Secret videos

Notice: This is unfinished but I’m putting it out so I can place it in the right order it needs to be on the other pages that I’m putting all this in order in

The first sign of secret videos was Sunday July 2nd 2017 at 3:37 p.m. for 45 seconds. It looks like someone put a piece of paper over the camera.. And to the rhythm of the sounds it sounds like the rhythm of sex

The second one was Thursday May 17th 2017 at 10:43 a.m. it says repaired which I I almost wondered about that but I never really thought about it and it’s for 1:03 minutes

The third One is dated Sunday May 27th 2018 9:42 a.m. for 31 minutes and 35 seconds also screenshot of my phone

The 4th is Tuesday May 29th 2018 for 2 seconds screenshot of my phone

Friday June 1st 2018 for 11 seconds screenshot of my phone

Tuesday September 11th screenshot of my phone for 0 seconds at 7:18 p.m.

Also Tuesday September 11th 2018 at 7:17 p.m. from 1.09 minutes This was the weekend that I went to the coast

Friday September 21st 2018 at 7:57 p.m. another one that his name repaired for 2:19 mins

Saturday October 13th 2018 608 p.m. screenshot of my phone for 1:36 mins

Sunday October 14th 2018 at 7:30 4:00 a.m. 5:05 mins

In a second one on that same day Sunday October 14th 2018 7:34 a.m. for 4.35 minutes

Tuesday October 16th 2018 at 4:26 p.m. 1.14 minutes

Also on Tuesday October 16th 2018 at 4:26 p.m. for 3.5 minutes

There was three done on Friday November 16th 2018. The first for 9.46 minutes at 3:37 a.m.

The second one is 3.09 minutes at 3:36 a.m.

The third one is 34.21 minutes at 3:36 a.m.

About Me: The Spiritual Side

Written March 2019 as apart of “Taking an In Depth Look Into Physic Vampires”

My spiritual studies started when I was in high school. You can almost say for years now, I’ve studied kinda like a Monk does, doing extensive reasearch on different religions and cultures throught out my life. It’s been the last 18 or so years now that I have studied more on the Wiccan Spiritual Ways, Wicca is a nature based belief system that believes in the balance of the God and Goddess. The more that I studied on this, the more I realized that these techniques used, what was followed was more along the lines of The Laws of The Universe and is when I started adapting this more into my life. Though, I don’t consider myself to be Wiccan, as I’m more Eccentric. Following more along the lines of my Real Dad’s Heritage with me being Cherokee and Irish. So, I indentify more with following “The Red Road” and the Celts. I was raised Catholic. I’ve always been more “Non denominational” As I do not like claiming any organized religion at all. Since the age of 10 I knew that I was different, seeing things, ghost, spirits, knowing things, and through out the years, my gifts one by one I started figuring out and learning how to use them. Along the way, I have encountered and experienced things that couldnt be explained, so to speak. My experiences that I’ve had through out my life, has given me the knowledge that I’m sharing out for everyone to know what I know. It is by my experiences alone, that I have figured things out. I’ve had many teachers along the way in my life. One in particular that I call as my Master, has taken on the job of being my Mentor since the year of 2003. And I owe my life to Him, as I’ve gone through major spiritual warfare for years now. More specificly when I was living in Pa, for 5 1/2 yrs as I went through some major heavy experiences that had it not been by having His guidance, I would’ve NEVER gotten through them. Before coming to San Antonio.

For years now, I’ve wanted to be ordained to be able to “handfast” couples into marriage. I took to my studies in Wicca to get my Three Degrees to start on my road of becoming Ordianed in The Corillian Tradition Wicca. I had gotten to my second degree, when life took a turn and I had to stop for awhile. My studies are never over, as I stay in study and doing research and will continue to do so through out my life.

This is the field of study that has ALWAYS been where I’m best at. I’ve also ALWAYS been a Mentor, and have mentored many between the BDSM Lifestyle and this area. The things that I write on and share out to the world, comes from a life long of many many many experiences i’ve encountered since the age of 10, and the extensive research that I have done through out my life. Though, you can say that I’m experienced, I wouldn’t want to claim that, being that anything that happens in the spiritual world when it comes to Spiritual Warfare, is normally not the same, but there are patterns that things follow. It is because of this very reason that lately, you have seen my struggles of finding and figuring things out and trying to place things that have been going on. Because I have not till now gone through the physic vampire attacks as extensive as I’ve undergone them for THIS LENGTH OF TIME NOR THIS HEAVILY. IT IS ONLY through ACTUALLY experiencing things that happen that you figure them out and learning them!

I share out to the world, NOT just the sex worker community, what I have gained though my research and studies AND my experiences that I’ve had through my life to for EVERYONE TO KNOW. These things NEED TO BE KNOWN, and be made AWARE OF THAT THESE THINGS ACTUALLY DO HAPPEN AND DO TAKE PLACE AND IS GOING ON AROUND US ALL THE TIME!

Wise Words To Live By

Prelude: This was on Veterans Day 2019, still unaware of the Targeting at the time and was what I considered to be one of my “small victories” on Twitter where this ” war” seemed to have started in the first place. The words just seemed to start flowing from me and it just kinda went from there.

I want every last one of you to think about this.

I stay humble for a reason.

I am humble because I know the way that I’ve been treated I wouldn’t want anyone else to be treated like that.

So therefore I remember to stay humble.

I’ve turned the other cheek. I’ve turned the other cheek back and I’ve let you beat my cheeks up and yet I still stayed humble I laughed, I joked, I played and I had a good time all the while you repeatedly beat my cheeks up.

And yet I still stayed humble.

I’ve led by good example. I’ve showed you an honorable woman. I’ve showed you, you could trust in me. I showed and I proved it to you my worth.

I gave you my all, every last one of you. I gave my living all to down to 3,000 a month in debt.

I gave you my home. I gave you my heart. I gave you a freak that none of you never wanted to find out about.

I really want y’all to think on this because. I gave you everything that you could possibly ask for, that you did ask for it and I stayed humble. I stayed true to myself and I stayed honorable. Not one of you is getting bareback like talking about. Not like that. See you wanted to test me, you wanted to try me, you wanted to push me, you wanted to see if I was real.

I told you who I was and what I was about.

And I proved myself time and time and time again.

And I stayed humble and I led by example. I showed my word is honor.

I proved it. I stood here and I watched you take everything from me that I gave you already. All you had to do was show respect and kindness. That was it. That’s all I ever asked for, that was it.

You took my kindness as weakness and you doubted my word.

But here’s the funny thing you took away when I was trying to give you and you didn’t get it the way I was going to give it to you. You fucked up your own surprises and I kept telling you that.

Now you took everything from me and there’s nothing left to give to you anymore.

You took my fun, thinking you were fucking me. When actually you only fucked yourselves. Because you took my choice and you took from me what I was trying to give you. So I just don’t see the logic there.

I don’t see the logic in taking someone’s life just because you can. Don’t you think it would be better if you allowed somebody to give you what you wanted don’t you think you would have gotten a whole lot more from me had you not taken from me

you know I just can’t tell everyone in the world if I have 30 minutes or a few minutes extra time that I would enjoy spending that time with you now could I???

Why what I want to do that???

you would just automatically take it from me then.

But there has been many of you.

That I have spent 30 minutes an extra hour just chilling with you just because I was having a good time. I couldn’t tell y’all that you had to earn it.

See I told you I was a different kind of person you wanted to take me the same as you take everybody else you did a big no-no In my book.

the only thing is about it
Is that my book came with all of your surprises that you took from me to give to you
You ruined your own surprises.
I hope you’ve learned some lessons here today

Treat others as you want to be treated
Lead by example
Keep humble

Talk by doing the walk
Keep your honor and your standards
Don’t lower yourself just because you’re being tested
Stay true to yourself
Show kindness and consideration
Be respectful
Walk away just walk Away
Don’t fight just walk away thats what i did when i turned my cheek back and forth

Be very observant
Know your surroundings
Do not ever trust a motherfucking soul
EVER
Do not depend on nobody else but yourself
Don’t lie don’t even lie by omission
Be honest that means be honest with yourself also
Accept

Love yourselves because it’s going to be the only person that loves you in the end
Do not judge you do not have that privilege. Only God does. That’s too big of a job anyways. I wouldn’t want that job.

Do not be fake, put on a mask or a facade just to show the world something
The only person you need to show is yourself
Don’t worry about the Joneses
Don’t follow society standards, you will fall right with them
Stand and have a backbone. Dont cower down and don’t be a coward
Always be mindful of your intent. It might just bite you back in the ass

In the end
That end game is much sweeter than the now game
Don’t ever try to lie to an empath, uou won’t get away with it. An empath knows
The biggest lie you told was only to yourself
Playing fuck fuck only meant that you only fucked yourselves from Get-go


If you don’t like the mirror image
Change the image
Don’t steal just to hang yourselves in the end with your own rope that you stole
Be smarter than that rope that you hung yourself with
There is a thing called Street Smarts

There’s also a thing called Code in the Streets
Rats are a dying breed
But that does NOT mean to allow bully’s to walk all over you and take your life either
Ignorance IS bliss, depending on what side your on
Knowledge is ALWAYS power
Can’t see till you can see
By that time it’s hindsight is always 20/20
Don’t ask for a handout, ask for a hand UP
EARN YOUR KEEP
BE YOUR WORTH
KNOW YOUR WORTH
Be an asset or you’ll be liability

Never tell all your secrets
Never ket your left hand know what your right hand is doing
Never give all cuz it will be taken
Takers have no boundaries at all
Make them boundaries for yourself
Being nosey will only get your nose bit off


Sometimes it’s not just the quiet ones you have to worry about
Confusion will only leave you dizzy in the end
There’s ALWAYS MORE THAN WHAT MEETS THE EYE!! ALWAYS
THERE’S ALWAYS A METHOD TO THE MADNESS
its only madness because it’s NOT YOUR METHODS
what’s normal and why does it have to be normal

Normal is boring, stop being boring
Be yourselves, be unique
Do not change just because i want you to change
When you try to change a person to fit yourself, you’ll get that very mirror image of what you portray out to others


Know how to play the game when the game is dealt to you
Always give the choice that is rightly theirs yo choose
But always leave the ball in their courts they will bounce it their way
If you didn’t like what was fed to you then feed yourselves
Always hold the key

Be responsible and master yourself
You can not master anyone else until then
Thinking i did not have a full deck i showed you you didn’t have 3/4 of your deck of your deck of cards
Have knowledge it is powerful
Be wise and know exactly when to use it.
That is the weapon to use

All of you that hide behind your keyboards with all this knowledge under your finger tips,
But yet are still stupid in your smartness


Never think ALWAYS KNOW
Thinking is stinky thinking
Your mind is a very dark place, stay out of it
Your heart is pure it will lead you where you need to go
Never question your gut, your gut is your soul
Stay within the light, you’ll never go blind
Darkness leads you astray

Listen instead of telling, you will never be heard
Be mindful never hateful
Always quality NEVER quantity
Listen to your elders they have much to say
Listen to the Wind it will give you the direction
Be grounded as the trees stand tall and firm

Fire is to cleanse purify and bring a new
When controlled
Let it go a mok
And it will find you in the end

Do not use my own weapon against me because then id become that much stronger
You got stupid, too stupid to know
Stupid is as stupid does stupid never learns cause stupid always thinks he knows when he doesn’t

Now I hope that i have shown you and taught you a lesson do not ever put my own weapon in my hands and think you’re using it against me, again i will show you who are to nr in the end




Examples and Methods of Harassment Tactics Used

Wednesday, May 19, 2021
3:14 AM
The following tactics, methods, manipulation, coercion, in other words forced willful compliance, no touch torture policies, done either directly or indirectly, has caused an immeasurable amount of damage both in monetary psychological in the amount of sabotaging and causing relationships and friendships to be lost
Examples of this includes but not limited to and in no particular order
• by getting onto curious cat and using anonymous questions


• asking questions about my son about allowing my son to watch me have sexual relations there for indirectly implying in public of inside illegal incest/pedophilic behavior and done in a way as for example what attorneys use as a tactic in court to leave reasonable doubt to a jury even though it’s been scratched from the minutes to be used as evidence but continues to leave doubt within the jury/community,


• I was on Moco space 5 days into making a profile leaving the message stating I know that Facebook face which scared me that led to someone acting like my 15 year old son at the time and then therefore blackmailing me, but not being able to decide what the blackmail was going to be about two of the three that I can remember, with me sitting into my own hands and taking a picture of me eating my own shit and putting those pictures on Facebook, the second one being that I was supposed to be a lot lizard and videotape myself with a truck driver for $1,000 therefore implicating in causing myself too incriminate myself and then giving my supposed son $1,000 which would be pimping, which of course this leads me to fear my son and then later on curious cat bringing up Scott in a means in a way to remind me of this therefore instilling more fear that it was my son and reminding me about it. (The lot lizard example was a direct reference to what I experienced when I had first gotten here but they were trying with the girlfriend was trying to get me to do alone with you on robbery she was trying to get me to agree too)


• And the very beginning taking all my stuff and stealing it making it disappear and then accusing me of stealing an illegal gun and extorting money out of me for that that I didn’t do by forcing my environment going into sex work. So that the loopholes within the loss can be used against me to instill constant Terra and fear for going to the police.


• Also, by continually stealing my bags of belongings this has made me go to file for my birth certificate and social security card numerous times and you can only get ten social security cards per lifetime which leaves me to not being able to get one at all, being able to prove my identity throughout the rest of my life.


• By using my screening forms to also instill fear from going to the police and reporting this on with filling out a sheriff’s name and number I think like it was looking for me which caused me to like I said stay in fear.


• By making a profile on Fet Life looking like a cop and directly going into a direct conversation about buying slaves as in human trafficking which of course again makes me fear the police from going to get help or reporting this.


