To explain these screenshots The first one is a screenshot of the recording that I found that was 4 and 1/2 hour was long that you can hear my vibrator going off on. Which bluntly speaking does pretty freaking violating feeling. The ones of my last pass and that shows several of them That’s how many people are in My phone at the time and in my last pass. Down below in the spider web that is how many connections are on my phone All the YouTube stuff that is stuff that I never looked up before I never known. I’ve got some blues in there and that’s what I listen to I don’t listen to any videos I don’t watch videos on YouTube. The activity is in my Gmail account that should not be there.

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Down below on the screenshots shows that there is somebody that’s named nobody in my phone that should not be there if you look at all the connections here and the spider diagram you’ll see just how many connections or to my phone that should not be in my phone. I downloaded an app called quantum flare and that’s how I found all these connections that should not be connected to my phone. Also that is my Google admin where Linux is attached to my Google admin that should not be in my Google admin at all

This is what I have to do with all the time and this is what I was doing all week this week is trying to figure out who the hell has been in my devices and in my admin accounts

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Now let’s get to Sir lot home I first started talking to on FetLife I thought as a female. I was not aware at the time that it was a man that I was speaking with and then come to me starts talking about trying to see me or something and I was very confused at that point at which time I realized this person was a male that I was actually speaking to one fet life. I never gave him my kik ID on this morning at 6:00 he contacts me by my Kik my email and bombs me wakes me up of course I’m waking up cranky and I’m waking up because he’s crossing boundaries which is in stealing that I have no boundaries that I’m not allowed to have boundaries that I had no personal space or personal time which has been programmed into me by several of these people that I do not have not allowed to boundaries.

I have found this person under several kick groups under the name Sir lot, which is a a common denominator with all of them is Kik and the kik groups. Again this person is crossing my boundaries and gets upset that I’m upset with him crossing my boundaries and starts threatening me stating that he was going to spread my name everywhere and defame me. DEFAMATION OF MY CHARACTER.

To go into further detail at this time of gin and last year I was having several people contact my number harassing my number that I had never gave my number to I’ve had to change my number several times then weren’t allowed to call my number again stressing to me psychologically that I did not have boundaries I was not allowed to have boundaries that I had no personal time nor space. This was constantly being instilled into me at this point in time

Again this is for the attorney This is not finished but this will go and show what psychological death threats and stuff they’ve been doing to me

I’ve already put out a blog for September 2020 This was very difficult for me to explain because it really is a lot of trauma for me but this is electronic harassment and this is when I found those items underneath my bed for the third time and and that’s when I found the witch ladder knot in my hair

It was during this time that I had gotten stalked cornered out of my apartment And where are cappy on Kik his real name is Matthew came up to me the day that I was moving and said oh so you’re going to do laundry huh he was actually maintenance and he was actually stating he was letting me know that they were the ones going into my apartment placing used laundry sheets all of my throughout my apartment That’s what he was doing when he said oh so you’re going to do laundry that was a direct statement let me know that they were coming in my apartment to place laundry sheets everywhere when I would leave to go to the store

Again the only way these things can be done to stalk me in real life is to stalk me through my electronics Cyber stalking

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Again I’m publishing this for the attorney. If this doesn’t make sense it’s because it’s electronic harassment cyber stalking and it’s not made it’s not supposed to make sense but it’s supposed to be pieces of different things that will come up later on you know ahead of time and makes sense to the victim with certain keywords that are used so again I’m publishing this for the attorney cuz these are all in my drafts that I’ve been trying to get to to piece together for evidence

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3-19-2021

3-19-2021

January 10th 2020

This is where I’m trying to go back This picture of this guy it continues to come up I keep seeing this picture of this guy picture below

Pictures below is 2019

I was having a discussion with the porn law attorney on Twitter This is the time where I was trying to do my logo also I had written a blog named the constant time of attack where I felt like It was I felt like it was the weight of the cross the place up on my shoulder being that a lot of this had the theme of just like Jesus at one point in time. Also on adult look I had stated the prophecy of these hagglers were going to be the traffickers. And you can see where people were contacting me and then going never mind all of a sudden just playing with a person’s life

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Again I was just trying to put these pictures together to show like I said these are drafts that I’m actually just going ahead and publishing above the pictures above was in April Easter of 2020 when you can see my actual brain was being cooked and swollen protruding out of my forehead with the directed energy weapons being used that was during quarantine of last year last Easter

Probably longer than that, but all I know is I met this girl named Shanea Hickman off of Tagged.Com and over the years we’ve became very close being online friends. She lives in San Antonio Texas and was married to a bandido. In 2015 I was living in New Castle Pennsylvania. We were talking on the phone and she was telling me about her divorce that she was going through and how he was stalking her and following her and the kids and this and that the other and I’d have been nice I said well you can come on up here if you need to. I just had a major back problems and I said well you can help me out you know with some things there’s a lot I couldn’t do it the time. And that was the beginning of my hell, literally.

She got up there I guess any end of July it’s right two weeks before school started. She mainly started like in a way taken

P⅞.over the whole house in a way I mean one of those things that you can tell. Just like getting up really early and getting my son off to school. You know getting really close to him and she seemed like she was taking on a total mother figure in my home.

Now I know me and my son we we were having a you know problems it could have gotten bad it could have gotten to where you know with his anger and stuff because I know with my health problems he was holding a lot of aggression because he had a lot of responsibility but trying to help me in my back because at that point in time I wasn’t really able to do much I didn’t know what was going on with my back and it was just me and him. But no matter what throughout everything that we went through we were still close I mean he missed my miracle child you know.

All I can tell you is about two weeks into school I was taking a nap and all I I remember I barely remember being woke up by CPS saying that we’re going to take my son and it was made to look like he had called CPS which I went into a panic and a total meltdown, More like a total breakdown. They took my best friend from me. Well I can tell you I was suicidal I ended up in the hospital for suicidal tendencies and when I came back to my apartment I had asked Shana to leave I felt guilty this whole time for it but I know I shouldn’t When she first got there she would bring up things like the evil eye stuff like that you know So I look back on it and I see where she started working on me and the very beginning of things.

Well after I asked her to leave when I got back I started going through things in my living room and I found all of Ashton’s stuff hidden under the cushions and it was made out to look like that he had done the packing you know hiding things to take with him. And throughout the time of me thinking that or feeling like he would kill me I can remember sitting on the floor in the living room looking at all that stuff under the cushions and stuff that I found and I wondered why he kept me alive You know that’s what it was made out to be and after I wondered that I I seem to have answered myself and said you know to torture me for the rest of my life.

And so thats where my story begins. Actually to go back and you some more history that you need so when i get to those points in the story, you can understand better.

A little bit of history first

It was 13 years ago my son was 7 we were in Gulfport, Biloxi, Long Beach Mississippi. On July 3rd that year when we were at the beach in Biloxi When we came home to take showers I was in my shower after his to get the sand off and that’s where I heard the snap of his leg. He ended up having a twisted fracture in his femur. Come to find out he had a cyst as large as his thigh bone was. After he healed we moved to California then back to Baton rouge then to Knoxville Tennessee then to Goshen Indiana.

