Trauma Based Mind Control 1

Page Table of Contents

You will find the page numbers at the bottom of the pages

  1. Incidents 1
    1. What Is Trauma Based Mind Control Programming?
    2. I Have Experienced
    3. Harassment Methods Used
    4. Harassment Methods Used on Me
    5. Chainless Slaves: Trauma Programming
    6. Introduction
  2. Threats …of All Kinds
    1. “The Smell of Fear”
    2. BEWARE: Threats made under the disguise of “third party stories”
    3. Situation One
    4. Two days later 
    5. Situation Two  
    6. Shanea extorts $900 for a gun I didn’t steal, threatens to kill me for not paying the last $200 that her dad told me not to pay
    7. Attempted Murder by Mike Brown
    8. First, He tries to flip his car off the overpass
    9. Then he tries to stuff me in the trunk of his car
    10. Then he PRETENDS to be talking to a cop (Street Theatre)
    11. THEN, he supposedly has “war flashbacks” inbetween cussing me out
    12. THEN he causes a scene at my place, thinking he is coming in. Neighbor calls the manager, he has to come out and tell him to leave… AT 4 AM
    13. Written on Tumblr on September 5th, 2018, “Being Violated”
    14. August 9th, 2019, Hung myself FOUR Times in less than an hour’s time FOR Tristen/Issac
    15. A Conversation About Having A “Noose” Around My Neck
    16. To Explain What That Meant To ME
    17. He can strangle, and NEVER LEAVE ONE MARK
    18. The Treacha Strangulation
    19. May 11th, 2020 Tristen “Burying me sounds fun” as I’m pledging myself to him completely as his BDSM slave
    20. May 29th, 2020 Tristen’s “other” number “You can run but you can’t hide”
    21. October 29th, 2022
    22. October 29th, 2022, The above screenshots was changed to these two
    23. October 29th, 2022, The above was changed to these below
    24. June 11th, 2020, Sir Lot/ Justin Hernandez “Reactive Abuse”. After Crossing Boundaries KIK Bombong and Email Bombing He Threatens to blast me everywhere
    25. October 29th, 2022 The above screenshot was changed to the picture of me below, Which was one of the 2 pics used in my first backpage ad, that was when I first met Tristen/Issac
    26. June 15th, 2020 2:30 am
    27. October 29th, 2022 The above screenshot was changed to this one below which I had used in my blog I wrote “To be a person of passion & fire”.
    28. October 29th, 2022 The above two screenshots of “Gary Kelley” was changed to these below.
    29. March 2021 Memory Warping, April 2021 Woke up to door being opened and then the “Kidnapping Threat”
    30. Found April 4th, 2021 in my Firefox browser, On February 3rd, 2021 someone added the site academia.edu (that I have never heard of) the username as “sa” and the password as “targeted”
    31. July 18th, 2021 While staying at Haven for Hope (Concentration Camp), Went to San Pedro’s Park to swim & cool down from the heat, Second time ever going to the park and voodoo dolls is what I found
    32. July 29th, 2021 Was looking on Facebook for Apartments and I find this black guy in a coffin for $900
    33. August 7th, 2021 I find in my Facebook Friend’s suggestions that my name is called out. In code “Michelle Thibodeaux stays in coffin”
    34. “Coffin for $900, Micheal Thibodeaux, stacy coffin, and I was left on the concrete at Starbucks at Thousand Oaks sleeping right by a concrete bench that looks like a coffin”
    35. July 22nd, 2021 A reminder “it can be anytime, anywhere. I’ll never know who when or where” by taking my braclet off my wrist while I was sleeping on the concrete at Haven for Hope Shelter and placing it right next to someone else’s bags.
    36. August 3rd, 2021 After being terrorized out of Haven for Hope Shelter, I got “trained” for a week on how to be “street” homeless. This is the bed I made out of a pallet with a sheet with cardboard boxes underneath, using one of my bags as a pillow right behind a dumpster to hide away from anyone seeing me.
    37. August 5th, 2021 I was taken to stay underneath an overpass while it was raining for the day.
    38. August 6th 2021, after a week of being trained in how to be straight homeless and walking miles and miles carrying two times more than my weight (no touch torture) which has led to my white hip socket going out and not  being able to put it back into socket not to mention having back disabilities, I was left on the concrete at Starbucks on Thousand Oaks Drive in Northeast side of San Antonio, all alone all by myself on the side of town that I was not familiar with and did not have any money. 
