October 2022

• October 2nd: Notification on Microsoft Authenticator from IP 172.174.214.`167

Following the same patterns of the at the last two previous years before starting off kind of slow at the beginning of October, with a progression throw out the month I’ve been hit with in many different ways. Then at the end of the month being almost like a grand finale kind of thing. You’ll definitely be able to see patterns it’s obvious. The trolls name say oh this is nothing but gibberish but no it is not it is controlled chaos at its finest!!!!
(I’m having to dictate this in airplane mode by the way, November 5th 7:52 a.m.)
Starting October 2nd at 2:39 p.m. while I was unpacking and I new home the last step of my voucher program, I could a son and request on my Microsoft authenticator app under my Microsoft home account for an approval that I didn’t make that I wasn’t even near my computer when I got this notification. So I immediately have to stop with what I’m doing turn around and change my password once again and go and look this up and I find that it’s from a Chrome and a Windows device with the IP number of 173.174.214.167. then I go look that up and it shows that it’s from Orlando Texas and it’s under Spectrum Internet giving me coordinates to that IP address.
Strangely enough just a couple hours afterwards at 4:20 p.m. after not hearing from tristen/issac since I last slept a message to him saying that I’m filing moving He finally decides to check my messages his messages and finally decide to answer me saying congrats good for you, I know it’s been a long time coming. At this point I’m feeling pretty put off by him. So I just don’t answer. Besides the fact that these kinds of coincidences happen regularly with him so I wasn’t going to feed into it this time.
Also on the 1st the city finally find my last apartment complex for not having hot water and not having it fixed. After not having hot water from almost the whole entire lease with those apartments. so that screenshot is there as well

And off to the races we go… that’s how it started….
On Tuesday October 4th I find in my location timeline that on September 25th I supposedly visited elm Creek apartments.
And again at 801AM trust and contacts me saying good luck on moving day set aside you a little personal bag and supervised the move. He knew that I was going to have movers on my official move day but what he did not know is on September 30th when I sign my lease I stayed at my apartment and already halfway moved in besides the fact, That’s just not something I could do is just sit there and supervise. They were a lot of other factors at hand and this showed me of just how out of touch he really was when it came to my situations. And therefore one more time I did not answer him.
Also on the third it kind of struck me about him answering me know there is not a benefit for me. Got finally struck me for a narcissist they won’t do anything unless it BENEFITS THEM so I sat down and wrote a journal entry about that All that I didn’t finish it. It is enough of my thoughts to pinpoint that day.
October 6th, you can see where I went back in my email to make screenshots of when I posted an ad back on mega personals which is like backpage and escort Babylon in 2021 when I was forced on the northeast side. I was looking for the number of that gave me a text that was doing periods in between the sentence in other words continuing the brainwashing in code.
Also on October 6th, exactly 11 month s just 3 weeks before a year Tony been married man contacts me on Twitter after having me blocked for 11 months He’s going to unblock me and ask me to go to dinner with him. Notice the pattern of 11 months.
Here’s what I’m going to tell you I had been getting notifications off of his Twitter on another Twitter of mine just to keep an eye on him. So of course I go off and I tell him exactly what I felt. And exactly where to go.
Also just as normal I’m having problems with my cookies again On my pc.
In just a note I still haven’t talked to Tristan it’s been a 5 days by this time.
October 7th I went to go return the keys to my former apartment.
Also on the 7th tristen issac contacted one more time saying that he hoped I had a good move and all. This is when I decided to answer him and I was trying to break it off with him actually I had decided that I cannot handle sleeping with him again and not seen him for a long time and it wasn’t benefiting me since he used that word benefit so I guess, He knew he had to do something pretty damn quickly with that
Because on the 8th he shows up at 8:20 in the morning ringing my doorbell. I have never ever seen him more eager than on that morning. Let’s just say it was less enjoyable. With the exception of the last three times we would gather which is what caught me up in his web again when I go to waiting a long time for him and had my hopes up and usually I get let down and don’t enjoy it. This time he bit me nine times made it very big bruise on my left breast. And I knew it was kind of like a symbol or a sign because the last and only other time that he bit me like that and made such a bruise on my breast was February 2019 when I started getting Hit really hard with the energy weapons and was the exploited like that on Twitter. So while I was in the shower looking at my breast quite disgusting upset I took it as a sign.
Also afterwards when we’re sitting talking for a second and he pulls the same thing he’s done to me before and this time though he focuses on the abuse and surveillance why would anybody want to put me under surveillance. Of course this is very upsetting to me being that I only see him whenever once a blue moon or actually the less than that to be honest And he chooses this conversation right which actually triggers me and leaves me shook up triggered which means I’m flustered for the rest of the day pretty bad I’m off centered completely. The more I think about that the more pissed off I get that was wrong He didn’t need to do that.
At 2:00 in the morning on the 9th I was crying and I sleep from hurting from the fights apparently and it woke me up so since I got woke up because of it I sent him and long message about it.
During the day on the eighth I kept thinking about just discussion of course that he had with me and so I decided to ask him why did he do the abuse he did to me what made him what led him into smearing his dick into my face. Since he wanted to know why people abused and put people under surveillance I decided to ask him that question.
The answer I got from him was definitely different than what I have received me for probably because he remembers I told him that was assault. This time around he answered there was no alterior motive and he just wanted his dick sucked and we were in a weird position which definitely was not the case scenario.
Also on October 8th, for the second Sunday in a row showing pattern I get another notification on my Microsoft authenticator.