It was that that point that I called my mother and asked her to get help to get home because one more time a man told me phone Boston a story and had me go gallivanting all over the damn United State And of course it’s not what I was told. Well you see, mu mother has always had this thing about I needed some kind of help, ok. In 10th grade she took me out of class to bring me to the coroner’s office to get him to commit me into an all girls home and the corner told her that I was just being a regular teenager. And it’s always something with her she always wanted me to be in some kind of program that she thought I needed be in. So when I asked her for some help she had me promise her that I would come home and get an exorcism done that I was possessed. Of course that was an ultimatum and I had no choice but to make promise. Of which time she Worked at the Catholic diocese for 17 years. So okay Mom I’ll promise. So I get home And at least make the effort and talk to the priest. First of all the priest was a retired priest that cannot even sign the paperwork for the exorcism. he proceeds to tell me that there would be a young Man priest and a young woman priest to do the exorcism that he would be present but could not sign the paperwork the certificate. Secondly I had to tell of all of my sexual partners from the time out of seven when I started getting molested, by my adopted dad’s side of the family. Seem like that side of the family just decided since I was not good that I could be messed with by several of them over the years… My mother’s precious that she had her precious to the kids from my brother and sister…. Anyways, well sexual partners let’s see I don’t know how many I’ve had over the years. Its a lot, besides that I didn’t feel like that this none of his damn business and I felt like that was my mother trying to get information on anything she can to manipulate me with. And it felt very violating considering he was a retired priest as it was. Third thing was I had to refrigerate everybody out already forgiven. And then didn’t make any sense to me because why would I go backwards in my life that had just done all that on my own. But you know my mother she with her two-faced hypocrisy and her Catholic diocese that she worked for because she saw my pagan pentacle fall out my shirt that was around my neck one time before that I was possessed with the devil. Far from it. Like I said she always seemed to think I’d always need some kind of help whatever it was if she could figure out that I needed it that time whatever it was for her to get me in some kind of home or something.

Well needless to say I broke the promise. I didn’t get an exorcism and my mother and I stopped talking that was 10 years ago now. I’ve always been the scapegoat so between her and her precious other daughter my sister that’s a bitch I got blamed for my dad finding out that she sent me the $200 which she lied to her husband that wasn’t my fault. It’s really ironic and enough that about 6 months after that I ended up doing an exorcism once someone that was possessed which of course got botched and I held it as the host for a weekend but never allowed it to take control of me and send it back to the rightful host. And I’m going to tell you now you’ve gone to have to be a strong in your convictions with God to be able to do something like that so I know for a fact I’m not possessed especially when I did an exorcism six months later. Which by the way I’m finally starting to write part two on.

Anyway you needed to know that because it does come up later So anyway yes I moved to New Castle Pennsylvania coming to find out it is accessible for Demons it’s literally a valley and it’s a dead town totally dead. And this is where we’re at right now almost New Castle Pennsylvania and my story.

Back to the beginning of hell

So that year I ended up going into the hospital for suicidal tendencies three time different times. I was pretty much a blubbering idiot at that point. I was literally morning death of my child of which I had been led to believe or made out to think that 11 and 12 years old he was trying to kill me. And he left or he was gone 2 months before he turned 13. At the time I was living off of $300 a month with the child and food stamps and that’s it. I had no washer and dryer I was literally washing clothes by hand everyday and I’m talking coats for the snow and everything every day by hand in the tub with my back being really bad I had a townhouse and section 8 and I had a potty downstairs because I couldn’t go up the steps. They had me overdosed and overdosed up on medicine and I was fighting social security because I mean I couldn’t work.

They had me on too much fucking medicine that I mean I fucking fall down the stairs past hours don’t know nothing I mean I feel many times a pill when my back and hit the gas stove now to turn the gas on didn’t know it. I fell and I had a walker I thank God cuz I had walked with my walker to the kitchen sink and I fell my legs kept out from underneath me and I hit my stomach has a walker so fucking hard that the tumbler the plastic tumbler I had from Walmart I literally knocked out the bottom of the tumbler the whole circle perfectly knocked out. That’s how hard i hit the top of the walker when my legs gave out at the sink. The cold had me so bad off that I was in the bed six months out of the year every year up there. So in all reality I was pretty much bedridden while I was up there.

These are things that since been in Texas nobody knows or realizes or cared to even take notes of when I did say something about it because since Dana he I can walk and not be so bedridden as long as I push myself to far. Which of course they have a tendency to make sure they do to me. Pushing my body beyond physical capabilities.

Just so you can follow, I do have five different things one with my back. I have two bulging disc and l5 and s1, damaged nerves from hips all the way down to my toes, arthritis, degenerative disease of the spine and fibromyalgia. And what happens is when I do too much or I go past my known limits, the bulging disc swell. When they swell they swell up against the damaged nerves What happens is that causes temporary paralysis. And since I don’t take any medicine at all for all of this being that they put me on so much medicine before. The pain levels that I deal with at that point is so high that my body literally cannot handle that amount of pain and I tend to pass the fuck out from the pain itself. It knocks me completely out and I don’t know it. B I’ve been able to learn that when I start to feel sleeping that I’m getting to the point of passing out now. Now the only way I can not get to this point or to feel better is to have an ice pack on my back or a pack of frozen peas or anything that’s cold at that point I don’t care and sleep. THAT’S IT! Another words it takes getting the swelling from the in the bulges to calm down so that the bulges aren’t pressing up against the nerves. Now that you’ve had a clear understanding about my back and that its MANAGED UNLESS I HAD BEEN MADE TO BE PUSHED BEYOND MY LIMITS.

So now that I’ve gone back through everything looking back all the way back…. At that time I started having a lot of people hit me up on Facebook Messenger out of nowhere I didn’t know where I’d look back and recently and a lot of these names I now know and they all come from Texas The only person that I was involved with it that time was Shanea That’s all I know on that part. Not doing this time I had been fully collared with a steel full slave collar. Also When I finally got my SSI settlement I bought a washer and dryer of course which time when I was in the basement and I was going up to steps I found down the basement steps and broke my right wrist of which I had to have a plate in six screws put in. And walked out of the hospital with me and pain medicine told them to fuck off cuz I needed to get out of there. Lol therapy on my right wrist as well either lol

The first of many… Losing my possessions

Kind of a funny story, When I broke my wrist that morning with the bone sticking straight out I had just walked my collar trying to train myself how to deal with the tightness of the collar around my neck being that im claustrophobic. And of course the hospital knew this with the three times that I’ve been in that hospital in that one year. Well I could not unlock the collar with my left hand being that I’m right-handed And none of my neighbors happen to be home to unlock it for me so I waited 12 hours before I went to the hospital with my bone sticking out. Lol at much time I’m into the hospital and said Thursday hex lock too the collar they had to call meanness to go down and get the lock to find the right size but I had it in my purse the whole time but they had to unlock it for me and like of course I was getting chewed out by all the nurses haha So I leave the hospital that night it starts snowing and I’m in shorts entertained top and I’m walk home in the snow. when I get home, because I have time the doctor and for letting me go home and I would come back to the hospital to schedule the surgery hehe. I’m going to open my back door I find that I’ve been robbed. So in shock again the first time being my one When I go to open my back door to let my neighbor know that I made it home My back door was being open for me for them to come in not a second time but a third time to ride my place. Now I’m going back this far because it seems like it has significance. So here we are this marks the first of many different times of one more the other mean you’re losing my perceptions every time I try to gain something.