    39. The shell shock that I experienced didn’t hit until the next morning. The kicker of it all is I WAS LEFT NEXT TO A CONCRETE BENCH THAT ACTUALLY WAS SHAPED AND LOOKED LIKE A COFFIN. (Kinda messed up huh)
    40. By the time I have called the cops to report everything, I was experiencing the shell shock and really could not own explain that I was in it at the time, so when the cops showed up they immediately asked me when my last mental episode was. To which case I asked for their names, of which they did not give me. They profiled me which is illegal to do and had they listen to me at all instead of profiling me as well as had better training and not be narcissistic they would have been able to recognize that I was traumatized and had gotten me some help instead of doing what they’ve done which is sticking me right back what I was trying to get away from. 
    41. December 7th, 2021
    42. February 2022 “Policy Genius Life Insurance” Text and Phone calls. Each one is seen as a death threat, totaling here as Six Threats. Telling me to get my “affairs in order”
    43. March 31st, 2022 Lyft driver warns me “in third person story” to be careful that drivers are not bringing females to their destinations. That their are bringing them to the traffickers. And made to specify that he had heard this on the news, “not here somewhere else.”
    44. April 2nd, 2022, My TV channel was changed from NCIS New Orleans to Most Likely To Murder not once but TWICE!
    45. April 3rd, 2022, Twice I woke up to my TV having a blue screen, which has NEVER happened, Looked like the blue screen of death and I do NOT have a smart TV on purpose, again indicating death
    46. May 13th, 2022 Mother’s Day Weekend
  3. Brainwashing
    1. The Psychological Agenda
      1. Brainwashing Pictures Found in my Telegram Folder
      2. Google Cache Companion Review List February 2019 (Notice the screen mirroring!)
      3. Google Cache April 15th, 2020
      4. July 6th, 2020, Brainwashing through Google
      5. March 12th, 2021 Telegram Brainwashing
      6. May 1st, 2020 Google Brainwashing
      7. September 2019 Tony Brainwashing me about my son
      8. March 12th, 2021 Brainwashing Through Telegram
    2. Brainwashing Through Google
      1. February 19th, 2020 “Gnatu” Soul Stealer found while searching MsRogueSA on Google
      2. Secret Recording Found February 20th, 2020 of Tony “Married Man” Brainwashing Me About My Son In September 2019
      3. Guess they recorded the Secret Recording while I was looking at and taking these screenshots. Read from the bottom up
      4. February 21st, 2020 Found gash made in my door and black marks in my toilet, Wesley A told me to put Sage in the gash to keep the “negative” away. Obviously that wasn’t going to work when it was people and NOT “Spirits”
      5. March 4th, 2020 Wesley Archula Brainwashing me about needing an exorcism
      6. Frenchtown Road Urban Legend
      7. The Tetromet Chronicles
      8. April 16th, 2020
      9. May 1st, 2020
    3. Brainwashing Through Internet Names
      1. May 19th, 2022
  4. Fraudulent Charges Through Cash App
    1. March 26th, 2021
  5. Exploitation Through Skip The Games & CityXGuide
    1. August 30th, 2019 CityXGuide Charles Huddleston
    2. September 13th, 2019 CityXGuide
    3. April 15th, 2020 Skip The Games
    4. April 17th, 2020 Jimmy from Facebook let me know someone in Youngstown, Ohio stole my pics and made an ad in Skip The Games
    5. April 17th, 2020 Chase Aucoin emails me to let me know someone stole my pics in Kansas City
    6. December 10th, 2020 Clarence Wheeler emailed me while I was in Natchez, MS to let me know that “someone is using your photos.”
  6. Discrediting/Defemation of Character
    1. May 1st, 2020 Andrew Hopkins psycho, junkie crossing boundaries
    2. Curious Cat January 21, 2019
  7. Hunger / Food Poisonings
    1. Poisoned Four Times
    2. Three Time Ordering Mcdonalds through Door Dash
    3. Fourth Time from a “Stranger”
    4. After being poisoned four times, this is just very suspicious to me…
    5. June 2021, 6 Days hungry
  8. Passwords / Screen Mirroring
    1. February 20, 2019 My Samsung Pass was Screen Mirrored