• By making a fake profile on Twitter and I’m using direct messages and acting like an Interpol officer who wanted to get to know me again causing more fear in me from going to report this and to the police and or anybody else.


• Noise disturbance campaigns to signal and desensitize you

• this being a form of sensory deprivation and is a well-known tactic used in war.


• An example given car alarms repeatedly going off either 3, 5 or 10 second intervals. This at first would cause a person to jump and run to their car at every time and then after so many times not worrying about their vehicle or an emergency which would lead them to be open to their vehicle being broke into or a situation to where I would not think of that’s an emergency.  Therefore, this would lead to either allowing others to be harmed or other items to be harmed and damaged and or harm to myself.


• Constant spam calls on robotic calls

• first doing this repetitively causes a trigger,


• and is also a form of a war tactic of desensitizing if you always had your ringer on
• this also causes you to ignore phone calls that should be answered because you do not know who is calling therefore making you miss important phone calls that you were expecting.


• By using sex as a weapon and as a tool to manipulate my financial means

• and by using Twitter, getting on Twitter publicly and continually asking for help
• for me not to lose my home therefore
• is forcing me to degrade myself humiliate myself
• stripping me of my pride
• this is a form of dehumanizing this is a type of tactic that is used in war

Getting my friends or family involved in paying them off and on using hotel managers which is known as sapping examples of this would be and not in any particular order:


EXAMPLE 1:
• During Thanksgiving, the motel room manager calling me a bitch and telling me I don’t deserve respect because I could not pay my rent for the day, but my rent was Monopoly like my time was monopolized and therefore the conditions and the events that followed led me to not being able to pay my rent.
• Me at that point I’ve been took my social security check for December and fled in fear to Natchez Mississippi to a friend that was supposedly a friend of 15 years who then forced by coercion took away the internet to punish me for not giving him sex and or a blowjob… And making me enforcing me without rest for understanding that I needed rest from all the events that had taken place beforehand forcing me as a telling me in a way of I better make myself like it to bow down on my knees and kneel to him as a submissive done in a way, in other words to get me to comply by telling me I do not deserve the clothes on my back and he’s going to put me out on the road which was 30 miles outside of matches I was in the country and didn’t know anybody nothing as a way to get me to bow down on my knees and RAPE my own mouth and making myself like it.
• Of course which I if I the second time may not complain led me to being put on the road and not just not knowing anybody being in total complete fear and paying someone since I did not clean his house he put me in a trailer that was I had all broken windows no water on which of course in place that I was a whore that didn’t deserve a whore bath and had me playing that home to earn my way to have a roof over my head and putting me with a homeless guy and been having the girl that owned that trailer report to him that I was cleaning that home therefore indirectly having control over me. This also was a tactic used to have me scared of my own friends and my own family.
THIS WAS FORCED LABOR AND HUMAN TRAFFICKING
EXAMPLE 2:
• The person that I went on the motorcycle ride in the very beginning took me to Houston twice to watch the Astros playing at which in June of 2018 was the second time. both times he instilled fear of him to me. The second time being the worst in June of 2018 when I cornered him about my website that I had paid him $700 to make. He would not answer me correctly and then when coming back from Houston that night had tried to flip his car off over and off of the interstate and when that did not get accomplished he then pulled off the side of the road and threatened to put me in the trunk of the car of which time he then enacted being in a state of going being back into war. on the way back. Before that, he had stopped on the side of the road as a way to get me to stop screaming he had the trunk lifted up to where I could not see through the back of the windshield and the windows on the rest of the car dark to where I could see. the windows were dark and he was standing there and acted all crazy looking like he was talking to himself while others passed him by. i could not see but by me listening. I thought he was talking with the cops. This is what is known as Street theater. of course, upon getting in the car he acted like he was reverting back to being in war you know with the helicopters in the whole nine yards of the lingo the language acting like he had you know was going into a whole big war scene which had frightened me because I couldn’t speak, I couldn’t talk, i was totally freaked out and scared.
• Whom then a year later comes back and ask for my forgiveness with offering the $700 that I had paid him to pay me back in a gesture to make right with me. Who during the year of 2020, I had allowed to come visit as a friend and I would not go anywhere in a vehicle with him but during the times of our visits he would discuss with me similar situations like mine and had told me this elaborate story that he had ended up in the hospital in the mental institution by his wife and has and is suffering from brain damage of TBI from war which is very possible. also during his visits he also kept wanting me to go on trips with him and he said that he was traveling around in a camper of which I would tell him no and I wasn’t ready to get into a vehicle with him yet I was too scared to still.
• He also brought up a story of this guy Isaac who had stolen his truck and stolen things out of his camper and stolen his phones and missing at the other that he still had his phone on as a means to cover up the story that it wasn’t turned off bringing up this person Isaac and with everything that had been surrounding the suspicions and stuff around the person that I was supposed to be saying personally Isaac Tristan… This he used later
• Then of course later in the year of September last year I was stalked cornered out of my apartment / motel that I had been living in for over a year or no excuse me exactly a year of which time at that point in time the only person I can come on was this one person have been consistently wanting me to go on a trip with him to get away was the excuse of which time
• when i did leave with him, he had pressured me to tell him details of Tristen saying that he was going to meet up with “the big men” about this person stealing his truck and camper earlier that year…. all this was a ploy to pressure me to see if i would break down to tell.
• then he was trying to get me to have sex with him, MY FORGIVENESS DID NOT MEAN I WAS GOING TO EVER HAVE SEX WITH HIM AGAIN!!!
• the next day he came up with this “story” of how i brought to much for his camper and YES HE GAVE ME A CHOICE…BUT NOT MUCH OF ONE…EITHER WAY I KNEW I WAS GOING TO LOSE MY BELONGINGS. he could get me a storage IN ANOTHER STATE …THE STATE WE WERE IN IN…OR…I COULD GO BACK TO SAN ANTONIO…..AND STILL LOSE MY STUFF…BECAUSE I KNEW THAT HE WOULD NOT SEND MY STUFF BACK TO ME…ALL BECAUSE I WOULD NOT HAVE SEX WITH HIM AFTER HIM PUTTING ME THROUGH WHAT HE DID
BY USING CORCERION / FORCED WILLFILL COMPLIANCE TURNED IT ALL INTO HUMAN TRAFFICKING
•  to dehumanize is to strip of all identity to desensitize is to strip of all emotion
• By continually crossing my boundaries and contacting me after hours on average with being one to three in the morning is to enforce the fact that I have no boundaries which leads me to being quite upset over it making me look crazy in other words and then being called crazy or psycho or therefore invalidates my right to have in boundaries on doing this repetitively causes triggers and desensitizes and psychologically is enforcing the fact that I have no boundaries or limitations of others getting into my personal space and  my personal life.
• With each person who was “supposedly” helping me but then again still crossing my boundaries to help me therefore not even helping me at all.


THIS IS NOT A FINISHED LIST OF EXAMPLES
OTHER EXAMPLES INCLUDE:


USING COVID AS AN EXCUSE TO CANCEL 5-17, CAUSE HE GOT MAD THAT I WAS UPSET ABOUT HIM CONTINUALLY CROSSING MY BOUNADRIES…CONTROLLING MY FINACES WITHIN ONE HOUR ALL OF SUDDEN COMING UP WITH A FEVER AND COVID…THEN THE NEXT DAY MIRACOUSLY BEING BETTER AFTER I ASKED HIM TO HELP WITH MY RENT YESTERDAY ON MONDAYA, THEN GOT UPSET WHEN I WOULDNT BE WITH HIM
AND NOW IM SICK WITH MY SINSUES NEED MEDICATION FROM THE STORE, MY FINACES ARE BEING SO CONTROLLED THAT I CAN NOT GET THE MEDICAL ATTENTION THAT I NEED. WHETHER IT BE OTC MEDS OR THE DR OR THE HOSPITAL!!! 5-19

March 15th

March 15th

And hear me all we are having a massive day of going

“WHAT DA FUCK????!!!!!” LOL

Here we are going through the whole day of total fucking cyber harassment with botnets and I don’t know what cuz it’s nothing but a mess and my shit but can’t figure out how they getting in I figured it out it’s called UPNP plug and play Amazon sticks fire those fire sticks Philip Walker had a big screen hooked up to his laptop screen monitor okay he was using one of those as a server to realize and that by that server and by these Amazon fire sticks and shit you can hack into anybody’s device that’s close to you using free Wi-Fi and that’s what I was using it in Town suites on culebra So we just going to post this since there’s a lot of post screenshots we’re going to do this post on its own It deserves it anyways

This is also me going through my telegram invite list for my contacts to see their names in a list like that okay this is another resource of how I’ve gotten to compare identities in aliases My device is at 1%, so I guess we’re going to stop this one for the moment see if I can’t get them my other device and continue this fun because we still got half a month to go lol

I need to hurry up and make note right here that I try to lay down after publishing this and all of a sudden I got nauseated like as in radiation and I’m wanting to throw up like out of the blue there’s no reason why I should be wanting to throw up like it’s hurting them in the pit of my stomach and I’m trying to hold it back it’s in my throat I M wanting to throw up there is no reason why I should feel like this. Again these are the first Phase of signs and symptoms of electronic harassment. I have a feeling this the symptom that’s going to come next is me losing my hair by the gobs again like I did in 2019 in April and May in June of 2019 I lost almost all of my hair that year almost all of it

March 13th through…

March 13th continued

More more of me looking into my phone and looking at my logs and checking out identities and from parentheses from Snapchat from other resources that I’ve compared these identities to for aliases rather

March 14th

We have more mind warping from my telegram folder on this day This is them telling me I’m going to be alone in a box This is what they were telling me This is how they do psychological fucking fucking with you mind fucking you. And this is exactly why when someone asked me you know what are they doing I can’t explain it because I have to show it I can’t tell it how can I tell somebody this shit there isn’t any telling somebody this is got to be shown!!! Straight up how do you tell the police this stuff You can’t tell them you got to show them

March 14th continued

Now if you’re saying you can’t understand this no you can’t You’re not supposed to This is what’s called electronic harassment This is what they do to send you off of never Neverland trying to figure out what the fuck is wrong with your shit right Yes that’s exactly what it is if you can understand this it wouldn’t be called electronic harassment now would it nope it wouldn’t lol

This is what it looks like to try to figure out what the fuck is going on with your phone your computer and all your devices This is being shown ever which direction and loose okay So if you sit there and tell me I don’t know what the fuck you talking about I don’t know what you talking about and whatever

Just literally shut the fuck up because you ain’t never been a targeting individual being hacked and cyberstuffed and cyber harassed ever before just shut the fuck up because you just need to pay attention like I said if it was something you could understand it wouldn’t be calling cyber harassment now would it No okay so let’s continue on

March 10th through…

March 10th

This is when I started having problems not being able to load my devices so we fixing to get funkied in this good stuff here lol it’s fixing to get really good so just keep up

March 11th

This is when I went on Snapchat and I started up looking at people and my contacts list and seeing that I different different identities Snapchat and kind of trying to match that up with the rest of them the way they did there identities on the rest of the resources that I’ve been able to gather and compare all their identities to okay

March 11th continue

Ummm why would I have remote hosting by the way and this is the day that I was talking about and my blog that I just written about how I was excited to gain something I took pictures of what I bought and gained and I was proud of it and I was told that I shouldn’t even be proud of it In other words it was downplayed okay by somebody I was and still seeing matter fact. And of course why can’t I load a file???

Oh its about to get really good on the mind warping I promise just wait

March 12th


Noe these pictures are from my telegram folder matter of fact. The cellulite directly is because I was reading the science and symptoms of electronic harassment and one of those signs and symptoms is cellulite and so that was directly pointing toward what I was reading at that point in time but do you see the start of the mind warping here if you don’t just wait. Because there’s definitely more mind warping coming up

The picture of that pill this is the night that our ran into Philip Walker aka race already AKA speed racer aka Mr Enterprise and aka many other identities he has used. He was trying to feed me Adderall and get me high of course of which I did not take but I took a picture of it because I wanted to look it up. This is the night that after I gave him a blowjob he says The key words to my ad February 2019

I feel like I had my soul sucked out of me

Yes I was letting me know that he knew who I was but I didn’t know who he was until then Of course that’s when I saw he had an anklet on for hacking into a bank mind you and of course this is the night that I start having massive massive problems with my computer and my devices with bot nets and stuff being hacked into my own hotspot from my phone So this is when I started having those problems So let’s continue

March 13th

Now can you start to see the mind warping going on??? This has all of these screenshots below I found in my telegram folder in my phone

March 5th 2021 through…

March 5th

Now see as you can tell I’m trying to go back and make these as timelines okay at this point in time on this day. And at the bottom where you see the TI that was actually my first cash app sales content that i sold. And I didn’t notice it at the time but this is exactly when I started noticing these things cuz this is when I was going back to my cash app transactions actually and I noticed now that I know how old God no no no how to decode and read all this codings that they’ve been sending to me I noticed that that’s how they spill TI targeted individuals. And I just could not believe it This was on my very first transaction for my very first content sale on my cash app So they were telling me from GetGo that I was a targeted individual.

March 5th continue

Still on March 5th this is when I found this class app on my tablet I didn’t know about this little cat or mouse or whatever it is but I can’t find any fake certificates on my laptop that actually said fake certificate right and I kept getting these fake bogan IPs that kept coming up on my laptop matter of fact in March when when I went to Raymond to ask him if I could stay with him do you realize that I was forced into going into Facebook Messenger because I had blocked him in the month of February okay because he was crossing my boundaries all right but the day that I asked him to come pick me up every website I went to said insecure.. every website I went to except for what Facebook So I was forced to go to Facebook and ask him of all people to come get me out of that motel Yes I was That’s how they’ve been forcing me to do things in that direction that they won’t want me to be in.