So I don’t know what the guy was trying to come back and get for the third time because really that was absolutely nothing fucking love to get the guy cleaned me the fuck out. So I had this old time TV I want to say what time now but anyways a heavy TV before these nice ones came out so the guy couldn’t pick it up obviously that was really the only thing that was left. Now you remember I’m dealing with loosen what I took of dealing with the death of my child okay. A broken arm And now we’re break in or… Actually 2 almost 3 break ins. I was doing all these positive affirmations. I had sticky notes all over the place. Walls, mirrors, just everywhere. So since i couldn’t watch TV, i decided to “READ” IT!!!

Anyways, i had considered Shanea to be like my daughter, ya know. And she had come to me and said, mom i wanna go home. I had told her, that i couldn’t until after i got my settlement check.

Looking back that was the beginning of wasting the money tactic. Because when I got my check I bought all my house solid items that I needed I spent the whole check. When I wished God I would have all an RV that would have been this smartest thing to do. But anyway so I must assume this I bought everything and spent the check she says Mom I’m ready to go let’s go so I ended up having to sell everything and she was living across the state line in Salem Ohio. So I sold everything and I moved in with her until we came here about 3 months. I figured I could go for a fresh new start. I had no idea i was walking into A COMPLETE TOTAL DEVASTATION OF MY LIFE BY THE HANDS OF OTHERS! It’s the most horrific thing to have to sit and watch your life just be shipped off but the little brick chipper or whatever little hammer whatever fits it by bit your life be totally fucking destroyed and there’s absolutely nothing you can do about it. Even though your frantically trying to do something about it to know avail. Its something that just can’t be explained.

The move to San Antonio

Well I have been pretty much better than for 6 months of that point everything straight up in the middle of winter. And actually I had gotten very very sick to where I don’t even remember being sick I have no recollection of it at all. So trying to sell everything and pack up most difficult for me. So me and Shana and Shana supposed boyfriend that she was actually using at the time to get back here got in the van packed up and drove off in the winter snow. I was totally excited to be on the way to a fresh life. Oh God i wish i would’ve known. Sighs. With tears rolling down my cheeks right now.

I got here and step foot on San Antonio Texas oil January 29th 2017

The end of Part 1

This is for the attorney so it may not be done but I need to go ahead and publish these drafts for her to look over everything.

To the attorney constantly these people have made it look like it was my family my mother I’m just like I said I need to go and sit down with you and be able to actually pinpoint everything but I mean it’s just that intricately technically involved in the keep everything in a web like form like a spider web but I’m going to go ahead and publish this for the attorney

I’m going to give you these pictures and I’m going to make my point very clear to all men

Just because you see a pretty woman pass you by doesn’t give you the right to touch them without their permission

Just because they have a nice set of breast that you enjoy seeing and looking at does not give you the right to go and grab without asking for permission and waiting for an answer

Just because you see a nice ass pass you by does not give you the right to think you own that ass and you grab it without permission

You also do not have the right to just send a dick pic just because you like the woman that you see online.

Because let me tell you for you to disrespect yourself in front of me is disrespecting me and I cannot stand to be disrespected by a man. If you cannot respect yourself better than that I do not want nothing to do with you.

And that’s all sending dick pics is to me is disrespecting your own self. You cannot hold yourself accordingly and respect your own self how do you a woman to respect you as well.

You men need to stop belittling your own selves just to get back out of woman just because You think you have a clue about her worth when you don’t have a damn thing to do about a woman’s worth.

It’s totally a turn off and disgusting to see a man who’s supposed to be a man act like an animal and don’t know how to respect his own self.

It’s gotten to the point just because I have a set of nice breasts at my age at 49, to be honest with you is gotten to the point where I want to self-mutilate because I’m tired of men thinking they own me and just grab my titties at any given time they believe they want to. It’s gotten to the point where I want to cut my titties off because I don’t enjoy my body anymore I don’t enjoy having my breast anymore because I’m tired of the violations. And I’m getting straight up as honest as honest can be.

It seems like just because I’m a woman right off the bat I owe a man my body. I am in the position that I’m in because men believe I owe them a sexual favor just to have a roof over my head or food in my belly or clothes on my back and if I don’t give it up to you you take the clothes off my back you take the roof over my head… The kicker is is that you motherfuckers make sure that I have food which I throw right back at you stick son of a bitches because it’s an insult to me.

Especially when the clothes have been ripped off my back and then you turn around and buy me McDonald’s like you’re doing me a favor I’ll throw it right back in your face.

After a man that has ditched me and left me on the concrete in the front of Starbucks on August 6th I’ve had two offers of a roof over my head and food in my belly there was a catch a catch I did not want not a damn thing to do with.

I just got out of being trafficked I just got out of being sold I just got out of being an object to low life motherfuckers who think that The worth of the sex worker is low down and that’s an excuse to abuse. First of all let me tell you not one person can decide another person’s worth. Especially when that woman knows her SELF WORTH,

Because not one damn man decides or defines the worth of any woman. You animals need to learn how to become men again.

When I chose to not sell my body here recently for food in my belly and a roof over my head do you realize I walked back to that spot at Starbucks on the concrete where I’ve been staying and sleeping and I carried my stuff that was more than my weight knocking my hip out of socket.

I chose to do so. I CHOSE TO DO SO BECAUSE I KNOW MY SELF WORTH IS WAY MORE THAN THAT AND I RESPECT MYSELF HIGHER THAN THAT!

So just because you see a woman that you may be attracted to cat calling her yes that’s a turn-off as well. But it does not give you a damn right one to think that you can own that woman because you can’t own no human that’s called human trafficking technically. And I’m so tired of males thinking they can own me just because I’m in a bad situation that you made for me and taking advantage of it

You do not have the right to take my rights away from me just because I may be good looking to you

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Y’all need to learn that you can look but you may not touch without permission and you don’t have the right to justify taking advantage of a woman and her situation by force and her by coercion and manipulation of food and housing and clothes to get your sexual fucking desires on. It’s sickening the discontinues to happen. And like I said I chose to be homeless outside on that concrete before I chose to deal and lower myself to such manipulations anymore

YOU MAY LOOK BUT YOU MAY NOT TOUCH WITHOUT PERMISSION

And stop manipulating and raping by forced willful compliance because that is trafficking and I’m sick of being trafficked.

I don’t get it I just can’t understand it. I mean like this last one that left me on the concrete in the front of Starbucks I mean I spoilt the living shit out of him.

And yes I said that that way on purpose. Because there’s spoiled And then they’re spoilt lol That’s way more than spoiled in cajun terms anyways lol.