  9. Google
    1. It first started when I searched under my yongest son’s name that “black magic” associations would come up
    2. That actually turns into black magic spells
    3. Google Cache February 16th, 2019
  10. Extortion / Blackmail / Scams
    1. Extortion: Shanea Hickman, June 1st, 2017 Sent $100 Toward $900
  11. Accounts
    1. YouTube and Account history, including Google Assistant (that I do not use) for msroguesa@gmail.com account
    2. YouTube History for lilmoonflame118@gmailcom account
    3. Skip The Games Account and all the fake ads made through my account
    4. They got into my Google Admin Account and made a token to be able to log into my Skip The Games Account
    5. An Amazon account was made in the name of Michelle Ladydeath from my ladydeath118@yahoo.com account, that of course I no longer have. Someone else’s card was used for an order to Washington State
    6. September 3rd, 2020 Tony’s “Which email is it?”… He swears up and down that he didn’t send this email to me, BUT ya know, this very well could be gaslighting…but I’ll put the message header details up anyways.
    7. Colorado
    8. Whitepages Lisa
    9. blis
    10. June 11th, 2021 Career Karma
    11. Almost lost my Amazon account because my being orders kept getting stolen for not delivered, so being my at the door or at the motel’s office like supposed to so I kept reporting it.
    12. July 6th, 2020, found things put into my one drive trash that I had been looking for
    13. January 9th, 2022, Atom Feed and other browsers on my gmail account
    14. January 4th, 2022 Android Auto Turned on my A21 Galaxy Phone
    15. Microsoft Home Loaction History
    16. March 3rd, 2022 Found MsRogue’s Consulting Services Username
    17. March 5th, 2021 Found Clash app usb driver
    18. March 13th, 2021 Attacks
    19. March 13th through April 3rd 2020
    20. March 15th, 2021 Botnet
    21. March 26th, 2021, First Cash App Fraud Charges
    22. September 30th, 2022 My OneDrive started moving up and down on its own again, so it was time to check my cookies ONE MORE TIME. These are the NEW cookies that have been placed recently!!
      1. Under live.com
  12. Satanic Ritual Abuse or SRA
    1. What Is Satanic Ritual Abuse?
    2. February 10th, 2019 Chakra Stones
    3. March 22, 2019
    4. December 8th, 2019
    5. June 6th, 2020
    6. Spirit Wolf Intervention
      1. August 27th, 2021 Arriving at Spirit Wolf took pictures of what I had been carrying and how WITH my hip out of socket due to the amount of weight I was carrying
      2. September 2, 2021
      3. September 5, 2021
    7. Reaching Out
      1. Trying to get help VS actually getting the help: A breakdown of where the system fails those of Domestic Violence and Trafficking
      2. … From the Victim’s Perspective
      3. When Calling the Battered Women’s Shelter and Other Support Lines
      4. How Law Enforcement Contributed to my continual trafficking
      5. How FBI Contributed to my continual trafficking
      6. The Reality of Emergency Doctors & Nurses Training for Trafficked Victims
      7. What To Look For During a Medical Exam
      8. March 2021, Handwritten letter for Governor Abbott in fear for my life
      9. June 9, 2021 from helpme210imati@gmail.com
      10. June 21, 2021 from helpme210iamati@gmial.com
      11. June 11th, 2021 “I’m a victim and I’m scared”
      12. June 14th, 2021 First letter to the Mayor in fear for my life
      13. August 15, 2021 Police Report on Mr. Chilie
      14. August 26, 2021, Police Report Randolph Via
      15. August 26th, 2021, FBI Submit A Tip
      16. August 29th, 2021 IC3
      17. August 29th, 2021 IC3
      18. August 29th, 2021 IC3
      19. August 30th, 2021 IC3
      20. August 30th, 2021 IC3
      21. August 31, 2021 IC3
      22. To FBI November 14th, 2021
      23. Turned into IC3.gov November 26, 2021
      24. May 11th, 2022 Email to Human Trafficking
    8. Causing Fear of Law Enforcement
      1. December 7th, 2019
      2. Eric Cann “Interpol” DM me on Twitter…
      3. August 9th, 2021 Three days after I get left on the concrete at Starbucks obn Thousand Oaks Drive I get this email from “texaspolicestation@gmail.com”
      4. January 14th, 2021 Enquiry from Tryst from “John Copp”
    9. Asking for my used toys
      1. Screencasting