March 6th

Now I want to know do you see the same threat that I see in these pictures

March 8th

March 9th

As you can tell I’m trying to wipe these blogs in my other website msrogueofsa. Net. And now I don’t know if you can see you the first before this first top screenshot I got some kind of no media or something file that I just put in here that I just found in My Google cloud. So I’m adding it in here

March 2021 in screenshots

March 1st

March 2nd

March 3rd

March 4th

March 4th continued

Are we having even gotten started yet I promise it’s going to get better Part two is coming up next I just don’t want to do so many screenshots on each blog because it gets to where it’s a lot. Just got to keep up with the story that’s all the one I just mentioned and this is also when I’m trying to go back and look at all all the identities okay so I’m I’m doing my investigation at the same time or trying to anyways

Constantly cooked by DEW

As I’m laying out here on the concrete under a street light dreaming of a compass misdirecting me a compass going in circles I’m giving me any direction I wake up with the realization that I’m constantly being cooked just in different forms

For example in March March 17th I realized I hadn’t realized that I had been prepped for human trafficking that was Saint Patrick’s Day. On that day I was shown on my screen that I was under surveillance by someone moving The mouse around my desktop screen for me. When I was in the shower that day I fell in the tub to my knees almost cracking the whole tub but the realization that I had been prepped in human trafficking. That’s also the night that i wrote a letter buying into the governor asking for help after which I realized I can’t even get to the governor because even if I mailed it it would be intercepted. St Patrick’s Day this year was a big deal for me. That’s also the day that Jamie Escobar one more time came to my rescue gave me $90 and $5 bills from me to pay rent. When he came to see me I wouldn’t even let him hug me because he had already filled out a screening form and he didn’t follow directions when he came down to a picture of him holding his idea up to his face. Instead he gave me a picture of his ID and his social security card acting funny about it So I wouldn’t see him until I was made I was put into the position where I had no choice but to see him I was so I would not even get close to him.

I was also able to match up his IP to the machine ID that had been using a Microsoft IP that was coming to my website a whole bunch like scary stalking a lot ok. And when I looked up this IP I got the address and when I got the address I got a James Irvin that was Microsoft certified in everything. Of course I had that PDF to show. So when I asked him about it he had told me he was coming to my website to jerk off and I said no bro that’s a lot of coming to my website to jerk off that ain’t jerking off That’s stalking. That’s the last time I spoke with that man as a wouldn’t speak to him anymore. I remember him from MocoSpace but vaguely now. When I went to go pay rent with the $90 and $5 bills it kind of scared me because I know counterfeit $5 bills was going around. And scare me that he would set me up but they took the $5 and on my way I went.

So I went back to my room and I fell asleep exhausted. Course I was having nightmares because right before that happened The whole month of March I was having problems with being hacked okay well on one of these times and I’m going to go pay rent there was that garbage can that was in front of my next door neighbor’s door with voices as I passed it up So in other words there was a recorder in the garbage, So as a wind down the steps there was this young dude look 24 maybe just up in Billy idol gorb the punk rock blonde hair the earrings the black pants all ’80s heavy metal dress and he didn’t look like he was valley girl days old you know. He didn’t know about statements like gag me with the spoon man you know he was too young to know about all that and I couldn’t understand it you know at first. I’m going to want back from paying rent I heard those voices yet again as I passed that garbage can so I knew that there was a recorder in that garbage can trying to make me go crazy likel. The day Jamie Escobar came by and brought me that $90 I got scared out of my place one more time, I called on Raymond c. Whom I had known both of these people I had known to the hobby as they call it. So I went to stay with Raymond who is young 28-ish on the west side of san Antonio. Which is all Mexican. So when I get in his truck he’s playing ’80s music I didn’t think anything of it at first You know I’m just singing along.

I bring all this up for a reason okay so follow along. So we get to Raymond’s apartment and I got to go outside to smoke which is fine with me so I go out to front door that night and stand in the corner to smoke and immediately above me upstairs I get a targeted/directed conversation between two guys talking about how they seen something on TV about how they can look following locate someone by noon technology or something Of course that’s when I found out that I was being looked up in November 114 different times by this app called blis.com from November 14th to December 3rd in my own Microsoft home account so somebody was logging into my account using my account it look me up and locate me with this app I did not know about so that’s what they were talking about okay. So I put the cigarette out in a hurry don’t know ran inside. And I didn’t say anything

Throughout the week that I stayed with him there was noise disturbance campaigns from upstairs at late night when I went to lay down on the couch Of course I wasn’t going to sleep with man considering I had been violated in my sleep before. I also noticed a few other things happening during that week that I stayed with Raymond. He kept turning the heater on in March to 85°. Yes I couldn’t understand in Texas why he would turn it up to 85 degrees.

He would also like tell me the lower my voice so the neighbors wouldn’t hear. Which I don’t understand because I wasn’t doing anything I wouldn’t even watching TV I was sitting to myself quietly like usual. And he would mouse to me like he wouldn’t even say a sound he would now see me acting like I could understand him What he was doing was trying to drive me crazy and then he turn around and turn the heater on again to 85°, 88°, and I’d be turning the fan on and going Raymond What the fuck could you doing bro You’re killing me! You’re cooking me I’m hot! It was at night time about 11:30 he would get me so upset between now them words to me I couldn’t see and understand him or hear him say, along with the noise disturbance campaigns that was going on at the same time My head would tingle… I didn’t realize it at the time I was being cooked.

Not only that but when he would go to work during the day when I would walk outside to go smoke a cigarette Now this is in Mexican part of town where they’re all playing Mexican music but when I stepped outside, The neighbors and the other building across from me would look up at me pick up the phone and all of a sudden Tammy wynette would be playing. Now this is music to my dad listen to when I was growing up. And I mean Raymond every time he turned around when he walked in the living room where I was sleeping on the couch he would turn his music on to ’80s music. At first I didn’t think anything of it until I looked up outside that day and saw that neighbor looking straight at me staring as he picked up his phone and then turned it on to ’80s music country music music I know that Mexicans don’t listen to because they’re blaring Mexican music obviously.

They were mind warping my childhood away from me. And it started that day that I saw that garbage can in front of my door on the side of me

So a couple of days of me staying there with Raymond we went to the store and got a week’s worth of TV dinner’s and stuff for me to eat for the week while he was at work. It was on a Sunday he got back from his mom’s from washing clothes and he made some soup very loudly like a noise disturbance campaign like he was slamming the doors and slamming this and he got his soup and he slurped it so much and so now it didn’t like ear and I didn’t pay no mind to it you know I ignored him.

Also during this time it was the first time that my cash app card was being fraudulently used as a way to start telling me I was a target by making charges at target.com or by using it as a way to add up numbers at to be 666 to torment me by. The like they did yesterday making another charge at target.com

It was was on this Sunday night after he made the soup and threw it in the sink and showed me this new $200 watch in this $130 cologne and this $170 whatever that added up to be $1,300 I knew he had gotten a stimulus check in I knew where he worked but he didn’t make that much money there was no neurological reason that he had that amount of money besides him getting paid off that he would have money like that to throw around.

And also gotten some weed and smoked the joint with me at that point telling me he got it from the cartel which mind fucking me one more time. That’s Sunday night after he threw his bowl in the sink loudly and there was a noise disturbance campaign upstairs again with beating on the floor and slamming things on the floor and fighting and you know whatever just to keep me up one more time the head started tingling as she turned the heater on to 88 degrees one more time.

That’s when I told him I would not be there the next day when he got back from work.

True to my word I left and that’s when I went to studio 6 on Fredericksburg.

So April 1st I paid some rent at studio 6 there during that month that’s when I woke up at 4:00 to the door being opened. Letting me know that I would never know when room or where. That weekend there was a lot of Mexican standing around my door in as an intimidation tactic I guess.

That’s all for the month that 3 days in a row someone comes up to me in a car The first two times was at night when I walked to the Shell station they’re closing time asking me if I need a ride. With the third time being boxed in after paying rent at studio 6 with a car and a minivan with the minivan door facing my way sliding door as in another threat telling me I would never know when where or who.

When I first got to that studio six they were playing mind warping music by my window. Continually.

That’s also the month that they were doing car alarms regularly programming me on that one as well.

That’s also the month that the person I’m still seeing Tristan at the end of my 30 days wasted my hours counting down to my rent The last day I was supposed to pay rent and be able to have my taxes taken off that I almost didn’t get to pay it. Telling me one more time to do something about it about all this stalking. And how when I was excited about gaining something he told me that I shouldn’t do why should anybody be proud of me gaining something when I was proud of myself for it.

May comes around I’m at home gate on laurite dr. Because I had been pushed out scared out of studio 6 on Fredericksburg so I ended up at home gate for a month a little over about yeah about a month because on June 21st was my last day there at HomeGate in June 22nd I ended up at Haven for Hope shelter. Where I was trained and taught how to sleep on the concrete in the heat.

So I was positioned conditioned for the last 3 months June July and August to be put in the heat to be cooked. And it all started in March where I was being cooked.

I’m starting to have the same first phase symptoms in signs of electronic harassment and directed energy weapons as I experienced in 2018.

So they’re doing it to me again. And then I’ll started when I ran into racer ready or Philip Walker or any other of his numerous aliases that night at InTown suites on culebra where I was getting hacked and found that I was my location was looked up on 114 different times. Where he told me code letters “radar.na”

After I post this post and publish it I’m going to make another post and I’m going to put the pictures out there the screenshots of the mind warping that they were doing to me of the kind of pictures that I was finding on my in my telegram folder in my phone and on the screenshots like the clash app that I found on my phone and my tablet that was put in there that I was aware of I’m going to show you just what was going on in the month of March alone so I’m going to go ahead and post this and then I’m going to make another post that goes to this in pictures because it’s unbelievable until you see what I have to show you So this is part one

Daily log April 2021

I had started writing from the first day and went up so to understand start reading from the bottom up….. Sorry

Monday, April 19, 2021
1:44 AM8

April 21st 2021 1211 a.m..

With the continued stress over the last month now especially last week in the state of fear that I’ve been constantly in since the 10th or before then and the forest isolation I am now showing obvious signs of disorientation. What started to be going to the store two doors to the building’s down I even checked to see if I had my card with me what I thought was my room key card ended up being Best buy card which is also blue normally I would have noticed this and went like I said but started off to be a quick trip to the store next door ended up being 38 minutes on the phone on hold with the motel management to try to get a key to get me into my room I’m just leaving me into a panic with thoughts of oh my god I’ve been away from my room for too long there’s it’s obvious somebody could have came in my room at any time the sleeves my room being very vulnerable which of course leads me into a message panic attack I did not then I see a car that is circling around continually looking like I think a Camaro and a newer Camaro I’ve been on the world so long I don’t even know cars anymore which is leading into another panic attack I see this car is circling both across the street where I’m located in over here where I’m at continually which leads me into like I said a massive panic attack behind that there were three days in a row and that car has stopped me with the last but the third day looking like a kidnapping situation this leads me into another state of freaking fear like you don’t know at the regional manager I had to call reservations the regional manager the reservations you can tell I’m shaking and I can’t really dictate this right now but I need to reservations which then led to them calling the regional manager which led me to be in the whole I just got off the phone with her oh she said maintenance it should be coming up soon to let me in the door they know who they’re letting him all I want to do is get back in my room and safety or someone safety I know I’m not even safe in my room but I’m dictating this as I’m going through it because it’s obvious the first isolation for so long and that speaking with anybody is causing me to the state of disorientation that I’m in and they’ll experiencing.


This situation has left me to feel very vulnerable very open I’m very out with no lights on are very little lighting this leads me feeling more trapped but out in the open being fun but vulnerable which I can now tell my daughter is showing more and more my body started it is been shaking for 40 minutes now and I’m feeling very I feel very scared and very vulnerable very open very difficulty of kidnapping me is can be very highly likely and by the time anybody sees to some cameras it would be way too late and then I can’t even think right now I can’t even think I’m trying to say this is leading more disorientation which is not a good situation and I know it. B


I had the notion of already having 911 dialed on my phone that’s how scared I am being left out here in the open and being disoriented as I know that I am right now on and very cold my body is weak but you know from all of the situations that I’ve been experiencing definitely giving I’m part of the breakdown process of not being able to fight like I normally would be able to the things that are going through the line right now that are racing is it in Nashville right now the things that I’m thinking about what angles only it’s been sitting at the front door at the office on top of my 12 pack mountain dew in the cold scared to death.


During this whole fiasco here it looks like the charge from SPN choppitron on my cash app has finally been canceled thank God I’m guessing because I did make a report of this on cash app but when it did go through or somehow that I’m sure that this was reported fraudulent charge made on my card

It’s now 12:24 a.m. I started this excursion an hour ago I wasn’t supposed to be going out in my room this long it’s way too long for me

Just as a note on these are the kinds of things that go through my mind like people who’s hear me crying or freaking out or whatever that doesn’t know what I have actually going through like no one can know but me these are the kinds of things that grow from the mind that I understand constant care about I am actually dictating this in my stutters real bad as I am going for movies showing my emotions of State of mind my it’s just just everything that I’ve been experiencing and went home it can take on human body and what it has taken on me the things that nobody knows about them it’s not explainable because by the time I get to try to explain this it’s too too much drama at that point too be able to get it out of my mouth because I can barely get it out of my mouth to dictate this

I did my three frozen dinners tonight and I keep thinking of my head that thank God I didn’t buy ice cream but at this point my food is pretty much defrosting and well I haven’t ate all day long as of yet and I’m hungry but of course this leads me to not want to eat now because my stomach is are you yet again and nots

I go to check my balance and my cash app card account I had $3 and something in my account with this cancellation it the announce now is $9.99 which is upside down 666 wonderful


My phone is at no at 5% and I’m starting to really freak the fuck out I want to do is get inside and no maintenance is coming nobody so far I’m freaking out I’m to vurernable with no phone


1:39 am i haven’t been in my room 10 mins. Car alarm goes off 3 beeps

Total was on hold one hr 20 mins with TWO senior management trying to get someone out to unlock my door . I got totally freaked out while out at the office. That suspicious car ended up parking across the street facinng the direction of me. I didn’t like. That so I quickly came to my door. At 1% on my phone still on hold, I’m shaking uncontrollably, both legs jumping shaking bad, crying uncontrollably. Totally freaking 9ut at this point. I KNOW this is contributing more to the ALREADY breakdown process that’s going on with my body. I ALREADY THis situation is making my body more tired and exhausted. I ALREADY know the factors that are involved and am aware…and TRYING to make sure that I stay aware. But the body can only handle so much. And with the fact of over 1 month time frame of constant torment, being terrorized, constant state of fear, sleep deprivation because if all the mess that others just constantly seem to feel to have liberties of fucking my life up, the forced isolation and alienation, my body’s defense is so low and weak. You can keep yourself aware the best you can only for so long.