I mean like I don’t get it I bought this man cigarettes I bought him drinks about his meals I bathed him I even snuck under the table as started trimming him just because you know I wanted to that’s all. I mean like I do things out of my heart and I really don’t even ask for payback I just want respect really. Like I don’t ask for nothing no pay no no payment on what I spend I invited him every time I had the chance to get a room because I didn’t want to be by myself because it reminded me too much of work when I’m by myself. And being treated bad so I just wanted some company really. And I really just want to be able to spoil a man because that’s where I get my most pleasure from and that and that’s the truth. I enjoy seeing a man happy genuinely happy from just being spoilt. I mean like that extra spoiling you know.

And it comes from my heart, to give you a couple examples of the way I am. My youngest son who is almost 20 and November in a couple of months. His dad I used to spoil him all the time when I was with him. He was doing roofing at one time okay that meant I got up at 2:00 in the morning I made his coffee I made his lunch and i made his breakfast I woke him up with a blowjob and his cup of coffe and I sent him out the door with the little note or some pictures of whatever back in the day when you had like you know real Polaroid cameras. You know just to make his day go by better you know especially like at lunch time.

He would get in from work and I would draw his water for him and bathe him. I laid his clothes out for him I did everything like that like spoiled the fuck out him I mean right you know.

But here’s the catch when it comes to me I do it out of my heart I don’t do it because I feel like I have to. When a man starts expecting it It starts feeling like a job and then isn’t out of my heart anymore at that point it takes to fun out of it for me ya know. I do it because I like to see the genuine smile I like to see the genuine happiness and that only comes when it’s a surprise kind of thing. When you’re expecting something and when you know you’re going to get it or you demand it then the smile on your face and the happiness that you show it’s not genuine because you already know you’re going to get that and it just takes all the fun out of it for me completely.

And I mean I was raised in construction so all my life I have heard men talk I mean like I’ve always been one of the guys so I think like a man a lot of times which is can be dangerous lol but I know with men like I know what men won’t and I know I hear men all the time I’ve heard them all my life and I do just what I’ve heard men talk about about their wives and their girlfriends and I earned my keep and I learned how what a man enjoys and and and I’ve learned how to please them you know more than just through their dick and their stomach. Not to mention I learned how to give the best blowjob around that anybody has ever you know I don’t know I don’t even know how I do that but anyway you know I don’t understand how this isn’t enough

Like so my son’s dad, one morning I had decided that I had been leaving notes in his lunch a little too much you know and he came in from work that afternoon and he said well where’s my note at I didn’t get my note today. And so I answered him and I said well you won’t ever get a note again because now you’re expecting it now became a job. Ok. And he didn’t understand that you know.

And I miss doing that I really do I tried to do that with work I tried to spoil my clients that I had and of course you see how that went you know like I got treated like shit completely. Like I I guess I was trying to mix my personal with my job because that’s just kind of person I am.

So this person here that left me on the concrete in front of Starbucks… Every man I spoil I’ve done that with the married man that I had seen I done that with the client that turned personal that I was seeing I mean once I get hurt, or taking advantage of I won’t do it for that person anymore. Because it apparently it it’s not appreciated at that point.

So this one here Chris, just so you can follow the story… I bathed him and he wasn’t used to it, I mean it first he said I’m not a baby and I’m like I’m not trying to treat you like a baby I’m trying to like just spoil you.. like I took care of his hygiene like and it’s not that he didn’t and it’s not that he you know it’s because I wanted to do these things I wanted to shave his face I wanted to trim him I wanted to whatever I because I wanted to that’s what I enjoy doing I enjoy pleasing and then that’s how I get please That’s my pleasure that’s where my pleasure derives from. Maybe you can say it’s that submissive slave in me but it’s where my true pleasure comes from.

But why is it that men talk about women and talk about how women treat them and then when they come across somebody like me who will spoil the living daylights out of you and treat you like gold platinum silver and brass and bronze all mixed in one like so damn good that you can’t even recognize it when you actually get a good woman That’s right in front of you and you don’t recognize the loyalty in the dedication no matter what we go through I’m not behind a man I’m not in front of a man I’m beside a man and there beside him no matter what.

I know I’m a damn good woman I don’t cheat I bring women home from my man matter of fact. I’m a bisexual swinger I don’t mind as long as you don’t do it behind my back

What I want to know is how is it that I’m spoiling the wrong fucking men who don’t appreciate what I give to them and continually treat me like shit when all I hear from a man is the way a woman is treated them like shit and I sit and tell every fucking man I won’t treat you like that I promise. My word is honor it always has been.

How is it that I spoiled the wrong man who don’t appreciate what I give to them????

I have cooked filet mignon dinners before and like through them in the trash because of the way my man comes home from work and treats me like shit when he’s got a surprise dinner and me all dressed up nice and sexy and I just turn around after the whole dinner in the trash can pots pans and all I just dump it

Like I’ve been this way since I was 16 and married the first time it’s been every man since my first husband and I’ve been married three times. With my last husband which was he left the day before Columbine high School shooting I used to bring women home for him all the time but yet when he was out of town working he was cheating on me I don’t understand you men I give you exactly what you want and yet I get treated like this I don’t understand I just had to voice this I guess

And excuse me for my dictation typos because you know speech to text and Cajun accent just doesn’t mix sometimes lol

I guess I just wish that I don’t know I don’t know how to say it Men would see what they have in front of them and appreciate being treated good and not treat the woman so bad when they’re treating them like gold on because I know I’m a damn good woman I know I’m worth being kept since you know I’ve been taught how to earn my keep I guess I’m a keeper I’m more than a keeper and I know I am and I’m just wish that men wouldn’t hurt me so much even after treating them so well

To the person that left me $135 cash under my phone at Starbucks, I can’t thank you enough for the blessing. You left me crying. Thank you for showing me that there’s still some good people out there.

In between all the stalking I’ve been going through. All these bad people want is to see me stay down. I keep my faith no matter what. I don’t ask for nothing, I give all I can give, and I’ve given my all literally. In between caring for everybody else I lost myself, and in between fighting all these people that have been bad to me and mistreated me really bad. I have fought for freedom, freedom of sexuality, freedom to embrace our own selves for who and what we are, freedom for acceptance without passing judgment, and I have fought for my own self.

I fought to get out of the trafficking, there’s too much stigma that revolves around sex work. No matter what that’s never an excuse to abuse anybody. I’ve completely gotten out of sex work. And I’m trying to build myself up the right way.

Thank you for being an angel in my darkest of times ❤️

I have to admit to be like this which I’ve never in my life could ever foresee not even in my worst times in my life before all this, for me it’s very humiliating and degrading to go through. It’s very dehumanizing and desensitizing. A lot of hard things in my mind and to know that people see me on the concrete sleeping and to know that I’ve been out in the public like I’ve been and that everybody knows me it’s one of the hardest things for me to deal with.

So I keep my spirits up I keep smiling and I keep laughing inside it does kill me. It does kill me to know that people want to see people in these situations and boast about it. It hurts to see how people thrive on hate. Especially is an empathy.