    Incidents 1

    What Is Trauma Based Mind Control Programming?

    Trauma-based mind control programming can be defined as systematic torture that blocks the victim’s capacity for conscious processing (through pain, terror, drugs, illusion, sensory deprivation, sensory over-stimulation, oxygen deprivation, cold, heat, spinning, brain stimulation, and often, near-death), and then employs suggestion and/or classical and operant conditioning (consistent with well-established behavioral modification principles) to implant thoughts, directives, and perceptions in the unconscious mind, often in newly-formed trauma-induced dissociated identities, that force the victim to do, feel, think, or perceive things for the purposes of the programmer.

    Trauma Based Mind Contol 101

    I Have Experienced

    • Repeated pain in various methods and ways
    • Repeated terror in various methods and ways
    • Repeated Sensory Deprivation
    • Sensory Over Stimulation
    • Heat
    • Near Death
    • Oxygen Deprivation through Strangulation

    Harassment Methods Used

    Harassment Methods Used on Me

    • Brightening
    • Mobile Phone Stalking
    • Crowding/Mobbing
    • Directed Conversations
    • Emotional Sapping
    • Gaslighting
    • Intimate Infiltration
    • Isolation
    • Mail and Email Tampering
    • Graphical Stress Conditioning
    • Noise Distubrance Compaigns
    • Illegal Entry
    • Random Encounters
    • Ruined Relationships
    • Slander
    • Sleep Deprivation (up to 14 days no sleep)
    • Forced Labor
    • Street Theatre
    • Telephone Redirects
    • Wrong Number Calls and Texts
    • Posionings through Food
    • Cyber Bullying/ Cyber Stalking
    • Real life Stalking
    • Public Disgracing
    • Public Humiliation
    • Made to publicly beg, plead and grovel to be able to have food and shelter
    • Forced Hunger/Starvation
    • Public Degrading
    • Death Threats
    • Near Death Experiences
    • Interragation
    • Not having and being kept from being able to get basic needs (shampoo, conditioner, etc) and medical needs (had broken glasses for a year and a half)
    • Stripping of Identity
    • Character Assasianation
    • Extortion
    • Attempted Murder
    • Black Mustang’s following and revving up motors in intimation tactics
    • Car Alarms in the form of Brainwashing
    • Car Horns in the form of letting other stalkers that I’m near by
    • Cloths literally torn off of my body
    • Forced to find cloths and food in dumpsters
    • Put into a trap house to clean it with no water or electricty
    • Forced Domestic Slavery.
    • Kept in Shock
    • Terrorized and kept in Terror
    • Tortured through Directed Energy Weapons
    • A form of Waterboarding Torture
    • Identity Theft
    • All Accounts hacked and taken over
    • Electronic Bondage
    • Death Threats
    • Kidnapping Threats

    Chainless Slaves: Trauma Programming

    Introduction

    Since the beginning of 2020, three years now, I have spent my every waking moment trying to figure out what they were doing to me. Believing whole-heartedly that I was and have been doing my own possible homocide investigation. Studying, researching, looking at all the screenshots and pictures I’ve taken over the years. Over and over again, with each time putting things together, figuring them out. Things are so complex, so in-depth. It’s hard to follow, much less swallow. I can’t even seem to begin to wrap around my head just what has been done. It’s just so horrific to try to come to these terms. So, If it’s this hard for me to be able to grasp, I understand that it would be even harder for you to grasp. Here’s some personal notes to help with understanding the following pages.

    Starting in 2015, while still living in New Castle, Pa, I started getting bombarded on Facebook Messenger from guys all over Texas, wanting to “hook up” when I have NEVER used Facebook as a dating app. I have since be able to identify with those same people that have continually shown up since moving to San Antonio. The only connection from the beginning was Shanea Hickman, who moved in with me in 2015. 

    While looking over all the screenshots, starting in 2018, seems like every screenshot I took is showing the icons of my devices using screen mirroring and NFC being used, when I have never used either one of them. And also Bluetooth being used when it should not have been used. I have also found the ATT Security Icon on those screenshots, when I have never had ATT service. Screen RECORDINGS and audio have also been found in my clouds, clearly showing being spied on. With the time ranging beginning from just a couple of seconds, up to four and a half HOURS long. These icons, screen recordings and audio have been found through 2021. I have also found that Team Viewer, Remote Desktop and the app called Clash App has been used to keep me under survelliance at all times. I have also found that my devices were being cloned as well.

    Not only have I been watched 24/7 by all my devices, no matter what device, what company I changed to, no matter what I’ve tried. I also came to realize that those around me were a part of this. There were three main men that were a part of my life, Mike Brown, who put me into the trafficking, Tony Herrera (the “married man”) and also who goes by the alias of Tristen Carmichael who’s real name is Issac Kirkwood. It was February 2021 that I noticed every time that I would try to split away from one (Tristen at that time) that one of the other two (Tony at that time) would come back into the picture. This also happened with all the others as well. It’s just those three had played the main parts in my life. Tristen/Issac was the one that I trusted everything into. And I mean EVERYTHING. Of which, you’ll find that the things that I had told him, had been exploited. He sat and listened, and I spilled my life out to him. With him not telling me anything about his life. He is also the one that has done the most damage to me.

    Not only have I been under 24/7 surveillance by everyone and everything, but I have been under EXTREME brainwashing by everyone and everything. Where one person left off, the next person would pick up. This can be obviously seen in 2020 for example. When in January Tony had came by to visit, and I was crying to him. Telling him that what I was being put through was the kind of things that Hitler did in WWII. I was laying down on his lap, when he told me “you know, they are trying to make you crazy. Why don’t you just go ahead and get an exorcism done” (Now, mind you this is the beginning of the Covid-19 quaratine, no one was going to be open). Then Wesley follows suit with this same scenerio as well as Tristen/Issac getting me to show him proof that I sent the Arch Bishop of the Catholic Diocese an email about this.

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