April 20th 2021 Tuesday

10:28 Pm by all the sudden felt myself get tensed up and feel really irritated all of a sudden followed by extreme heat throughout my body real quick. Along with pain down my throughout my right side of my neck down through my right arm, through my wrist and my fingers. Showing signs of being attacked. This following earlier about 3 hours ago I crashed out instantly to having a migraine that was on the right side of my head my right side of my brain the whole right side from the back to the front but I can feel my head tingling on that side. This being the second night in a row that I am experiencing extreme migraines all the sudden. Yes of course is consistent with the EMF microwaving attacks that is explained.

After going through my computer all day yesterday on Monday and all day today just being 10:34 p.m. at night I’m saying this I have found a a strange icon in my documents folder come to realize it is a default RDP remote program that I was not aware of . And right next to it is a desktop “(new)” in file that was not there before. I have also found text files for settings that show redirection on different websites. I realized today that I underwent a series of DDOS attacks on my computer through my hotspot because I have not used public Wi-Fi at all. I’ve realized that all last week the constant keeping me busy kind of thing I kept me away from noticing these things being put on my computer though I have woke up to some strange things like two internet thanks ml files on my desktop one morning and can figure out how that ended up there just different things that show up on my computer that I obviously did not put there.

I I also realized that the tactics the fear mongering that are used the could have been kidnapping situation on this is a ploy to keep me in fear which is again breaking down my brain keeping me always stressed these are just poison tactics used to try to ensure that I don’t turn anyone in making me feel like the disc was cartel related which I’m sure probably is not but just a boy to as far as the suggestions go appoint to keep me from turning all this in.

I have also been trying to clean out my external hard drives being that they’re full which I have started going through my Google data that I have downloaded one of my Google accounts showed activity with a remote for an Android that actually coincides with the timeline of when my desktop all of a sudden would just when I was freaking out seeing my things on my desktop disappear and reappear February March of 2018. which obviously now has been sent to me that this is all been done by remote access to my computer without me ever realizing it.

I have also found several of my settings and my policies in the guts of the computer set to impersonation of me and several other different settings to that should not have been set or I had extra people or uid or whatever it’s called to document who it is starting with the “s” phone number so whatever showing several different of these numbers that should not have been in these policies showing that they had access to override a lot of my policies or files or what have you.

As well as in my events security events I noticed a lot of my credentials had been going through and the settings were done to over succeed my settings which when I found a document an article about the remote access I come that I found it coincides with the DDOS attacks then doing

At 11:15 a.m. this morning I received an email from Robert Hernandez whom I have suspected that has been somewhat a part of this since September the night that I found the objects under my bed therefore indicating they were supposedly indicating that black magic was being used on me as well as also indicating that either someone had came in without my knowledge or somebody who is visiting had placed those objects under my bed without my knowledge. When I had found those objects that night I had dropped my knees on and discussed in shocking all the other emotions I was feeling it just so happens that that exact time I did the same person contacts and wants to visit right away which of course I tell him I can’t spend extra time and then he proceeds to go I have to leave afterwards of course is what I’m thinking. Since this night he has consistently caused problems or invalidated me or you know done several other things that show signs of involvement.

Again this morning was no different after the last emails that he had sent I had not answered I don’t know why he would go to think that I would answer back again he sent an email both to my protonmail account into my website account emails just saying that he sent in and meet up with the deposit. Obviously this was a point to try to get me to enable my cash app card. Which I never got any notifications of any money being deposited and I never got any notifications of any form being sent in so of course first of all it’s going to ignore him anyways but obviously after these two things were not I didn’t get notifications for these two items I therefore new this was a definite ploy to get me to enable my cash app card.

this morning I woke up yet again to one of my Gmail accounts this one this time around my little Moon playing account showing that I needed my birthday added in there to comply with the wall which obviously someone has been going into all of my accounts and taking my birthday out of my Gmail accounts therefore sabotaging and jeopardizing my accounts yet again. and of course this doesn’t matter how many times I change my email my passwords and this page conflicted detected in my OneNote as I am dictating these notes should not be conflicted this is showing that they are in my account and I have just changed my Microsoft home password this morning so they should not be in my accounts or should not have access at d all

For the last two days on my computer has been in airplane mode while I’ve been checking my computer so obviously I’m not getting back my computer back online until the remote desktop situation is resolved along with several other things that like I’ve mentioned before and that I know I can therefore get online without my privacy being invaded and without jeopardizing what I’m trying to do.

Before I forget a lot of these files that I have found had been dated April 4th which is 2 days prior to Tristan contacted me to bring a mountain dew and leave it into the laundry room at the motel that I’m at. I have also found some files dated March 30th that like I said should not have been in my computer at all I’m trying to keep memory of what I need when all I have found today and what I have experience thus far.


April 19th 2021 Monday morning

1:28am Car alarm for 2 seconds noise disturbance campaign

2:39 am all my files are FINALLY able to download. Like EVERYTHING that I had been trying to get accomplished earlier all day and all night long, IS FINALLY GOING THROUGH. I knew something/someone was slowing down my computer and sabotaging EVERYTHING I was TRYING TO DO ALL DAY! I Mean my computer is “dinging” it’s butt off right now with everything going through.

I had an extreme migraine..

I had a package from Amazon I did my first order for the year from Amazon and one of my packages had been delivered with a picture of the package that was on my doorstep in my account at Amazon when I open the door I did not find my package as I went to the office it is not there as well so I have had to contact Amazon and let them know that the package was stolen therefore they had thank God refunded these funds to my account but this again yet is intentional showing of continued sabotage of me trying to lift my life back up from yet again being homeless and hungry and everything that I have gone through consistently time and time again showing consistent sabotage of everything in my life..

April 18, 2021 Sunday

6:30 AM phone gets extremely hot again, EMF ALERT (108 degrees was the highest it got all day.)
12:52 PM car alarm
2:06 PM car alarm

I spent my whole day doing nothing go around circles everything is sabotaged so bad I can’t figure out anything I got 10 15 20 different copies of each and every file seriously that’s how bad things have been sabotage.

I now have gone through all of my stimulus money when it was supposed to go to an apartment specifically. And because I spent all week and all month doing with this shit and I’ve wasted yet more money on my stuff that I needed for me going behind trying to figure out what was going where and what was going this and who is going in all this stuff is so much a mess it’s so fucking much a mess.

Before March 12th this was going on but on the night that that dude named racer ready and the other 15 other laces he has ran into me ever since that night I had not slept I’ve stayed in one place on my bed and that is it I haven’t taken a bath until late at night I’ve been staying in here I’m shaking bed so bad my nerves are on edge I don’t get up to take a bath till 10 11:00 at night I don’t even eat I don’t get up to pee because there’s so much mess going around next.

All the certificates on my computer say remote access I keep getting unsecure connections my VPN is showing that someone has messed with my stuff it’s non-stop electronic harassment there is no moving anywhere to get away from this there is no not when I mean what the fuck ever but still this is a big state I deserve to live where the fuck I want to live in peace God damn it without fucking God damn electronic harassment. I’m so fucking frustrated right now but a headache it’s bigger than Texas at this point at this point it’s Grand canyon size headache with all this shit that I’ve gone through

Aoril 17, 2021 Saturday

12:57;

To note: I noticed throughout all of this there’s three women’s names that are being used over and over again Jennifer Mary and Vicky.

Also to note: in February I noticed that when I wasn’t talking to trust him when I was upset with him all the sudden Tony contacted me on Valentine’s Day when we hadn’t talked in a while. And yet it happened again today Tristan couldn’t get in touch with me on Tuesday. By Friday night Saturday morning Tony was contacting me.

April 16, 2021 Friday
April 15, 2021 Thursday

Thursday was trying all day long to ATTEMPT to get in touch with attorneys and battered women’s shelter…I noticed BOTH of my charging cords for tablet and phone all of sudden more or less, sliced/unraveled whatever you want to call it, to the point I spent all day trying to charge something and never got to make my calls.


April 14, 2021 Wednesday

Went to go pay rent, walked out of the office car pulled up on the side of me, sounded “gay” asked me if I wanted a ride. That didn’t give me a good feeling being that I was in the parking lot from the office. And just walked out from The office.

At the same time there was a baby blueish mini van that was on the road, going towards fredericksburg rd, in other words where the sliding door was in my direction. When I kept walking, the mini van let the in the car out, then mini van pulled in turned around and followed the car…I was being boxed in.

Any woman KNOWS that’s a kidnapping situation. It scared the living fuck out of me.


April 13, 2021 Tuesday


April 12, 2021 Monday

Go to wash clothes around evening time, someone in a car passes me, hollars out at me “hey, you remember me.” Yes I briefly spoke to him In the office at home suite’s when I was stuck in the office homeless.



April 11 2021 Sunday

Same thing, didn’t move tried to accomplish something


April 10 2021 Saturday

I got woke up at 4:01 a.m. to bottles clanking in the garbage can outside but it is like it is right in my ear. I turned over and noticed my door was cracked open which freaked me off. But considering I had been in fear all day long yesterday the day before I was exhausted. because I shook the bed all day long and just trying to reach out in fear trying to figure out what I was going to do how this going to do it I’ve realized that I’ve been pushed off at every social platform and now I know I’m no longer have any resources or anything so I was freaking out all day.

I got put the ottoman in front of the door pushed it out all the way against it and then had two mountain dew boxes and I had them straight on there and normally that would have kept me up but I was so tired I passed out again.

When I woke up to go pay rent close to noon I noticed the Ottoman and the boxes were Temple dober a little bit in the ottoman was pushed out away from the door son that meant somebody tried a second time to come through.

9:10 pm somebody had knocked on the door and never moved never said a word they waited a couple of minutes and then they started messing with the door knob that’s when I hollered out excuse me and they stopped it started tapping on the window.

After I woke up and paid rent, I didn’t move away from that spot on the bed, STARING AT THE FUCKING DOOR, I DIDN’T EVEN BATHE. 3 rd night in one week, I didn’t get to stop to take a bathe, it’s been that much shit happening.

Someone ended up bringing me something to eat, I wouldn’t move away from watching the door.

April 9 2021 Friday

I go to the store really late, almost closing time. I noticed when I’m walking to the store so not he is walking alongside me but in the parking lot on the other side of the fence the same way I’m walking at the same time there’s this dude I’ve noticed I recognized his face before and he is on kick as well passing me up coming from like the direction from the store.

When I’m coming up to my parking lot from the store just to get cigarettes I went and go long I noticed someone lottering right by my door it was a lot of Mexicans that weekend here. So I walk in.

I was really tired and exhausted being that I had spent the whole day long trying to figure out what I was going to do I was in totally fear for my life I didn’t know who to call realize that there’s no resources I’ve been pushed on offer every platform not knowing what I was going to do knowing that just keeps escalating and I don’t know what to do about it

April 8, 2021 Thursday

At 6:03 PM A fraudulent Uber account was made using msrogue@msrogueof.net


April 7, 2021 Wednesday


April 6 2021 Tuesday

I’m last saw tristen on the 21st of March was a Sunday, I thought it to be weird that he cannot and told me that he was horny. So he wanted to come by sure he came by. That was the last time I saw him. That Tuesday on March 23rd is when I had to again run for my life. He disappears I don’t hear from him on the 23rd and I don’t hear from him oddly enough on March 30th. The second Tuesday.

Today the third Tuesday he almost sudden wants to pop in and says he’s delivering packages but don’t let me know what he’s talking about and he wants to bring me a mountain dew. I got really upset.

Personally speaking I’m dealt with nothing but two and a half weeks of nothing but people having liberties of my life and he cannot even bother to ask anything about if I wanted him to come over I got pretty upset with being put off and then ignored and again one more time today he just let the fuck out of me just like he did last year and I just had enough.

August 26, 2021 5:56 pm, just came to me to write it

I find myself disassociating into my music

Where i realize this is what they want

As i disassociate frim all the trauma and the hurt

I find myself slipping, slipping away from the world
.
As i begin to fooat, float above myself

Like a ballon

Now i know what they’ve been meaning

As i cant socialize in society any longer

As know one can feel my pain,
Feel my trauma

Now i know, now i know what they’re whole goal is

To disassociate myself leaving me on the concrete away from the world

This is where i start to sweat bulkets

This is what the trauma does to me i sweat i stutter to where i cant talk
.
As i scream out in my head for someone to help ne

To hear ne

To make it all stop

That im 8nnocemt

Ive done nothing wrong to go through this pain theis traima

Why cant i get the help that the government promises i can get

Why do i have to prove im a victim

While they get away with the complete perfect murder

As im sitting in kfc eating line the animal that they have made me to be

With my earphones in hming to candlebox

Every song just fits as im swaying

Ricking back and forth to comfort only myself as i feel the guitar solo in my heart and soul

This is so wrong to do tjus to anyone much kess the innocent

God i pray, oh i pray for the blood of Jesus to protect me from these faceless murderers that get away Scott free

I pray to God and i try to keep strong even in my weakest of movements. I just pray to wrap his blanket aeound me and hold me tightly

Cease and Desist Letter Part 1 Information * Page 4 of 5 * Rogue Warrior

Cease and Desist Letter Part 1 Information * Page 4 of 5 * Rogue Warrior Saturday, May 8, 2021 2:22 PM Clipped from:

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August 26th 2021 it seems that I am going to the first stages of electronic harassment that I started going through and noticeably in 2018 so I’m going through all the stages one more time and start I feel the sexual tingling and overcoming of the horniness the bite headedness the overheating of my body real quick several other of the symptoms again so I feel like I’m going through the first stages all over again

I’m publishing this but I’m not finished with my experiences

Symptoms of Electronic Harassment and Unhealthy EMF Levels and Also Directed Energy Weapons (DEW) Taken directly from:

https://thedewdropin.com/symptoms-of-electronic-harassment-in-stages

I have added an example of what I have gone through with each one of these phases in parentheses

Symptoms of extremely high and extremely low EMFs and Directed Energy Weapons or (DEW) Please keep in mind that not all symptoms are experienced in an exact order – you may experience the worst symptoms first – or the least of the symptoms in a later stage. You will experience symptoms depending on the method of electronic stalking used on you by your perpetrators.