I know the demons lurk around me constantly thank you for letting me know the angels stay around me as well. I never lose my faith in God. Thank you

Something was brought to my attention last night and explained to me in a way that made total sense to me. See I’m expect on the Northeast side of town and I keep being placed on this side of town. And I’ve been trying to figure out why, Now I know why.

At the Starbucks that I was left at the woods on the side of me and all the place across the street from me you just used to satanic practices. Understand why the guy that I live with just ditched me where Im still at. But when this is explained to me last night it makes a lot of sense.

First of all he wasn’t as strong in his spiritual convictions and apparently whatever he felt here scared the heck out of him. As it should. So whatever he felt here it scared him and he didn’t think about nothing and nobody else but himself and he ran, as again he should. And I don’t blame him for that. Because anybody would and should.

I started noticing and I like the first couple of days that I was here people were coming through all the time but now they completely go around this whole area between where I sit at Starbucks and down there where I lay and go to sleep.

Apparently my spiritual presence is definitely felt. I noticed people will go around the Starbucks to go to the circle k or around the Starbucks to go to the woods next door. They will refuse to come through here anymore at all. Lol And I can swear to you it’s almost watching this like it’s parted the Red Sea and I’m not joking when I say this.

Now I just found out about this Titanic practices here two nights ago. And when I found out about it I went down where I’ve been sleeping and I prayed really really hard and I went to sleep praying. As I did again last night.

Now I had not found these feelings because well you know they stay away from me I guess. Lol but here it is like with me being stalked and everything. It had to take that person last night telling me this for me too see why I’ve been stalked. Now these people that have stalked me they will get so close in my face to frustrate me and irritate me and everything they I’m going to feel like gnats to me to be honest with you. Just something that is like a fly or a gnat just won’t leave you alone and you just keeps swatting them away. But they will not touch me they will do everything in their power but they will never touch me and they never have.

And they have done everything that they could do to me materialistically speaking. But they never outright hurt me physically they’ve hurt me psychologically emotionally they hurt me in my heart but they never ever want to hurt me physically so to speak they’ve done everything that they can do around about to hurt me physically you know keeping me hungry me ya know things of this nature. But they themselves have not touched me to harm me and they’ll come by me and not ever mean knowing it I stay true to myself I stay true to my spiritual conviction so stay true to my honor and I stay kind to everyone to wear it I never know who it is that I’m speaking with and a lot of times it’s the same people that’s coming out to hurt me but from afar. And it’s only later that I figure out or find out or that they speak a certain word or a key word or something to let me know that they know who I am.

The more they’ve taken away from me materialistically the more i become free. And it’s because well first of all I’m not a materialistic kind of person And secondly I stand convicted in my beliefs in Jesus. And they test me constantly I’m constantly approached with situations that for example I’ve been approached several times about making money. Making money in ways that I just got out of. And I refuse to I would rather go back to my little piece on my concrete over here in the heat outside and sleep outside on this concrete then I would selling my body ain’t going to bad things the wrong way that’s first of all instant gratification and that is part of the devil. And I know this.

Since I’ve gotten to San Antonio Texas to be accepted arriving here my whole life was stolen and again and again and again this keeps happening every time that I try to gain something materialistically in my life it’s taken away from me by others.

And see here it’s the truth of the matter, I’m not going through anything in my life at all that would be suffice to say that would bring me to these levels in my life. I come through worse things and never have lost my homes never have lost my material the way I lived in my life. NEVER NOT ONCE.

I mean I’ve gone through divorces I’ve gone through my ex-husband molested my oldest son I’ve gone through my youngest son having so much anger that he wanted to hurt me I’ve gone through so much and you know let’s say for example losing a job going through divorce and having to pay child support and you find yourself homeless that is a reason that you’re homeless and acceptable reason at that. But here it is I’m not doing drugs, I don’t do drugs, I’m not going through any divorce I’m not going I mean I’m on disability My SSI I have not in my life there is none reason in my life that I should be in this situation at all besides the fact that I’ve gone through worse and never been in this situation at all.

It is obvious especially those that have known me all in my life and I’m only for at least the last 25 years like say for example my best friend. These people know that I’ve come through all these things and know that I’m a very OCD person a very much a perfectionist that my life has been in order even though the chaos has been around me through a divorce or whatever that I keep my life in very much order and in check.

So it’s obvious that it’s the electronic harassment and those that are feeling my strong spiritual presence that it irks their demons so bad that they want to try to harm me in ways and see me be down And even though they come near me and they come up behind me and make theirselves known but they will not touch they cannot touch me.

That’s because I am protected in the blood of Jesus. And I never question my faith and i never will. And like say for example my mother who wanted me to get an exorcism done on me, When 6 months after that I performed an exorcism something I would not suggest to anybody by the way. But I’ve been so strong in my faith that I’ve been able to do these things and it shows me a lot.

And seriously speaking when I look at these people walking around this Starbucks it is quite literally like parting Red Sea as Jesus did.

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I’m a very spiritually strong person I’ve always been that way and I will always continue to be this way. And this is why I have a hard time keeping people around me because I’m that spiritually strong. And that does tend to scare people off. One day the right person with the amount of strength and Jesus that I have in Jesus my own self we’ll come around and I will know it until that time comes, I don’t need anybody I’ve been alone this whole time I’ve walked my own road in my own journey in my own size three kids shoes lol I may want somebody in my life that I sure don’t need them.

Thats how convicted i am in my beliefs that I don’t mind being on this concrete in this heat outside homeless because I am still free no matter what!

Okay so I’m going to get graphic here we all take our phones to the shitter don’t we?! Don’t lie because I know you do lol 😆

Well let’s get really scary here on the stalking okay let’s really go there on what they’ve done to me every time I listen to shower maintenance who was Matthew at Budget suites who is cappy on Kik who owns a Kik group which I will get to that screenshot in a minute okay but he is maintenance at Budget suites or was in September okay In town suites on bandera and Budget suites on Fredericksburg road in San Antonio they were using maintenance to break into my apartment and gaslight me moving objects and riding on my closet doors and coming in while I was in the shower That’s pretty scary. Here’s pictures to prove that. And how is it being done? By exploiting your location Bluetooth NFC Bixby home settings your Wi-Fi control settings on your devices they know when you were in the shower when you were sitting on the shitter taking a shit and they know exactly how long you stay in the shower to go in your apartment and mess up your stuff to wear come out of the shower and messed up in your home and start freaking the fuck out and going crazy okay this was back going back 2018 for me

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Look at the ways that they will hypnotize you

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EXCUSE ME BUT I HAVE FOUR AND A HALF YEARS OF THIS HOW MUCH PROOF DO Y’ALL NEED THEY JUST EXPLOITING THE PERMISSIONS IN YOUR PHONE BY GOOGLE MICROSOFT AND SAMSUNG THIS IS THE HAVOC THAT CAN DO ON A PERSON’S LIFE STOCK TERRORIZED TOURNAMENT AND GO AND PUT THEM THROUGH SATANIC RITUAL ABUSE NOT TO MENTION DIRECTED ENERGY WEAPONS. I HAVE FOUR AND A HALF YEARS OF THIS PROOF AND EVIDENCE

Oh yes let’s not forget to mention the 214 location lookups between November 14th through December 3rd which December 2nd I was in I arrived and not just Mississippi at 2:14 p.m. that is after I found out my bag was missing that I personally placed and within 86 miles from Baton rouge to Natchez Mississippi all of a sudden my bag was switched and made it look like it was my bag but it was another bag almost identical to mine that had been switched over again how is this done it was done by using location and exploiting my find my mobile and Bluetooth and NFC and your location settings

Microsoft on my home Microsoft account it shows 214 different location lookups using an app called bliss.com and I have the device ID number. That would be pretty scary huh

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So while I was in the shelter i came to finally figure out how they were electronically harassing me and hacking into my devices.

