year making videos praying for my life stating that it was escalating and by April I would probably end up if it didn’t stop escalating. well considering I can’t call out for health securely and safely I can say we’re right at that point right now.
Don’t worry you have all of you that have been involved you started not caring and being sloppy it wasn’t me I’ve been out to be the bad guy this whole time and every one of you that has been involved only did it to yourself I have nothing more to lose I don’t even have a life to even fight for much anymore. Here’s my way of calling out for help one more time before I end up missing DEAD.
YOU CAN DO WHATEVER YOU WANT TO DO WITH THIS WEBSITE THIS WILL BE THE ONLY PAGE THAT IS UP AND BEFORE I PUT THE STUFF AS THE HOMEPAGE IT WILL BE ME AND IS BEING DISTRIBUTED TO ALL PLATFORMS AND PERSONALLY SPEAKING JUST DOES Y’ALL HAVE TORMENTED IN TERRORIZED ME THROUGH MY SCREENING IN CONTACT FORMS I FIGURED THE AUTHORITIES CAN MAKE THEIR WAY TO THE HOMEPAGE AND GET THEIR 60 GIGS WORTH OF PROOF ON THEIR OWN I DON’T HAVE TO GO ANYWHERE.
ONE MORE THING BY THE WAY….
YOU DO REALIZE THAT I KNOW EVERY TIME SOMETHING HAPPENS AND I WAS SCREAMING IT ONLINE YES I WAS I LOOK LIKE I WAS INSANE RIGHT…
NOOOOOOO
I sure in the hell not insane I am by far crazy I kept telling you I was the same as craziest b**** you’ll ever know
I knew better
I was publicly documenting everything by putting it online putting it out there I was documenting each and every incidents and occurrence and everything..
It’s just the same as publicly putting in the paper you’re searching for someone you have to legally do so I was doing the exact same thing by putting it up on my websites and social media and wherever you all have shown those of you who have been involved justification for me doing this justification that I am definitely and have been in fear for my life for quite some time it shows Rico it shows human trafficking it shows quite a lot. Those of you who have been involved that’s wrong doing I have lived in a prison in a motel room for 4 years scared quiet with no TV on or barely even volume even up I don’t talk to nobody I don’t go nowhere you all have purposely placed your asses forcing my life and One direction that it would have never gone into.
NOT MY FAULT
I AM FUCKING TIRED I’VE BEEN TERRORIZED BY MY OWN PEERS THEREFORE BEING DOMESTIC TERRORISM BY PUNKS AND BULLIES WHO DECIDE TO PREY ON A 49 DISABLED 4 FOOT 10 WOMAN, THAT HAS LEFT ME HOMELESS HUNGRY FOR UP TO 6 DAYS AT A TIME NO WAY TO FEND FOR MYSELF NO WAY TO HAVE ANY KIND OF LIFE AT ALL NO WAY TO DO ANYTHING I KEPT STATING IT STOPS EITHER YOU DO IT YOU’RE WEARING IT STOPS OR I’LL F****** DO IT MINE ONE WAY THEY DAMN MOTHER IT’S GOING TO F****** END AND I STILL BE ALIVE BECAUSE NOW HERE’S THE LIST OF NAMES THAT I HAVE BEEN ABLE TO FOR SURE IDENTIFY WITH THOSE NAMES THAT I AM NOT SURE ON STILL AT THE TIME WILL NOT BE INCLUDED IN THIS THIS TIME AROUND I AM STILL GOING THROUGH MORE THAN 60 GIGS OF S*** TRYING TO PULL OUT THE INNOCENT AND KEEP THINGS THE WAY THEY SHOULD BE CONFIDENTIAL.
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Targeted: The New Modern Day Slavery 