FIRST STAGE SIGNS:

Visual Hallucinations: Both adults and children should attempt to carefully sense whether they feel a shock or see lights as they drift off to sleep. Seeing colored lights is commonly reported. This is most likely contributed to the use of lasers by your perpetrators.

Extreme eye redness and feelings of grittiness and something stuck in the eyelid or on the eye.

Extreme eye redness comes from several things.

One – it can be a health problem like pink eye.

Two – it can be from sheer exhaustion and being tired.

However – In the case of gang stalking – eye redness and grittiness is something that occurs in the eyes after demodulation and lots of it.

It also comes from what is known as an LED Incapacitator – a strobe type weapon that affects sight.

Other things that cause red eyes in gang stalking – laser weapons and possibly just the higher frequencies themselves. Long term exposure and saturation of radiation will also break eye tissue down.

(I would like to say and add in here that 2 years ago I was experiencing bouts of having eye problems, it seemed like a white “film” would be blinding me, hurting my eyes. To where I had to lay down and put warm wash cloths over my eyes, cause it was so bothersome. It would happen about, I guess betweeen 2 and 4 in the morning. Also When I went to the eye doctor last, 2 years ago. I had problem being able to look through the maching to do the eye exam I couldn’t hold my eyes open to look through it. My eyes would water and just coldn’t see. between the eye dr and I, we were both doing things to literally PRY my eyes open in order to do some of the exam. As I was NOT able to go through all of the exam)

Ringing in the ears or tone bursts – Can be various pitches, constant, intermittent, occurring in both ears or in only one ear. Can sound like a low rumbling noise or like a buzzing mosquito, for example. Victims report a feeling of discomfort that accompanies the noise. From what I have read – the type of discomfort was not noted. Some report the noise being loud enough to cause excruciating pain.

(I’ve had this ringing in the ears March of 2019 it’ll be a low bus or a high pitch and I left here sometimes it sounds like crickets or a squeaking wheel)

(this would be in the ears and inner ear and possible include headaches)

Clicking noises inside the head: Many report hearing “clicks” in their sinuses and/or their ears has also been noted. Unaccountable increase in heart rate. Rapid Heart Rate.

This symptom and the following symptoms are most likely experienced after high levels of microwave energy are aimed at you. It could be widespread energy surrounding you in an open area or it could be a direct signal aimed precisely at your body or head. According to Mercola.com, a study conducted by Dr. Magda Havas of Trent University found that the levels of microwave frequency radiation we see in home kitchens is significant enough to affect both heart rate and heart rate variability.

(The increased heart rate I went through in 2016 when I lost my son I thought it was the fact that I was going through so much with losing my son but the doctor had literally put me on nitroben and also put me on the nitro bit patch that I was supposed to wear 12 hours a day 12 hours on 12 hours off I also experienced this in 2018 a second time when I was being put under so much pressure thinking again that I had another small heart attack being that I had went through it two years prior)

Nervousness.

(The nervousness agitation anxiety irritability and aggravated reactions I was going through in 2018 I was also being mobbed and bombarded with telephone calls email bombing at the same time I didn’t know exactly what it was at the time I was doing this but it was all happening all at once and people would wonder why I was agitated all the time again I thought this was a psychic vampires doing this the point in time taking energy from me)

Anxiety.

Agitation.

Irritability.

Aggravated reactions.

Manipulation of body parts: Muscles are pulsed and/or contracted involuntarily. Feet, legs, arms, and individual fingers can be made to move by sudden jerking or the motion can be slow and controlled.

(Even as a kid I had the doctors had diagnosed me with restless leg syndrome I’m constantly taking in my sleep and I would deal with spasms as soon as I would try to go to sleep and I still deal with it now when I got to try to white when I’m about to go to sleep I start to have major spasms in my nerves not just my muscles)

This often occurs at night in bed, although it can occur anywhere and at any time. The reason for this symptom is to keep you from falling asleep. Or to wake you up after you have fallen asleep. Whichever way and however you are being hunted – for example – through electrical brain signals and activity, voice modulation and activation, a chip in your body or even heat sensing of your body –

All of these types of body measurements would show instant changes as you start drifting off to sleep. In other words – your perp knows you are getting sleepy and you don’t really know or understand how. This scares you – don’t let it. You should already be at a place that you know you are being watched. In essence – it turns out that our own bodies will tell on us and let our perpetrators know when we are nodding off. Or even as we sleep.

Sexual attacks:

Many report the sensation of having their genitalia manipulated. Both men and women report this. It involves tingling, prickling, arousal and/or pain of the genital area. It is a particularly disturbing and traumatic experience, with the accompanying sensation of being severely violated. Given the “artificial/electronic” nature of it, there is no question that it is not by any stretch a “natural” occurrence. Included in this category would be – Erection or erectile dysfunction.

(I’ve experienced this starting 2018 this is when I thought that it was psychic vampire attacks all of a sudden I would start to get an overwhelming urge of horniness that seemed to be uncontrollable I can say for myself that it felt very violating to have this kind of attack and not know what this was and not be able to explain it to me anybody This is also when I thought that I was going through a menopause at the point in time where I was getting a life-headed dizzy and I would have to grab the closest thing next to me before I fell on the floor I did not realize I was going through these attacks like this and that’s when I thought I was going through menopause. At first you get a tingling sensation later on I was getting tingling in my head but it starts at the trunk of your body and it works itself way up to your face and you get really red in your ears and you just I would want to crawl into the freezer to cool down like I said later on the tingling in my head that came when I was being hit really hard with the energy weapons when it became very noticeable)

Compressed vertebrae upon waking.

Extreme lower back tightness.

Overall bone pain and bone throbbing and discomfort.

Sensitivity to sound.

This is due to the overall saturation of the brain with EMFs and ELFs and demodulation.

Over time, the use of high energy can break down the brain and hearing. Depression.

Mood changes.

ELFs are most commonly the cause of this – since a person cannot hear the frequencies – instead – a person can only feel a heaviness and pressure in both body and mind.

Minor spasms and Charlie horses

Piercing sensation on skin:

This involves the feeling that the skin is being pierced by a needle.

(I often feel like I’ve got electricity going through me or needle pinpricks and my skin I’ve experienced this over quite a number of years now)

Some report this as painful, while others only experience it mildly. Usually from microwave assaults.

Light burning sensation over the arms or legs.

(light running sensation feels like I’m being burned from from the inside out with March or April of 2018 feeling like I was experiencing hell on earth. Of which at that point in time I was on Twitter and documenting this on Twitter as I was going through it as well as trying to watermark all my content to Tell my content which time that I was working through this horrible feeling The only thing that relieved my burning was getting in a cool shower That’s when I asked the starting experiencing the ringing in my ears with that night that I considered to be called hell on Earth)

Finding burn marks on the arms, neck, legs, stomach or anywhere for that matter.

(I’ve documented 2 years of my face being burned with Easter of 2020 to see where my brain was so swollen it was swollen out of my skull and it was mushy in my forehead my brain was so swollen)

If a microwave weapon is being used – burns are common. Internal burning sensations occur in this category – and in this instance – can be lethal because your internal organs are being cooked. The U.S. military uses a non-lethal weapon called an active denial system that employs millimeter waves (which are a type of microwave, contrary to what the military website says) to heat up the surface of a person’s skin. Inability to concentrate. Again, from demodulation and high frequencies – and tearing down of brain tissue.

Long term effect or short term with head covering and protection, Loss of memory. Fogginess. Forgetfulness. Also due to demodulation and frequencies secondary to Electromagnetic radiation.

And High saturation levels of radiation on the brain. Mild pressure in the head, a cloudy feeling would be included in this symptom. Night sweats. and also day sweats…even in cool air conditioning.

Sensitivity of ear to the touch. Burning feeling in the ear or earlobe. Upon waking finding that the muscles of the back are tingling as if electrified. GERD (difficulty in swallowing).

Other stomach, esophagus and Intestinal problems. Diarrhea. Severe arthritis.

Muscle aches and bone aches.

Blurred eye sight.

That may or may not improve with prescription eyewear. Teeth snap together when drowsy.

Grinding of teeth and tooth pain in the morning.

Sleep deprivation – Loss of Sleep:

(I’ve experienced massive amounts of sleep deprivation loss of sleep I’ve also experienced voice to skull And synthetic telepathic thoughts)

This is commonly reported and achieved any number of ways, but usually involving excessive noise and demodulation and waves of energy being sent into your head from above – through the mattress under you or floor you are laying on. Anxiety attacks: Many people experience a racing or pounding heart just as they are about to go to sleep.

Nails become wavy.

(I have not experienced my nails becoming wavy yet noticed I said yet)

Water and cellulite accumulations on the upper thigh and buttocks from cellular fluids displaced generally from the head and upper body especially in women, where those fluids find ready redistribution in those areas.

(again this is another something I have not experienced as of yet)

Changes in the tone of the internal voice.

(I’ve also experienced this)

Like confusion on whether it is your own thought or not.

Waking up in extreme pain.

(again I’ve also experienced this)

Spontaneous tears without emotional thinking.

(I’ve experienced it August 25th 2021)

Breaking down and crying and not knowing why.

(I experienced this yesterday August 25th 2021 or where I just broke down and Lily did not know why)

Sinus problems:

Those who suffer from sinus problems report it to be very painful and agitating, with the sinuses filling up and pulsing, often preventing sleep from occurring.

Increased need to urinate during the night.

Feeling puffs of air on the face and back or side of head,

(I felt a puff of air on September 2018 that was the day that somebody or something put my cup from the tub upside down in my bathroom that I do have a picture of my right arm that I felt the puff of air)

due to demodulation of energy near the surface of the skin.

Demodulation is probably only felt somewhere on the skull and not elsewhere. This is because demodulation of energy is used to break down brain tissue and tissue in the face and eyes. As far as the head – First demodulation – p-f-f-f-t sound and feeling and then normally

V2K…voice to skull commands. And normally in that order.

Hearing Voices or abnormal sounds:

About half of the targeted people hear voices or unwanted sounds, often identified to be voices of those who are perpetrating the crime. The technology exists to transmit sound inside peoples heads, bypassing the ears altogether. There is speculation that this is a form of microwave hearing. Some report hearing the voices outside of their heads, as though there is a speaker inside their home somewhere.

Neurophones are the weapon of choice in throwing sound at an intended target.

Sensation that blood is trickling into localized areas of the brain and other parts of the body. This feeling is akin to the impression that these areas were devoid of blood.

Street Theatre: Some people experience what is called “street theatre” – a form of harassment that involves multiple stalkers participating in aggravating the target, very often involving noise campaigns.

(I have experienced lots of strict theater on numerous occasions)

This will probably be done with other neighbors witnessing the display of aggravated hostility – making it seem or appear that the target deserves the intended abuse.

Computer problems:

(I have massive amounts of computer problems at all times I’ve been under surveillance noticeably since 2018 when I go to try to get this evidence together for the attorney my computer and/or devices slow down I can’t keep a charge. I have to work in between 3 and 4 devices at all times. In other words when one device starts acting up I go to the next and then I go to the next device and then I go to the next device I’m always being frustrated with my devices always having a problem somehow I can’t ever finish with I’m trying to do and it’s they making an evident to me that they are locating me by finding my mobile along with watching charges on my cash app card from the store Target they’re also using my cash app card and using it to stay technically doing number games adding up to 666 on my card to harass me continually)

Although victims are certainly not alone in having computer problems, they report frequent issues with emails as well as general computer use.

Also areas of problems are – text messages – and phone calls –

(My phone calls are being redirected My emails have been redirected any kind of communication that I try to call out for help it has been redirected and I have found proof of this I hear recently dating today’s date August 26th 2021 showing redirection of my debit card SSI calls trying to get in touch with my director express and it’s showing call me hustle 86 who has been in my contact list from local space since 2017. I’ve also had 211 calls redirected and somebody has been calling *86 and it’s showing somebody on my contact list)

your stalkers are most often nearby with a police stingray or a fake cell phone tower and can intercept your calls and watch your browsing history. Best bet – purchase a virtual VPN and do not use bank accounts or anything personal while using wireless or your cell phone.

Use a hard wired connection when doing anything personal.

Also, make sure you have an anti-identity theft purchased to protect your SSN and always search your background (or do a background check on yourself) to make sure that someone is not trying to destroy your life for the whole country to see.