They are using what’s called a raspberry pi And if you just Google up hacking with raspberry pi you will easily find lots of articles on hacking with raspberry pi that I believe can reach up to about a mile away from your device

Amazon shopping, Amazon music, file manager, Google drive, Google docs, Google photos, Google One US title records, Google voice, Google calendar, edge browser, In tune Microsoft launcher Google device policy, Smart switch has 92 permissions, Microsoft authenticator, message plus from Verizon, signal by the way has 21 permissions, , Telegram and telegram plus, kik, McAfee Security, Facebook, Facebook Messenger, files by Google,

Watch out for your permissions because even though you disable anything you have to go in the permissions to each and every app and disable your background usage and restrict it restrict

By exploiting all of your apps namely Google, Bluetooth, NFC, Bixby smart home, find my mobile, wifi control… All of them that have the sensitive permissions being able to get into your device using those permissions as a back door to electronically harass and cause havoc to your life.

So mainly what they’ve been doing to me is strangers were adding money to my cash up card but putting vulgar descriptions in my cash app card in the for section to cause me to lose some my cash app account

Then they were making fraudulent charges that I cannot dispute because I’m not knowing where they’re coming from to buy bitcoins with to play their games. Making it look like it is either other people which of course would get the blame for and which is what happened to me will cause friendships and relationships to be jeopardized. For example

Google Play services along has 312 permissions

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By using my fine my mobile my NFC my Bluetooth and my Bixby home they could sit at home and locate my device and someone else could go to the same page or park when I was on the bus on the way there and put out satanic voodoo dolls on the trees before I got there which is what happened to harass me stalk me and keep me in fear these are some sick people

Not to mention being in your phone is invasion of privacy and by being in your phone they can redirect all of your web browsing and torture and torment you, Using death threats in a very psychological abusive way like so for example. They taken off my bracelet that never comes off while I was asleep on the concrete at Haven for Hope shelter that told me that again I would never know who went away by placing it on the side of me on the other side of someone else’s bags. They redirecting using and hacking into my Facebook they were able while I was looking for an apartment to give me another death threat they showing me a coffin for $900 with a black guy looking out of it by a friend suggesting of Stacy coffin that means that I was stay in the coffin and by using my cousin’s name Michael thibodeau which is Michelle and French they were calling my name out

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I’m guessing by the way July 4th when I was told how the trafficking went how it wasn’t a lot of people that I want one person it was a family that owned one person for a period of 7 years and how July 4th weekend is a big recruiting weekend for trafficking. I was also told that quote unquote “the cloud tells all” And then yes it was confirmed by this guy Nate that they do use people to destroy people’s reputations and to discredit them and to make their lose their jobs and their lives. Again this was this guy named Nate that was in the courtyard of Haven for Hope shelter that went into the members area because I requested the staff to keep him away from me because I knew he was antagonizing me about the trafficking the way he was talking to me like this. BUT just remember THE CLOUD TELLS ALL

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Call me hustle has been on my contact list for a long time from Kik for a long time now I didn’t having people call my phone numbers all of my Google voice numbers which I don’t know how they’ve been finding that which of course is connected to your real number which is how they’ve been finding my real number every time I change it. They’ve been calling three times in a row and I can show you on my spam calls how they call one right after the other they’ll hang up and call again hang up and call again, And I believe that’s a way to trigger a hidden setting in your device which I’m not quite sure on this part yet but that’s what it seems to be doing I’ve never called star 86 before, but it’s connected to this person call me hustle

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Adam 500 again is also been in my phone contacts list for a long time I don’t think he was the one doing this but you can tell that I was calling the 211 United Way phone number to get help and it was being redirected showing his name

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It’s called air dropping anybody can get near your phone and hack your device by air dropping This is what I’ve been told and I have seen it happen somebody walking by and all of a sudden my device starts getting hot so hot to where it burns my hand. I’ve seen my device go up to 169 degrees last September. When I did not know what was going on with my phone.

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Because Google and Samsung have missions that I do not allow you they do not allow you to turn off even through even though you have the Wi-Fi control turned off they can use your phone your mobile your location settings Bluetooth and NFC settings to locate you This is how they did this to stalk me and terrorize me and torment me by you by putting up satanic voodoo ritual dolls while I was on the way to san pedro park by bus. There were three people in the shelter that I knew from Kik that were there and watching me when I was at the park I have a picture of one of the guys that I saw passed me by at the park while I was at the swimming pool that day

I need to fix that picture up but I was taking this picture from the pool and the one with the hat on is the one that had been watching me that I know from Kik I know his face from Kik.

Also by using and exploiting my permissions to get in my phone and to invade my privacy to torment and install me continually, by using my location this is how they were able to when I was at the bus stops use several GTOs going around me and raving them up to do intimidation tactics letting me know that they were around and letting me know that they were still watching me

Also they know I’ve been seeing a lot of double numbers like 11:11 and 12:12 This is also how night before last someone drove up over here at Starbucks at 12:12 a.m. asking what time it was and exactly 12:12 a.m. another intimidation tactic to letting me know they knew where I was at all times psychological abuse. Letting me know that I would never know who when aware.

I swear to God another damn cop tells me and insinuates that I had been diagnosed with some kind of mental distiller and when my last episode was I’m freaking go off that cop because I have done their investigation for them for the last 2 and 1/2 years.

Bluntly speaking I had uncovered a 43 state scheme that they’ve been pulling with names and using debit card numbers to buy Bitcoins to pay for their games that they’re being playing like forge for example

Now let’s not forget about the other death threats they were doing to me last year when I got hacked my computer got hacked hard June and in September which is when I got cornered stalked out of my apartment in September and lost my home then. I can show this is organized stalking which is Rico I can show it all I know how it’s been done and I will send my devices off to forensics to find out who not to mention the fact there is a developer that has been getting into my website Ms rogersa.net they developed a butt from red umbrella posting to show the same IP that I was using for the website which is what I couldn’t figure out it first but there was a developer that developed a lot to getting start getting into trying to hack into the website not to mention I have more screenshots from 2 weeks ago showing that they were trying to get into the website again and when I looked up the WP admin that they were using it was showing a developer was coming up with these ways to try to log in.