October 1st

October 2nd

October 3rd

October 5th

October 6th

Saturday November 5th 10:29 p.m. I’m now on High alert. The msrogueofsa.net website is being hit really hard. This is the first time in about 6 months that they have used Microsoft virtual ip’s. One of my firewalls is showing EVERY ONE OF THEM “blacklisted for suspicious activity” and EVERY ONE OF THEM Hitting my contents file.
AGAIN TRYING TO SILENCE ME by taking my uploaded content file.
I can always tell when they are about to hi. First of all, I get a notification from sem rush antilytics letting me know that my show name has dropped up at least 5 positions on google antilytics. So that means they are searching “msroguesa” a whole lot.
Ive covered my ass by putting everything
on FOUR OTHER WEBSITES. Plus my backup file from my server.
I KNEW THAT Tristan/issacs contacting me was a sure sign of shit about to hit the fan. Especially if I didn’t surrender back to him of which I didn’t. I want no part of him anymore. He has literally been my captor. He has been the one that gets my information by allowing me to talk only solely about me and nothing about him.
What looks to be just odd occurances is actually very well calculated moves. In the CONTROLLED CHAOS is a step in letting me know that they are completely taking over all of my devices.
For example between me roommate/best friend and I, I was using my real number to text, then we noticed she is not receiving my text. So we move to the text now number I have. Im waiting on text back f5om her open text now app to find that im logged out. With this happening several times. Cutting my communication off!!
The last couple of days, both devices are showing that microphone has been used, EVEN WITH THE BLOCKER I HAVE HAVING SYSTEM ADMIN AND OVERRIDE DO NOT DISTURB…they are using that app that is the only one with microphone permissions to listen to what is going on. .being said etc etc so all of whatever can be exploited, stopped, intruppted. Whatever.
Even though I have spectrum internet on my phone its showing that im using an insecure TKIP Internet. On my pc its showing an open internet.
With my phone showing “littleton” Colorado which is where tristen has supposedly moved which I KNOW he hasn’t that meant that my phone was being screenmirrored!!!!
I just looked on my pc, they know im up to something because they just took over my microphone through the Arc app launcher app again THREE DIFFERENT TIMES. While ive been in airplane mode on my phone typing all this. I can’t use speech to text like I always do. At 22.16, 22:30and 22:55 for 4.5k seconds 780 seconds and at 39 seconds.
I don’t…no matter of fact I KNOW not one person around me, not case managers, therapist, drs not one person understands the severity of my situation. I AM HELD CAPTIVE AND AT ALL COST. The amount of lengths that these people have gone through to get me to THIS point is something that’s just incredible. To say the least. Tristen has gone way beyond in keeping his real identity from me. Which I know..i know more than what I actually let on that I know.
When oenny told me yesterday to get my paperwork together…I ABSOLUTELY HAVE BEEN TRYING THAT’S WHAT TBESE WEBSITES ARE FOR AND THEY KNOW IT. Lucky to have as much as I do put together