Destruction of property:

(Yes destruction of property let’s go through this step here just touching a property all of my items and my altar was destroyed moved messed with Lawrence on my makeup cases marks made on my closet door. Here’s some money come in while I’m taking a shower finding my items move while I’m in the shower finding my shower head upside down into a noose as a death threat, finding the emergency route frame that was on the door tipped to the side waking up to my door being open at 4:00 in the morning I’ve had several incidents of my property being destroyed in this situation or moved or more or anything of this nature)

Items are vandalized but not to the degree that it would appear to be vandalism to someone else. This technique is called “Gaslighting” and is a form of subtle revenge. The purpose is to incur numerous small costs over time to the targeted individual, thereby raising stress levels, as well as to undermine a person psychologically by creating a sense of self-doubt and insecurity.

Your home being broken into and things being found out of place, food is tampered with or tainted, clothes are ripped or torn – this method of harassment is a reoccurring method of attack by gang members.

(Yes this was made evident to me that maintenance from Budget suites was coming in to my place placing laundry used laundry sheets in my apartment when he came by me and stated oh you going to do laundry huh these people are from Kik and Kik groups and they’re under the satanic pig group says well I’ll help them have the common denominator of kick kick groups hellgram and MocoSpace)

(This is not the first time my places have been broken too as I’ve got evidence of footprints and salt that I laid down on the ground on the carpets from bandera in town suites and 2018)

This is done most often by a locksmith who is also a gang stalker – this person can get in and out of your house without detection and can only be stopped with a good door jam or window jam…which forces a stalker to either break glass and be found out or to walk away from with plans of going at you from a different direction.

(I’ve also experienced loss of information on my SD card on my phone and had to buy another SD card but the phone was encrypted so I didn’t lose the information on my phone)

You might also buy a SD card camera (not wireless) to catch any movement. Normal security measures and cameras can be hacked into by an adept gang stalker. So, if you are considering any security system – don’t bother.

Hacking is a big part of who gang stalkers are.

(it’s been obvious to me that I’ve been hacked continually and I’m staying hacked I’ve gone through three different phone companies and my number is changed on a continual basis I’ve also gotten three Google voice numbers that of which I never used and they are harassing me on my Google voice numbers not to mention my text numbers and my second line numbers that I try to get so is been made obvious that I’ve been hacked and also they’ve made it obvious to where a remote desktop has been on my laptop)

Honestly…Simple, old fashioned blocks and barriers are an immense help. Being followed – pay attention to this – note anyone being behind your car for an extended period of your drive. If you suspect you are being followed – pull into a side street and let the car pass. Also, at this time – you might assume that your phone or your car has a tracking system on it. Again, make sure your phone has a virtual VPN and that you turn your airplane mode on and turn your cell phone off when you leave your house. Tracking begins and continues from your starting point – most likely your house – and your phone will ping or track you as you pass cell phone towers to your destination. The best thing to do is – block all attempts at your travel. Wait to turn your phone back on until about 5 – 10 miles from your house. You do not want a stalker knowing where you work or where you shop… Privacy is important. Other symptoms: Social isolation, chronic fatigue and other illnesses, headaches, thoughts of suicide, depression, inability to hold a job, diagnoses of mental illness … These occur when things have gone on for too long or a person feels like they are breaking down. Remember – there is always a way out. Look for it and be positive.

SECOND STAGE SIGNS: Burning sensation on the skin. Microwave weaponry is to blame for this. Loss of hair. (Wear a silver brain coat at all times in the house) Radiation and microwaves cause hair weakening and also skin cell breakdown. Feeling of temporary heating of the head. (demodulating RF effect). Please refer to the possible explanation of symptoms listed in Stage 1 above. Also, realize that the longer that one is being assaulted with high energy levels – the more damage will be done over time. Rashes. Narcoleptic reactions, sleepiness. Sleep only after exhaustion. Virtual insomnia. If Pregnant – Miscarriage. Gaunt face (haggard and drawn). Facial wrinkles. Loss of skin turgor. Hair breaks from rapid microwave heat on hair causing increase fracturing of hair shafts from expansion of water via humidity. Losing control (unexplained anger). Heating of body (body feeling as if it is being cooked). Waking after sleep feeling as though you did not sleep! Children’s symptoms can manifest themselves as ADD and hyperactivity. This is a microwave weapon symptom. Appliances turning on/off: Some have had the experience of having appliances behave in unpredictable or inexplicable ways. Machinery containing motors will run far too fast (and/or far too loud) causing them to break down quickly. (Possibly done through high microwave energy and signal jammers.) Other symptoms: Social isolation, chronic fatigue and other illnesses, headaches, thoughts of suicide, depression, inability to hold a job, diagnoses of mental illness… THIRD STAGE SIGNS: Loss of coordination. Accidents from sleeplessness. Damage to eyesight. Atrophy of the muscles. Heart valve damage. Loss of weight and/or weight gain. Nausea. Sensitivity to sound. Decreased dexterity. Seizure. Choking. Vivid dreams. Lost time (Alzheimer type symptoms). Change of mood. Apathy. Decrease in mental activity. Limbs jerk (DEW) as you are trying to sleep. Weakness. Lethargy or hyperactivity. Forgetfulness. Constipation. FOURTH STAGE SIGNS: Syndromes. Disease. Insanity (for those who did not discover the real cause of their situations). Heart attack. “Pseudo” heart attacks: This involves the sensation that the chest is being tightly constricted, mimicking the symptoms of a heart attack. Stroke. Death. Other symptoms: Social isolation, chronic fatigue and other illnesses, headaches, thoughts of suicide, depression, inability to hold a job, diagnoses of mental illness __________________ Detailed Information A recap of symptoms listed avove. You may be a victim of electronic harassment IF: You experience visual distortions and hallucinations. You experience manipulation of will, emotions, feelings, and perceptions. You experience reading thoughts remotely, retrieving memories, implanting personalities. This is performed by your perpetrator tapping into the electrical activity of your brain and decoding your thought process. By doing this – your gang stalker would be able to know certain things your are thinking or viewing at any given time. You experience debilitating mental acuity: inability to concentrate, disruption of ability to think rationally and independently. You experience loss of memory and knowledge. You experience Inadequate states, which targeted individuals have never experienced before (states of narcotic intoxication, depression, obsessive desires and so on). You experience blurred vision. You experience burning sensations (microwave burns) on your skin or internal organs. – Excruciating, artificial pain in any part of the body, including heart attacks and other serious, medical conditions. You feel pin pricks on various parts of your body. – Cramps, seizures and spasms You feel some type of energy moving inside your body. You experience extreme head pains. You feel drop-in-your-tracks fatigue on a regular basis. You continually have difficulty sleeping. – Control of sleep patterns: sleep deprivation or uncontrollable sleep. Manipulation of human behavior: forced speech, involuntary body movements (arms flailing or jerking up and away from the body), transmission of specific commands into the subconscious, compulsory execution of these commands. You hear the voices of other people inside your mind with no other signs of mental illness. You hear intense loud sound or electronic-sounding noise, often mistaken for tinnitus (microwave hearing). You hear voices that sounds like chanting while an electrical machine is on (radio, fridge, electric fan, air conditioning, air vent). You hear voices that sounds like chanting while water is running in sink, toilet bowl, faucet or shower. You experience Induced dreams – The induced dreams, incidentally, are also easy to obstruct. The activity occurs when you have reached the REM (rapid-eye movement) stage of sleep. Your brain, at that stage, is entrained by ELF, which deepens your sleep, thus eliminating the prospect of your being cognizant of the quasi subliminal auditory input being pumped into the back of your skull by bone-conducted means. The quasi-subliminal auditory input is what influences the course of your dreams. In a semi-conscious state, you can physically recognize this attempted input as resembling short-burst transmissions which, when impacting upon the back of your skull, create a hissing sound, rather like “PF-FFT! …PF-FFT!” at five-second or much longer intervals. These intervals are not always the same. They may increase in time apart like every minute or so or they may come rapid fire and continue for a count of 100. Demodulation can be blocked. All that is required is that you protect the back of your skull with the aforementioned materials before you fall asleep. Brain coats or caps are big – anything silver (at least 55% silver or greater) and plug your ears against sound. Noise cancellation headphones and/or foam ear plugs. Also if you are able – make up some type of faraday cage – to protect your entire body. Be creative and remember even magnets are amazing. Rare Earth magnets specifically. And see my help pages on how to block EMFs and microwaves. Very important.

Cease and Desist Letter Part 1 Information * Page 5 of 5 * Rogue Warrior

Cease and Desist Letter Part 1 Information * Page 5 of 5 * Rogue Warrior Saturday, May 8, 2021 2:24 PM Clipped from:

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Kinds of Torture Endured in Ritual Abuse and Trauma-Based Mind Control By Dr. LacterIn

What is Ritual Abuse?

November 25, 20108 Min readK

Knowledge of the methods of torture used within ritual abuse and trauma-based mind control provides a basis for recognition of related trauma disorders. Individuals subjected to these forms of torture may experience intense fear, phobic reactions, or physiological symptoms in response to associated stimuli. In some cases, the individual, or particular dissociated identities, experience a preoccupation with, or attraction to, related stimuli. Victims may be able to describe the torture they have endured, or they may fear doing so. In many cases of ritual abuse and mind control trauma, the abuse remains dissociated when the individual first seeks treatment. Typically, the initial presenting problems are symptoms of anxiety, depression, or trauma derived from childhood sexual abuse, usually by a family member, who is eventually understood as a participant in the abuser group.

The following is a partial list of these forms of torture:

1. Sexual abuse and torture.

2. Confinement in boxes, cages, coffins, etc, or burial (often with an opening or air-tube for oxygen).

3. Restraint; with ropes, chains, cuffs, etc.

4. Near-drowning.

5. Extremes of heat and cold, including submersion in ice water, and burning chemicals.

6. Skinning (only top layers of the skin are removed in victims intended to survive).

7. Spinning.

8. Blinding light.

9. Electric shock.

10. Forced ingestion of offensive body fluids and matter, such as blood, urine, feces, flesh, etc.

11. Hung in painful positions or upside down.

12. Hunger and thirst.

13. Sleep deprivation.

14 Compression with weights and devices.

15. Sensory deprivation.

16. Drugs to create illusion, confusion, and amnesia, often given by injection or intravenously.

17. Ingestion or intravenous toxic chemicals to create pain or illness, including chemotherapy agents.

18. Limbs pulled or dislocated.

19. Application of snakes, spiders, maggots, rats, and other animals to induce fear and disgust.

20. Near-death experiences; commonly asphyxiation by choking or drowning, with immediate resuscitation.

22. Forced to perform or witness abuse, torture and sacrifice of people and animals, usually with knives.

23. Forced participation in child pornography and prostitution.

24. Raped to become pregnant; the fetus is then aborted for ritual use, or the baby is taken for sacrifice or enslavement.