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Again one more time proof my phone has been hacked. I couldn’t figure out where all these *86 calls came from when i never made those calls

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Again proof my phone was hacked and being redirected when i tried to call the 21ll1 united way number to get help, adam500 has been in my contact list for a for years now

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Proof my debit card was being redirected every time i tried to call it, which proves ive been hacked

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Death Threats

Im warning everyone here’s the truth…on july 22nd i woke up from sleeping on the concrete to another death threat reminder that it can happen anytime, anywhere and i wouldn’t know who when or where. 

To explain this picture, this chakra bracelet is on my left wrist, IT NEVER COMES OFF, NOT EVER, IT NEVER SLIPS OR NOTHING OK

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I woke up on july 22nd at about 8:30 am of course on the concrete to my bracelet being off of my wrist, finding it placed on the concrete on the OTHER SIDE of those bags.

I just took this picture, this is my purse, my foot on the ground, but i took this to show you exactly how my bracelet was taken off of my wrist while I’m sleeping outside on this concrete and woke up to finding it on the OTHER SIDE of those bags in those pictures above. Now i had pushed those bags farther down because they were actually laying on top of all that bird shit ok. But when i woke up i freaked out grabbed my bracelet and pushed the bags farther down and being so tired i fell back asleep.

Now let’s remind you of all of the threats ive already dealt with over time ok

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June 3rd 2020 now do your number codes june is sixth month, 3 x’s 2 is 6, 3 x’s 2 is 6, zeros being wildcard numbers ok 666, my email msroguesa@protonmail.ch was used yo make a fraudulent Groupon account under the name Mary Magdalene, essentially stripping me of my name is exactly what i felt like it was. Whoever it was went into that account EVEN THOUGH I NEVER ACTIVATED THAT ACCOUNT BY CLICKING THE LINK and viewed SIX HUNDRED FORTY THREE (643) ITEMS and out of that 643 items THE LAST VIEWED WAS THAT GUN!!!!

When i contacted the “supposive” support whose name was “raj” as in “ra” the Egyptian sun god ra who kept calling me “mary” farther stripping my identity away from me. Even after several times telling him my nane was Michelle, which of course, goes unacknowledged.

June 15th, 2020 at 2:43 am i went to finally go take a shower, of course i had not gotten off the computer all day long to take a shower on the 14th because well they kept me busy on the computer all day and night long with hacking into my computer. When i finally got up to get my shower at a quarter to 3 in the morning, i found my shower head upside down made into a noose. Ummm NO THERE WAS ABSOLUTELY NO WAY A BRAND NEW SHOWER HEAD THAT I MYSELF PUT ON TIGHTLY CAME LOOSE AND FELL UPSIDE DOWN. NOPE THERE WAS NO WAY, so obvious death threat number 2. Now mind you im only showing “these” death threats, im not showing you all the “rest of the threats” at the moment.

April 10th 2021 I woke up at 4:01 am hearing beer bottles clanking, being thrown in the garage outside, but hearing it like it was in my ears. When i opened my eyes i was on my right side facing the wall. When i turned over this is what i found, my door being cracked open as in ANOTHER threat. I never know who when or where it will happen. Of course i went to tell management about it. They checked the door the door had not been opened by any other key but my key needless to say I knew I had it closed when I went to sleep no other explanation mind personally would be maintenance considering they had been involved at Budget suites before and I was at studio 6 across the street from the budget suites.

Then right after that which I have no pictures of two nights in a row I walk to dairy Queen next door to studio 6 was going to the Shell store and was stopped on the way back right at closing time which is about midnight and asked if I need a ride. With the third day is paying rent at studio 6 and came out of the office to a car and a minivan which was the car was on my side in the parking lot the minivan had stopped on the side of the road at the beginning of the parking lot with the sliding door facing my way in other words boxing me in with the car on the side of me asking me if I needed a ride. This of course was a kidnapping threat situation again telling me I’ll never know who when or where.

So as you can see taking my bracelet off of my wrist while I was asleep it’s not just a random oh it’s no big deal thing it really is a big deal when you add all this up. needless to say I was quite upset over this issue

Poisoned

(im going to keep this part in here )

So the next Monday which was July 26th 2021, my boyfriend whom I met in the shelter that is also having problems with being gang stalked and such got poisoned. And I can tell you from experience that once you get poisoned and you realize it you know what it is. From my experience I’ve had my food that I ordered through doordash at McDonald’s be poisoned quarter pounders and homestyle burgers right in the middle of eating half of it tasting really really salty so salty but I quit eating the burger of which afterwards I went and passed out asleep could not just did not know that I was out waking up very groggy not even able to really get up for a long long time. Also on the 21st of June I got poisoned at the hospital I’m going to went to the hospital the night I called the cops and turned the trafficking in I was supposed to go in and get a health check but I didn’t I went in a stage just for the night so I can have somewhere to go there was a man that took a sandwich out of his bag and I thought he had gotten out of the machine at the hospital so I asked where the machine was for the sandwiches in it and he handed me a ham sandwich and again right in the middle of eating half of it it tasted very very salty and I just stopped cuz I knew better of which I passed out yet again without knowing it. So I can tell you like I said from the experience you know when you’re poisoned when you had this happen before.

So during lunch in the cafeteria we are eating sitting next to each other and this guy comes all of a sudden and make sure that he crosses over me to offer his dessert to my boyfriend which is banana cake. It wasn’t the same dessert as ours but during the time of lunch if they run out of one dessert they’ll get another one so we didn’t really think too much of it he grabs the cake it says cool okay thank you. And proceeds to eat it. I can tell you now he you know we’ll go to sleep after lunch or something but I try to wake him up several times to get his laundry done at 2:00 and I couldn’t get him up. This is unlike him because I usually give him up for like breakfast or whatever and he wakes up fairly easy and actually gets up. It wasn’t until almost supper time that he actually got up and when he came up to me cuz all this on the concrete on the girls side cuz everything segregated except for the smoking section he was very drowsy looking which concerned me. At which time he told me that he must have gotten poisoned there was something in that cake. The cake had been very moist like it was homemade tasting and he told me and he had been poisoned before like I have. He also expressed to me that he had only seen that guy twice that was the second time that he had seen him and I mean I felt it very odd that he meant to cross over me in a rude way instead of you know letting me have the plate to pass to my boyfriend to grab the cake he wouldn’t let me touch the plate at all I mean it’s you know it was off the whole deal. So of course this was a violation I mean to be when you’re poisoned you feel very violated in a different kind of way it’s very serious and the guy must have brought this cake in from the outside because they’re not supposed to let you bring any food or drinks in from the outside but somehow he was able to do so.