I AM NOT ABLE TO GO THROUGH THE PROPER CHANNELS MYSELF. I PERSONALLY CAN NOT DO IT. MY EVERY MOVE, BREATHE, HEART RATE IS SCHROONIZED
I HAVE BEEN MONITORED SINCE 2018, MY SITUATION IS SOO FUCKIN REAL MY EVERY WAKING MOMENT IS TRYING TO BREAK FREE…AND NOW THAT I REFUSED TRISTEN YESTERDAY, IT JUST GOT WORST.
Let me go farther. On October 15th I told him im done. Right after that I changed my cash app card name. New phone number AS WELL AS NEW EMAIL…ANOTHER ONE to add on to the other THIRTY EMAILS I HAVE. I SHOULD NOT HAVE BEEN IN HIS CONTACTS AT ALL.
He contacted trying to offer a crock pot. .THE SAME CROCK POT HE OFFERED TO WALK BACK IN MY DOOR IN 2020 when he assaulted me. I told him that having a knot on breast that crock pot doesn’t cover my losses that I was not for sale and that im not an object
He tells me ill call cash app the funds. I answered good luck finding msrogue

HE SENT ME $40!!!!
TO $sweetNSassy7878
78 is his birth year! HOW THE LIVING FUCK DID HE KNOW???!!!
YEP ONLY ONE WAY!!!
HE Didn’t blink an eye once. HE MADE SURE I KNEW I WAS BEING WATCHED. MY EVERY MOVE AND SOUND!!!
I have to be vigilant about my devices, they have full control which means all my settings are constantly change. ESPECIALLY TO NEARBY DEVICES.
My NFC was turned on again yesterday.
Today I went to the play store to download another browser. The play store wouldn’t load. Because they are FORCING ME TO USE CHROME where they can go through the APIs and change cookies certificate etc etc
When I tried to video it. I was talking for 3 minutes. I have only THREE SECONDS!!! ANYTIME I EVEN COME CLOSE TO TRYING TO GET ANY KIND OF IM FORCED INTO STOPPING AND I GET “PUNISHED” …MORE LIKE TORTURED!!!
Like being burned inside out from high levels of EMFs/ radiation to where my gums bleed and my hair falls out.
This is gow they communicate with me. ALL IN CODE. THEY HAVE EVEN DONE TBEIR “CHANCE” MEETINGS with me when they know I have figured out part of the codes but stumped on some other…THEY HAVE EVEN TAUGHT ME THE REST!!!
YES THEIR PLANS ARE TO KEEP ME HELD CAPTIVE AND ME BE IN THIS FOREVER HORRIFIC CONTINUEUM TRYING TO CALL OUT FOR HELP. NOT ONE PERSON COULD EVER KNOW HOW MORTIFYING THIS REALLY IS.
Now that my friend is living here to try to help her. Her life is actually put into so much danger. And yes AT LEAST FINALLY SOMEONE IS ACTUALLY SEEING SOME OF WHAT I GO THROUGH. FINALLY…BUT SHE HAS NO IDEA TO THE EXTENT OF THE SITUATION OR HOW DIRE IT REALLY IS JUST LIKE THE REST.
GOD I CAN’T TELL YOU HOW MANY TIMES, WRITING VIDEOS AUDIOS WEBSITES EMAILS IVE MADE

ALLLLLL OF THEM BEGGING
HELP ME!!!! AND I can’t get out of this thick webbed trafficking stalking and identity theft rings. Tgat have me so tightly wound. And I don’t know How or why

I don’t deserve this NO ONE DOES NOT
ONE PERSON NOT OBE THIS IS MOST HORRIFIC OF HORRIFIC THAT NEVER CAN BE IMAGINED!!!!!
WHAT’S EVEN WORSE they WATCH ME BE PANIC THEY SIT ON MULTI CAST AND WATCH ME PANIC AND BEG AND PLEAD…THEY GET OFF THIS IS THEIR SEX. THEY ARE SITTING THERE TAUNTING TERRORIZING AND TORTURING ME AND WATCHING ME SQUIRM AND JERKING OFF the amount of sick demented things they have done to me and continue to do is wayyyy beyond anyone’s mindset. The worst of all is help is an arm’s length away. And I CANT MAKE A SOUND MOVE 9R LET ON OTHERWISE OR ITS SHUT DOWN IMMEDIATELY RIGHT THEN AND THERE
Six years of this hell solitary prison within my homes I PRAY OMG DO I PRAY that I can ve able to break free and be able to live my own life again soon.
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