25. Spiritual abuse to cause victim to feel possessed, harassed, and controlled internally by spirits or demons.

26. Desecration of Judeo-Christian beliefs and forms of worship; Dedication to Satan or other deities.

27. Abuse and illusion to convince victims that God is evil, such as convincing a child that God has raped her.

28. Surgery to torture, experiment, or cause the perception of physical or spiritual bombs or implants.

29. Harm or threats of harm to family, friends, loved ones, pets, and other victims, to force compliance.

30. Use of illusion and virtual reality to confuse and create non-credible disclosure.

To illustrate, ritual abuse survivors may experience intense phobic reactions to spiders or maggots (item 19). They may fear water and baths (item 4). They often fear hypodermic needles (item 16). They become easily too cold, too hot (item 5), or thirsty (item 12). They may have aversive reactions to cameras (item 23). They may become upset upon seeing babies, dolls, or particular animals, or they may strongly identify with abused and abandoned animals and children (items 22 and 24). Sexual aversions are common (items 1, 23, and 24), as are vulnerability to repeated sexual victimization, sexual compulsions, and in some cases, paraphilias, such as sadism (Young, Sachs, Braun, & Watkins, 1991). Food aversions and eating disorders are common. Ritual abuse survivors may not be able to eat food that is brown or red because these remind them of feces and blood. They are often repulsed by meat, are vegetarian, or fast excessively, or regurgitate food, derived from forced ingestion of body matter and fluids (item 10). Ritual abuse survivors, by and large, believe in the presence and power of spiritually evil forces, and often feel personally plagued by these (items 25, 26, 27, and 28). They may experience anxiety or an aversion to God and religion (item 26 and 27), or may alternatively be devout in their spiritual beliefs and practices. Art productions, creative writing, and sandtrays, will often reflect their torture; including knives, religious symbols, frightening figures, coffins, burials, etc. Children unconsciously reenact elements of torture they have witnessed or experienced with toys and other objects. For example, a 3-year-old boy wrapped a rope three times around his neck and pulled upward, as if to hang himself. A 3-year-old girl sang about marrying Satan. External or internal reminders of torture-related stimuli often precipitate dissociative responses, such as entering a trance state, falling asleep, or an other personality taking executive control of the individual. Torture-associated stimuli may also elicit disturbing impulses to re-enact unprocessed trauma, such as impulses to self-mutilate, or thoughts of stabbing or sexually assaulting an other person. Somatoform and conversion reactions occur frequently in response to ritual abuse and mind control trauma-reminders. Individuals often experience localized pain, especially genitourinary, musculoskeletal, and gastrointestinal, motor inhibitions, nausea, or even swelling in the affected area, prior to retrieval of any visual or narrative memory of the related torture. These are generally very distressing to the affected individual. Once the trauma is re-associated and processed within the context of psychotherapy or other forms of support, these somatoform and conversion reactions usually dissipate. Survivors of trauma-based mind control often respond with anxiety to flourescent lighting, since so much programming utilizes intense lighting (item 8). They may startle in response to a telephone ringing, related to programming to receive or make calls to abusers. They may believe they have microphones inside their heads that will relay their disclosures to their abusers (item 27). Fears of electronic or spiritual surveillance, and threats to loved ones (item 29) inhibit their ability to defy and escape their abusers or to disclose their abuse. Victims of trauma-based mind control also usually experience intense or odd reactions to benign stimuli that were used in their programming. For example, they may have been programmed to remember to forget every time they see an apple, or to remember they are being watched every time they hear a police or fire siren. Similarly, they may make repetitive, robotic statements that do not make sense in the context of dialogue, e.g., “I want to go home”, a common programmed statement intended to keep them obedient to the abuser group and reporting to their abusers. Specific songs may be compulsively sung for similar programmed purposes. All of these symptoms can occur prior to the individual having any conscious understanding of the related abuse. This point is critical. Dissociative and neurobiological responses to overwhelming trauma (van Der Kolk, McFarlane, & Weisaeth, 1996) often prevent these experiences from being processed into a coherent narrative memory. The diagnostician cannot rely on the patient to put the pieces together of their clinical picture. Finally, generalized guilt and survivor guilt are strongly associated with ritual abuse, since participation in victimization of others is a mainstay of ritual abuse and mind control torture (items 22 and 29). For more on recognition of symptoms specific to ritual abuse trauma, see Boyd (1991); Coleman (1994); Gould (1992); Hudson (1991); Mangen (1992); Oksana (2001); Pulling and Cawthorn, 1989; Ross (1995); Ryder (1992); Young (1992); and Young and Young (1997). References Boyd, A. (1991). Blasphemous rumors: Is Satanic ritual abuse fact or fantasy? An investigation. London: HarperCollins Coleman, J. (1994a). Presenting features in adult victims of Satanist ritual abuse. Child Abuse Review, 3, 83-92. Gould, C. (1992). Diagnosis and treatment of ritually abused children. In D.K. Sakheim & S.E. Devine (Eds.), Out of darkness: Exploring Satanism and ritual abuse (pp. 207-248). New York: Lexington Books. Hudson, P.S. (1991). Ritual child abuse: discovery, diagnosis and treatment. Saratoga, CA: R & E Publishers. Mangen, R. (1992). Psychological testing and ritual abuse. In D.K. Sakheim & S.E. Devine (Eds.), Out of darkness: Exploring Satanism and ritual abuse (pp. 147-173). New York: Lexington. Oksana, C. (1994, revised 2001). Safe passage to healing: A guide for survivors of ritual abuse. NY: Harper Perennial. Pulling, P., & Cawthorn, K. (1989). The devils web: Who is stalking your children for Satan?. Lafayette, Louisiana: Huntington House. Ross, C.A. (1995). Satanic ritual abuse: Principles of treatment. Toronto: University of Toronto Press. Ryder, D., & Noland, J.T. (1992). Breaking the circle of Satanic ritual abuse: Recognizing and recovering from the hidden trauma. Minneapolis, MN: CompCare Publishers. van der Kolk, B.A., McFarlane, A.C., & Weisaeth, L. (Eds.) (1996). Traumatic stress: The effects of overwhelming experience on mind, body, and society. New York: Guilford. Young, W.C. (1992). Recognition and treatment of survivors reporting ritual abuse. In D.K. Sakheim & S.E. Devine (Eds.), Out of darkness: Exploring Satanism and ritual abuse (pp. 249-278). New York: Lexington. Young, W.C., Sachs, R.G., Braun, B.G., & Watkins, R.T. (1991). Patients reporting ritual abuse in childhood: A clinical syndrome. Report of 37 cases. Child Abuse and Neglect, 15, 181-189. Young, W.C., & Young, L.J. (1997). Recognition and special treatment issues in patients reporting childhood sadistic ritual abuse. In G.A. Fraser (Ed.), The dilemma of ritual abuse: Cautions and guides for therapists (pp. 65-103). Washington, DC: American Psychiatric Press. Modified: November 13, 2010 Programming Torture

Cease and Desist Harassment Letter * Rogue Warrior

Cease and Desist Harassment Letter * Rogue Warrior Sunday, May 16, 2021 1:36 AM Clipped from: https://msrogueofsa.net/cease-and-desist-harassment-letter/?preview_id=21887&preview_nonce=9359cc74a9&preview=true

CEASE AND DESIST HARASSMENT LETTER April 30, 2021

Dear Sir or Madam:

This CEASE-AND-DESIST HARASSMENT LETTER is to inform you that your harassing and intimidating actions against me has become unbearable. Such anti-social behavior is completely unacceptable and will not be tolerated in any way, shape or form. This letter is to demand that your harassment and intimidation must CEASE AND DESIST HARASSMENT immediately. Should you continue to pursue these activities in violation of this CEASE-AND-DESIST LETTER, I will not hesitate to pursue further legal action against you, including, but not limited to, civil action and/or criminal complaints. I have included the following links to provide the information needed as well as some of the incidents that have occurred: Please note that I have a right to remain free from your intimidating tactics, and we will take the responsibility upon ourselves to protect that right. Note that a copy of this letter and a record of its delivery will be stored. Note too that it is admissible as evidence in a court of law and will be used as such if need be in the future. This CEASE AND DESIST HARASSMENT LETTER demands that you immediately discontinue and do not at any point in the future under any circumstances do the following to me: speak to, contact, pursue, harass, attack, strike, bump into, brush up against, push, tap, grab, hold, threaten, telephone (via cellular or landline), instant message, page, fax, email, follow, stalk, shadow, disturb my peace, keep me under surveillance, gather information about and/or block my movements at home, work, social gatherings or religious functions. [New York: Note that your behavior is a violation of New York State Penal Law Section 240.25 – Harassment in the First Degree, Section 240.26 – Harassment in the Second Degree, Section 240.30 – Aggravated Harassment in the Second Degree, Section 240.45 – Criminal Nuisance in the Second Degree, Section 120.45 – Stalking in the Fourth Degree, Section 120.50 – Stalking in the Third Degree, Section 120.55 – Stalking in the Second Degree, Section 120.60 – Stalking in the First Degree, Section 135.60 – Coercion in the Second Degree, Section 105.00 – Conspiracy in the Sixth Degree, Section 120.15 – Menacing in the Third Degree.] [United Kingdom: Section 2 Offence: Harassment, Section 2A Offence: Stalking, Protection from Harassment Act of 1997, Crime and Disorder Act of 1998, Section 4A (1)(b)(i): Putting People in Fear of Violence, Section 4A(1)(b)(ii) Offence: Stalking involving fear of violence or serious alarm or distress] [Canada: Canada Criminal Code, Section 264: Criminal Harassment, Paragraphs 1 and 2] [Australia: Domestic and Personal Violence Act of 2007 – Section 13: Stalking or intimidation with intent to cause fear of physical or mental harm] [Germany: German Criminal Code/, Section 238 – Stalking, Paragraph 1/Strafgesetzbuch– StGB,§ 238 – Stalking, Absatz 1] [France: Criminal Code of the French Republic, Article 222-33 – Sexual Harassment, Article 222-33-2 – Moral Harassment/Code pénal de la République française, Article 222-33 – Harcèlement sexuel, Article 222-33-2 – Harcèlement moral] [Japan: Japan Penal Code, Law Concerning Regulations Such as Stalking, 2012 Law No. 81, Article 2 – ”Tsukimatoi”, 2012 Law No. 81, Article 3/日本刑法、ストーカー等の規制に関する法律、平成24年法律第81号、第2条〜「月まとい」、平成24年法律第81号、第3条] [Italy: Italian Penal Code, Decree Law n. 11/2009 of February 23, 2009, Act #38, Article 612 bis, Persecutory Acts, ”stalking”/Italia: codice penale italiano, decreto legge n. 11/2009 del 23 febbraio 2009, legge n. 38, articolo 612 bis, atti di persecuzione, ”stalking”] [Korea: Korean Penal Code, Article 3, Section 1, Section 41: Continuous Harassment;Article 3, Section 1, Section 42: Continuous Sexual Harassment/한국 : 한국 형법 제 3 조 1 항 41 항 : 지속적인 괴롭힘; 제 3 조 1 항 42 항 : 지속적인 성희롱] [Netherlands: Criminal Law, Article 285b: Harassment/Nederland: Wetboek van Strafrecht, artikel 285b: Intimidatie] [India: Indian Criminal Code, Section 503: Criminal Intimidation, Section 507: Criminal Intimidation via Anonymous Threatening/Intimidation, Section 504: Intentional Insult with Intent to Provoke Breach of the Peace/भारत: भारतीय आपराधिक संहिता, धारा 503: आपराधिक धमकी, धारा 507: बेनामी धमकी / धमकी के माध्यम से आपराधिक धमकी, धारा 504: शांति भंग करने के इरादे से इरादे का अपमान] [Connecticut: Sec. 53a-181c – 1992, Stalking in the first degree, Sec. 53a-181d – 1992, Stalking in the second degree, Sec. 53a-181e – 1995. Stalking in the third degree, § 53a-182b. Harassment in the first degree, 53a-183. Harassment in the second degree] [New Jersey: Note that your behavior is a violation of New Jersey Code of Criminal Justice Title 2C:12-10 – Stalking, Title 2C:33-34 – Harassment.] [Maryland: Note that your behavior is a violation of Maryland State Code Title 3, Subtitle 8, Section 3-802 – Stalking, Section 3-803 – Harassment, Section 3-804 – Misuse of Telephone Facilities, Section 3-805 – Misuse of Electronic Mail, Subtitle 9, Section 3-901 – Visual Surveillance, Section 3-902 – Visual Surveillance with Pruient Intent and Section 3-906 – Divulging Private Communications.] [Illinois: Note that your behavior is a violation of Illinois Compiled Statutes Chapter 720 ILCS 5/12-7.3 – Stalking, Chapter 720 ILCS 5/12-7.4 – Aggravated Stalking, Chapter 720 ILCS 5/12-7.5 – Cyberstalking, Chapter 720 ILCS 135/1-1 – Harassment by telephone, Chapter 720 ILCS 135/1-2 – Harassment through electronic communications, Chapter 720 ILCS 135/0.01 – 135/2 – Harassing and Obscene Communications Act and Chapter 720 ILCS 135/0.01 Short Title Harassing and Obscene Communications Act. [Massachusetts: Note that your behavior is a violation of Massachusetts Criminal Statutes Chapter 265:37 – Violations of Constitutional Rights, Chapter 265:43 – Stalking, Chapter 265:43A – Criminal Harassment and Chapter 265:14A – Annoying Telephone Calls] [Washington DC: Note that your behavior is a violation of Federal Criminal Statutes 47 USC 223(a)(1)(c) – Obscene or Harassing Telephone Calls in the District of Columbia or in Interstate or Foreign Communications; District of Columbia Code, Title 22, Section 504 – Threatened Assault in a Menacing Manner; Stalking [Virginia: Note that your behavior is a violation of the Criminal Code of the Commonwealth of Virginia, 18.2-60.3A – Stalking, Class 1 Misdemeanor and 18.2-60.3B – Stalking, Class 6 Felony.] [California: Note that your behavior is a violation of the California Penal Code Subsection 646.9 – Stalking and 422 – Punishment for Threats] [Texas: Note that your behavior is a violation of the Texas Penal Code Subsection 42.072(a)(b)(c) – Stalking and Subsection 42.07(a)(b)(c) – Harassment] [Federal: Note that your behavior is a violation of US Federal Laws 18 USC Subsection 2265 Full Faith and Credit, 18 USC Subsection 2261A Interstate Stalking, 18 USC Subsection 875(c) Interstate Communications, 47 USC Subsection 223(a)(1)(c) Harassing Telephone Calls in Interstate Communications] [Interstate Statues: Note that your behavior is a violation of Federal Criminal Statutes 18 USC 2261A – Interstate Stalking and 47 USC 223(a)(1)(c) – Obscene or Harassing Telephone Calls in the District of Columbia or in Interstate or Foreign Communications] [Additional US state-by-state anti-stalking laws are available at: State Laws] Should you willfully choose to continue your current course of action, I will not hesitate to file a complaint with the Police Department for your ongoing violations of the Criminal Laws noted previously. This letter does not constitute exhaustive statement of my position nor is it a waiver of any of my rights and/or remedies in this and/or any other related matter. We demand your immediate compliance, and furthermore that you confirm in writing that all violative activity will cease immediately. Very truly yours, Michelle T. DBA MsRogueSA Sent via Posted on msrogueofsa.net & mylifeasati.code.blog cc: – [Your local Police Deparment /local Police Precinct]