The Vultures That Crowd Over

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To end this one I would have never been able to foresee what I’m going through now when I started writing this. Its so fucking horrific

You tube videos that go with this

August 10th video 1 https://youtu.be/IrA2d_IFqeI

August 10th video 2 https://youtube.com/shorts/DG8E4-IsT70?feature=share

August 10th video 3 https://youtu.be/6ailiU1aoSE

August 10th video 4. https://youtu.be/0oWXbGAjOBo

August 10th video 5 https://youtu.be/8hOpJI4zytU

What its like to be tortured video 1https://youtu.be/54eOYM_ON2o

What its like to be tortured video 2 it’s still uploading I’m going to publish this now

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August 10th

Called attorney general in San Antonio, got transferred. They called for a unit do that I can make a report. When they showed up the first thing i told the first officer that walked up to me was, “im deathly afraid of men.” Its always so damn hard to try to talk about this, So immediately the second one seeing none of the stumbling to try to figure out how to explain any part of this the second one says “so what will you diagnose with?” immediately shutting me down I looked in a message You just triggered me You knew what you were d and I said I’m nothing more to say or try to say. That officer proceeded to try to get me to focus on him while I was still stumbling the second officer one more time interrupts me purposely while he’s smiling as shitty eating grin and says “so when was your last episode? ” I said I’m done, get away from me. While he was getting into his units I asked the other officer but that person with his name was should I get something and he said it was too hard to pronounce like bullshit.

I mean point like I woke up yesterday morning pretty much in total shock over what Chris did. I just don’t understand how any human being can do such things.. anyways

So as soon as I stop both in and sleep out the parking lot I came back and probably attorney general again and got transferred to internal affairs and of course because I didn’t pay attention to their stripes or their uniforms because you know they really didn’t have anything to stingers and I was in trauma and and in shock I had no identifying marks to get them the for anything to come out of this.

I can tell you this though, When we were about to hang up and he says don’t let that one incident keep you from reporting what you need to report. Here’s how I’m going to answer everyone….

Over the last FIVE (5) YEARS, there has been literally, no exaggerations…. TWO HUNDRED ONE MEN ABUSE THE LIVING FUCK OUT OF ME….

That’s NOT 2 men, 5 men, not even 15 or 20 in five years…. NOOOO… TWO HUNDRED DIFFERENT INDIVIDUAL MEN HAVE MISTREATED ME WORSE THAN ANY ONE PERSON CAN EVER BEGIN TO IMAGINE, AND THEN GLOAT AND BOAST ABOUT IT

So point blank, why in the living fuck would I talk to any one man??? I mean very literally speaking men have controlled and is still controlling literally ever part of my life men have taken every goddamn thing from me and been dumped me in the part of homeless community part of town…

That’s of course after he gave me a week of training of how to be street homeless. Don’t you think that was pretty nice of him. I mean at least he did that much before he ditched me and left me for whatever basically for dead really. That’s pretty dehumanizing it’s pretty sick it pretty everything. And of course everything is being timed perfectly here because when he did that and got me off and ditched me other people started going well how are you doing instead of you just pretty obvious it is all planned… Sorry I ran off time line… Just am fucked off about it all .. anyways… Ok back on time line…

August 9th Threatening me and impersonating the police Department

Okay so how many mistakes do you see in this email??? Should I go ahead and point them out???

• Hmmm…..gmail not .gov
• “Tiny” url
• “Otherwise ” i” will be forced to take action”

Just to name a few…

What A REAL Police Report Looks like made june 21st

I made this police report When I was still at home gates the actually the day before I went into the intake at Haven for Hope shelter. So to give everybody else an idea of what it really looks like compared to the one above. This is kind of where I want to say ignorance IS really bliss it just depends on what sidw your on and this time around it worked in my favor cuz I had knowledge, I mean besides the obvious signs that that email was fake.

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Sunday August 8th Frank Smith 2:38 pm

So frank just out of the blue “wants to know how i am” ITS NOT ANY OF HIS BUSINESS OF HOW I AM.. WE ARE NOT CLOSE LIKE THAT, honestly speaking i can’t recall who he is, not with memory loss. So for me… I really don’t know him. And that’s very honestly speaking. Now this is TWO CLIENTS, first of all cross and boundaries and should not even be contacted me unless they want to make an appointment. They should not be even asking about my personal business it’s PERSONAL. I don’t just make phone calls out of the blue and go how are you doing it’s not like that This is not a personal relationship of any kind. This of course is suspicious and shows that they are aware of my situation it becomes VERY obvious at this point.

Sunday August 8th Bruce Hairston 9:16 am

The first of TWO in ONE DAY. It’s been quiet as a mouse. I haven’t heard from nobody not at all. Then all of a sudden I start getting contacted again damn well suspicious So he’s definitely SUSPECT now!!! By the way this is the second time he’s pulled this on me. The first time was Father’s Day when I ad posted my last ad on our home2 or ad anywhere for that matter. And he contacts and says the same thing and then nothing nobody out of more than 800 views by 9:00 on Father’s Day morning with the Father’s Day special going on yeah I felt pretty shitty I was made to feel like shit that way.

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Saturday August 7th Taken 10:08 am

Ok to explain these sick twisted horrific mind games they torture with me daily okay so what I’m being told is is by my bracelet being taken off my wrist I’ll never know who went or where. The coffin was my home for $900 so there was what a $900 I don’t know should be taken two weeks a $900 price tag on my head for what I don’t know I have never heard anybody like that or any kind of way for that matter and this Stacy coffin and Michael thibodeau is my cousin and Michael is French for Michelle, And my coffin is going to be my new home

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Thursday August 5th Taking Refuge From The Rain

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August 3rd YET ANOTHER FRAUDULENT cash App charge for apple.com for $1.03 at 5:52 am

August 3rd ANOTHER FRAUDULENT Capsh App Charge apple.com for $2.07 at 12:52 am

Friday July 30th Matthew Garrett Time Waster No Call No Show & Makes Appts Then Cancels, NEVER MET BEFORE! He has NO reason to be in my personal life…BOUBDARY CROSSER!

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Friday July 30th 4:49 am ANOTHER FRAUDULENT apple.com charge on my cash app card for $1.03

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Thursday July 29th Matthew Anderson sends $35 at 1:28 am Thirand is Vulgar on my Cash App putting me at risk fir losing my account. He NEVER emailed me, and I DON’T KNOW HIM!!

Thursday July 30th 4:40 am Fraudulent Charge apple.com??? For $1.03

July 29th looking for an apt, thats telling me a coffin is going to be my house

I’m getting mobbed at the shelter In other words every time I go to try to do something I got 15 people coming up to me and one time timing just right every time I try to get peace I get what’s called mobbed, it got so bad I had to put signs on the post to leave me alone, those two people circled his own Chris’s friends list on Facebook

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July 20th it’s a Sunday I’m going to the park with some girl from the shelter to go swimming I find all the satanic stuff on the trees

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July 28th wake up thirsty and dehydrated wanting water only to get antagonized with water that there was none. Water is controlled in the shelter I was also punished and found outside in the heat for flipping these stuff off for antagonizing me with water, was supposed to be a 2-hour punishment in the heat dehydrated that ended up being 3 hours see my lips are purple being dehydrated

In two days there were three people that went to the hospital for a heat exhaustion

And on July 22nd my bracelet got taken off and was placed next to me by somebody’s bag while I was asleep on the concrete in the shelter that let me know that I would be anytime anywhere and I would never know who when or where

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