Cease-and-Desist Types of Harassment * Rogue Warrior

Cease-and-Desist Types of Harassment * Rogue Warrior Wednesday, May 19, 2021 1:52 AM Clipped from: https://msrogueofsa.net/cease-and-desist-types-of-harassment/ Cease and desist all forms of harassment including but not limited to • electronic harassment • in the forms of DDOS attacks, • using remote desktop, • logging into my accounts therefore showing locations, • location lookups, • logging into my website admin • Microsoft admin • Google admin • leaving messages on one of my blogs that were drafts, • leaving a screenshot videos that I find in my content folder in my computer that is not mine, • subtle threats of any kind including • any coded messages • with Satanic meanings or any correlation to the occult • through email, • through cash app, • intimidation tactics including • following me • stopping and asking if I need a ride • boxing me in with two vehicles that could have looked like a kidnaping situation, • loitering at my door of my residence intimidating me, • coming in and opening my door and leaving it open there for another intimidation fear tactic, • including others to do any of this • includes maintenance where I have lived and am living, • any orders I make through the mail, • coming in my home and leaving or moving items or breaking items • or any other invasion of my privacy without consent from me personally, • making accounts in my name • spamming my email and • leaving subtle threats of any kind in those accounts that were fraudulently made, • personal information on the dark web, • manipulating my content sales on as a means to get me to leave the house to buy cigarettes food otherwise so you can easily come into my home and place items on move items break items, • defamation of my character in any way • written or • said verbally private or public therefore harming my reputation and • and as a means for me to be able to survive and live, • causing false fear to the point of when I call out for help no One believes me • therefore leaving me open to real incidents that could or may happen, • forcing me off of all social platforms by means of intimidation • or bombing friend request with false aliases, • these platforms include but not limited to • Kik • telegram • Moco Space • whisper, • Eccie, • ourhome2, • adultlook • escort galleries, • skip the games • escort Babylon • locanto • adult search • escort ads • escort state, • Twitter • switter • Facebook • Reddit • Tumblr, • tryst, • erotic monkey • private delights, • keeping me in the loop • by the use of messages • and signs • and signals • and in other form of communication that can be used • to let others, know where I’m located, • psychological abuse including but not limited to • the use of suggestion • using pictures to hypnotize • subliminal messaging • mind warping by use of • music • pictures • diagrams • and planting them into any of my accounts, • sabotaging any of my accounts • by use of changing my PIN codes • changing passwords • taking out security questions • changing security questions • any and all mental and psychological abuse including but not limited too • by diagrams • by placing pictures into a folders • by redirection of any of my accounts or websites I try to visit • mind warping including • planting a recorder near my window and having mind warping music playing • or hearing voices by planting a garbage can near my door with a recorder in it • redirection of my residence in other words • holding out money and then acting like you’re helping and placing me in a wrong side of town that’s dangerous • any and all Street theater which is loud directed conversations while talking to others, • causing DDOS attacks to in the form and using them • to slow my computer down and/or • to cause radiation Burns through microwaving • planting bugs etc in my home roaches • gnats or any other item or bug or insect, • coming into my home while taking a shower, • monopolyzing my time • therefore not allowing me to make money to pay rent • five months all year this year 2021 • right at the 30-day time frame of me staying the motel to where I can get taxes taken off and not have to pay taxes my place residence has been jeopardized • to where I feel like I’m fleeing in fear One More Time, it happened again the on April 30th one more time wish I was able to not have to move. THIS IS NOT A COMPLETED LIST OF HARASSMENT!!! THIS IS NOT JUST BAD LUCK NOR IS IT “A ROUGH TIME” THIS IS STALKING, DOMESTIC TERRORISM, HUMAN TRAFFICKING, AMONG THE REST OF THE LONG LIST OF CRIMES BREAKING AND ENTERNING, ON AND ON AND ON

Cease-and-Desist: Examples of Tactics & Methods Used * Rogue Warrior

Cease-and-Desist: Examples of Tactics & Methods Used * Rogue Warrior Wednesday, May 19, 2021 3:14 AM

The following tactics, methods, manipulation, coercion, in other words forced willful compliance, no touch torture policies, done either directly or indirectly, has caused an immeasurable amount of damage both in monetary psychological in the amount of sabotaging and causing relationships and friendships to be lost Examples of this includes but not limited to and in no particular order,

• by getting onto curious cat and using anonymous questions

• asking questions about my son about allowing my son to watch me have sexual relations there for indirectly implying in public of inside illegal incest/pedophilic behavior and done in a way as for example what attorneys use as a tactic in court to leave reasonable doubt to a jury even though it’s been scratched from the minutes to be used as evidence but continues to leave doubt within the jury/community,

• I was on Moco space 5 days into making a profile leaving the message stating I know that Facebook face which scared me that led to someone acting like my 15 year old son at the time and then therefore blackmailing me, but not being able to decide what the blackmail was going to be about two of the three that I can remember, with me sitting into my own hands and taking a picture of me eating my own shit and putting those pictures on Facebook, the second one being that I was supposed to be a lot lizard and videotape myself with a truck driver for $1,000 therefore implicating in causing myself too incriminate myself and then giving my supposed son $1,000 which would be pimping, which of course this leads me to fear my son and then later on curious cat bringing up Scott in a means in a way to remind me of this therefore instilling more fear that it was my son and reminding me about it. (The lot lizard example was a direct reference to what I experienced when I had first gotten here but they were trying with the girlfriend was trying to get me to do alone with you on robbery she was trying to get me to agree too)

• And the very beginning taking all my stuff and stealing it making it disappear and then accusing me of stealing an illegal gun and extorting money out of me for that that I didn’t do by forcing my environment going into sex work. So that the loopholes within the loss can be used against me to instill constant Terra and fear for going to the police

. • Also, by continually stealing my bags of belongings this has made me go to file for my birth certificate and social security card numerous times and you can only get ten social security cards per lifetime which leaves me to not being able to get one at all, being able to prove my identity throughout the rest of my life.

• By using my screening forms to also instill fear from going to the police and reporting this on with filling out a sheriff’s name and number I think like it was looking for me which caused me to like I said stay in fear.

• By making a profile on Fet Life looking like a cop and directly going into a direct conversation about buying slaves as in human trafficking which of course again makes me fear the police from going to get help or reporting this.

• By making a fake profile on Twitter and I’m using direct messages and acting like an Interpol officer who wanted to get to know me again causing more fear in me from going to report this and to the police and or anybody else.

• Noise disturbance campaigns to signal and desensitize you • this being a form of sensory deprivation and is a well-known tactic used in war.

• An example given car alarms repeatedly going off either 3 5 or 10 second intervals. This at first would cause a person to jump and run to their car at every time and then after so many times not worrying about their vehicle or an emergency which would lead them to be open to their vehicle being broke into or a situation to where I would not think of that’s an emergency. Therefore, this would lead to either allowing others to be harmed or other items to be harmed and damaged and or harm to myself.

• Constant spam calls on robotic calls

• first doing this repetitively causes a trigger,

• and is also a form of a war tactic of desensitizing if you always had your ringer on

• this also causes you to ignore phone calls that should be answered because you do not know who is calling therefore making you miss important phone calls that you were expecting.

• By using sex as a weapon and as a tool to manipulate

• my financial means

• and by using Twitter, getting on Twitter publicly and continually asking for help

• for me not to lose my home therefore

• is forcing me to degrade myself humiliate myself

• stripping me of my pride

• this is a form of dehumanizing this is a type of tactic that is used in war Getting my friends or family involved in paying them off and on using hotel managers which is known as sapping examples of this would be and not in any particular order: EXAMPLE 1:

• During Thanksgiving, the motel room manager calling me a bitch and telling me I don’t deserve respect because I could not pay my rent for the day, but my rent was Monopoly like my time was monopolized and therefore the conditions and the events that followed led me to not being able to pay my rent.

• Me at that point I’ve been took my social security check for December and fled in fear to Natchez Mississippi to a friend that was supposedly a friend of 15 years who then forced by coercion took away the internet to punish me for not giving him sex and or a blowjob… And making me enforcing me without rest for understanding that I needed rest from all the events that had taken place beforehand forcing me as a telling me in a way of I better make myself like it to bow down on my knees and kneel to him as a submissive done in a way, in other words to get me to comply by telling me I do not deserve the clothes on my back and he’s going to put me out on the road which was 30 miles outside of matches I was in the country and didn’t know anybody nothing as a way to get me to bow down on my knees and RAPE my own mouth and making myself like it.

• Of course which I if I the second time may not complain led me to being put on the road and not just not knowing anybody being in total complete fear and paying someone since I did not clean his house he put me in a trailer that was I had all broken windows no water on which of course in place that I was a whore that didn’t deserve a whore bath and had me playing that home to earn my way to have a roof over my head and putting me with a homeless guy and been having the girl that owned that trailer report to him that I was cleaning that home therefore indirectly having control over me. This also was a tactic used to have me scared of my own friends and my own family. THIS WAS FORCED LABOR AND HUMAN TRAFFICKING EXAMPLE

2: • The person that I went on the motorcycle ride in the very beginning took me to Houston twice to watch the Astros playing at which in June of 2018 was the second time. both times he instilled fear of him to me. The second time being the worst in June of 2018 when I cornered him about my website that I had paid him $700 to make. He would not answer me correctly and then when coming back from Houston that night had tried to flip his car off over and off of the interstate and when that did not get accomplished he then pulled off the side of the road and threatened to put me in the trunk of the car of which time he then enacted being in a state of going being back into war. on the way back. Before that, he had stopped on the side of the road as a way to get me to stop screaming he had the trunk lifted up to where I could not see through the back of the windshield and the windows on the rest of the car dark to where I could see. the windows were dark and he was standing there and acted all crazy looking like he was talking to himself while others passed him by. i could not see but by me listening. I thought he was talking with the cops. This is what is known as Street theater. of course, upon getting in the car he acted like he was reverting back to being in war you know with the helicopters in the whole nine yards of the lingo the language acting like he had you know was going into a whole big war scene which had frightened me because I couldn’t speak, I couldn’t talk, i was totally freaked out and scared.

• Whom then a year later comes back and ask for my forgiveness with offering the $700 that I had paid him to pay me back in a gesture to make right with me. Who during the year of 2020, I had allowed to come visit as a friend and I would not go anywhere in a vehicle with him but during the times of our visits he would discuss with me similar situations like mine and had told me this elaborate story that he had ended up in the hospital in the mental institution by his wife and has and is suffering from brain damage of TBI from war which is very possible. also during his visits he also kept wanting me to go on trips with him and he said that he was traveling around in a camper of which I would tell him no and I wasn’t ready to get into a vehicle with him yet I was too scared to still.

• He also brought up a story of this guy Isaac who had stolen his truck and stolen things out of his camper and stolen his phones and missing at the other that he still had his phone on as a means to cover up the story that it wasn’t turned off bringing up this person Isaac and with everything that had been surrounding the suspicions and stuff around the person that I was supposed to be saying personally Isaac Tristan… This he used later • Then of course later in the year of September last year I was stalked cornered out of my apartment / motel that I had been living in for over a year or no excuse me exactly a year of which time at that point in time the only person I can come on was this one person have been consistently wanting me to go on a trip with him to get away was the excuse of which time

• when i did leave with him, he had pressured me to tell him details of Tristen saying that he was going to meet up with “the big men” about this person stealing his truck and camper earlier that year…. all this was a ploy to pressure me to see if i would break down to tell. • then he was trying to get me to have sex with him, MY FORGIVENESS DID NOT MEAN I WAS GOING TO EVER HAVE SEX WITH HIM AGAIN!!!

• the next day he came up with this “story” of how i brought to much for his camper and YES HE GAVE ME A CHOICE…BUT NOT MUCH OF ONE…EITHER WAY I KNEW I WAS GOING TO LOSE MY BELONGINGS. he could get me a storage IN ANOTHER STATE …THE STATE WE WERE IN IN…OR…I COULD GO BACK TO SAN ANTONIO…..AND STILL LOSE MY STUFF…BECAUSE I KNEW THAT HE WOULD NOT SEND MY STUFF BACK TO ME…ALL BECAUSE I WOULD NOT HAVE SEX WITH HIM AFTER HIM PUTTING ME THROUGH WHAT HE DID BY USING CORCERION / FORCED WILLFILL COMPLIANCE TURNED IT ALL INTO HUMAN TRAFFICKING

• to dehumanize is to strip of all identity to desensitize is to strip of all emotion • By continually crossing my boundaries and contacting me after hours on average with being one to three in the morning is to enforce the fact that I have no boundaries which leads me to being quite upset over it making me look crazy in other words and then being called crazy or psycho or therefore invalidates my right to have in boundaries on doing this repetitively causes triggers and desensitizes and psychologically is enforcing the fact that I have no boundaries or limitations of others getting into my personal space and my personal life.

• With each person who was “supposedly” helping me but then again still crossing my boundaries to help me therefore not even helping me at all. THIS IS NOT A FINISHED LIST OF EXAMPLES OTHER EXAMPLES INCLUDE, USING COVID AS AN EXCUSE TO CANCEL 5-17, CAUSE HE GOT MAD THAT I WAS UPSET ABOUT HIM CONTINUALLY CROSSING MY BOUNADRIES…CONTROLLING MY FINACES WITHIN ONE HOUR ALL OF SUDDEN COMING UP WITH A FEVER AND COVID…THEN THE NEXT DAY MIRACOUSLY BEING BETTER AFTER I ASKED HIM TO HELP WITH MY RENT YESTERDAY ON MONDAYA, THEN GOT UPSET WHEN I WOULDNT BE WITH HIM AND NOW IM SICK WITH MY SINSUES NEED MEDICATION FROM THE STORE, MY FINACES ARE BEING SO CONTROLLED THAT I CAN NOT GET THE MEDICAL ATTENTION THAT I NEED. WHETHER IT BE OTC MEDS OR THE DR OR THE HOSPITAL!!! 5-19

Find my mobile

Actually dealing with the shelter and being outside all day long yesterday I finally got me a room last night I woke up at 3:38 this morning 10 minutes ago to find my find my mobile on somebody switched my find my mobile on just to find out where I was. I passed out about 10:00 and I’m just now waking up to this

This is electronic harassment at its finest part 2

I decided to look up the citizen app which is the app that gang stalkers he was to keep track of their targeted individuals and there are fix different individuals that are on my contact list that use the citizen app

Below is a picture of the map of where I was located at that point in time and this is what the citizen app looks like when someone is tracking you.

I’ve been doing an investigation on the citizen app there’s also apps that or named the ring and neighbors that are just like this citizen app that gang stalkers do use to target and locate their targeted individuals that they are stalking.

When I can I will be doing a more in-depth blog about the citizen app and the other apps along with this that game stalkers use but right now I’m just wanting to put this out there for the attorney to see

And yes This is supposed to like a mess because if it wasn’t a mess and you can understand it then it wouldn’t be called electronic harassment Now would it.

Point blank I’m just tired of being electronically harassed this way I cannot charge my devices I cannot keep a charge I cannot have any privacy I have more than 30 videos that are screen videos of my phone while I’m masturbating no doubt it’s pretty freaking violating and I’m pretty freaking tired of it and that’s what I was trying to do all week this week is get the videos that are not supposed to be in my Google photos cloud together in one folder so that I can give them to the attorney and show the attorney but it shows all my private moments my most intimate private moments on my own that nobody should be seeing and I’m pretty freaking disgusted by who has been spying on me for the last three years

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